Thank you so much - Sometimes I wish just leave and not exist. past and present its like heavy stone what put me deep under water (I wish be death now when I write it, situation is bad now at all aspects of my life)...
@@Patros15 I am worried about you. You sound so extremely unhappy and in need of help. Do you have access to professionals or good friends that you trust to get you through this bad period. We need you, my friend. 😊❤😊
@@gregoryscott. in my country Professionals are not professionals they have metods what are from communist era especially old ones... I have one friend but she can not help because she is in bad situation too... in this state all sucks... especially when all is based on money...
@@Patros15 I hear you, my friend. Based on the depth of your own self-consciousness, sensitivities, and discipline revealed in your artistry, I am confident you can get through this. Sounds like you have been here before. I am here to listen and encourage you though this debilitating funk. We need you. May I ask what your first name is? 😊❤😊
It takes a lot of courage and strength to let go and to expose your real, inner Self, especially when you know others are watching and listening. You do it with grace and poise my friend through your artistry. 😊
This sure is some wonderful vibes you strike here. Living in a landlocked country you seem to dream a lot able the sea and water. It is good to dream. Sets the imagination free, as music does . . . 😊
Hi, thank you so much for your support it means a lot <3 I wish be born to different fam and country, I wish to live in different country, in country where they will accept people with different mind (I am only sad autistic+ADHD (AuDHD) person, where they will help,...
@@Patros15 You are an amazing, special person my friend. I appreciate your willingness to share your thoughts and feelings as well as your wonderful music with me. 😊❤😊
When I was growing up "heavy" meant emotionally intense or complex, a thing that weighs on you emotionally. But it has since come to mean dangerous or serious, like heavy skies mean pending torrential rains. You capture this perfectly. The vocals are tremendous, electric. Have you experienced those recent heavy rains I have read about that has caused "heavy" flooding in central and eastern Europe? 😊
Thank you so much, flooding was close to me, but I live in city where one river what did problems go to another one who have better protection, it was rainy, but I live far away from rivers
Your artistry glows so brightly composing these fantasies. You have an extraordinary imagination as well as the talent to translate it into these wonderous musical creations. ☺