I’m already broken because broken hearts can’t be fixed by pieces. Like you can’t pick up the pieces because there's nothing left to hold on with. I get that feeling in my stomach it is like something punching so hard that I can’t even be happy. Happiness can’t smile with a broken heart. All I got nothing,
idk if im loved by my bf ash bc i always think that im a mistake to him and i hate it when hes mad irl and sad bc when he said that he wants to die irl i i felt like a bad gf to him a and idk if im good enough for him. is it bc i always glue him? or maybe im a mistake?
My parents and my husbands parents were somehow bailed out of jail. They broke into my house while I was at a Halloween party and they were brutally beaten by them. Peter Thomas Holland August 24th 2022-November 1st 2023. Rebecca Jocelyn Holland September 26th 2023- November 1st 2023. 💔 They died today.
Every night I tell myself that I did good, I did the best i can and yet that doesn’t change the fact that I’m not good enough for people to see me, I’m afraid of hurting the people around me if I tell them the truth. It’s sad to be so numb that you can’t cry anymore
What not many others knows is that because of all monsters in this world. I have lost 8 of my own children. For verus reasons. And also because of those reasons all of my female parts had to be removed. Estrogen is a major factor in keeping a women’s body healthy. Do to my ex being so cheap he refused to buy what I needed. So please before you judge someone on their appearance. Get to know them and understand their hidden disabilities.
My sister who’s a nurse once said when someone has a near death experience, survivors guilt; can feel like suicide is the only option … but figuring out a better way is what I’m going to do ???
If youre ever in need of help, call a responsible adult. Please, Being tough is cool but being A kind Soul is definitely cooler. Believe me, 🙏 Remember kids Always smile even if its your annoying teacher, and always always n.1 be safe. Dont ever do a matthew please, always always be responsible. Kids, If i was to ask anything from this. I want to emphasize the n.1 rule, feeling safe is ab awesome emotion. If don't know an emotion choose feeling safe, n remember too ALWAYS SMILE... Pls
My number one rule for my self, was too always stay me. Cos then if i was just too be hated, or loved. Then it means something, Be that inspiration tok someone's life who needs it most. Kids as well, if you have a good mum or dad.. make the world too them , make your own life's support feel important. We sometimes need it too remember ✨
I became my own hero, I became my own beat friend in need. When times were tough i looked through my own soul and eyes to find that fire and god when it relit kids believe me its a feeling like u coukd just run and run for miles. Dont ever give up, My Points might not make srnse ) but rhey do too me. Be someone's life support always remember to be kind, Ive aleays remembered that no matter how tough or brave. The true courage comes within, True courage. Kids remember too always be Kind, and if they're not kind. Dont cLlm me , tell a responsible adult. :)
Whenever U're in need, dont look into the dark. Be the light kids, be whoever uve dreamed of. But ibwill tell you this, it doesnt get eaiser... Kids go be the Life support you've always wanted to ve, see a cute girl please tell her yoy do love her, and if u do tell someone you love them. Make sure yoy mean it, feom within. Breaking hearts isnt being a true man in my eyes. Being a Man, means going to lengths too protect the ones you love and too always be calm and remain patient as well lifes not a sprint remember. Good things take time, remember that x
Isn't it sad that we want our lives to end than to continue living? Maybe, it's because of everything we feel, the pain, the suffering, it feels like we are not living anymore, we are just surviving every single day.
It's unbearable. I really can't stand it. I know that I don't have a right to cry or to say that, but I'm tired. I'm not perfect, but I'm trying and still not enough. Right now I feel so lonely and helpless.What should I do. I'm so fcked up with this. I always make people feel comfortable, help them, do my best, but when I need someone just to sit near everyone disappears and says " r u jk? U don't have any difficulties, look, other people are more done than you, you cannot complain" mb I just don't deserve it
It is hard to survive and go through all the recovery just to start to feel the pain all over again and want to try again but the fear of failing or your friends and family upset for failing after recovery.... I should be better, I am most the time, but some days it is hard and it hits like a bolder... you lived so you was meant to stay? But was I really... you are better...but am I really? Am I really better? You smile... are you sure it is real? You have a job and you graduated you are successful, but am I really? I feel like a failure and nothing at times... I feel so alone and broken... No one wants me, no one loves me, everyone leaves me. nothing changes, it does for a little while, then it is the same or worse.
Its so sad to lose someone you Love. The pain is so deep to lose someone to suicide. To lose anyone is so painful....we are worth much much more. No one should suffer but we do but it gets better when you know the Lord is preparing a place for you and this place is temparary. We have more power through the blood of Jesus to say we are loved to fight bad thoughts.
Blijf niet in de past hangen. Dat maakt je verdrietig. Elke dag is een nieuwe dag,maak er het beste van. Zoek ontspanning Kruip eruit en ga leuke dingen doen Praat met iemand over je verdriet,dat lucht op.Schrijf je verdriet op en verbrand het weg.Denk aan mooie momenten met je dierbaren,je Kids,je vrouw,familie,buren,vrienden, Ga wat leuks doen wat je blij maakt. Waar je je goed bij voelt.Waar je wilt zijn Haal the happiness wat in je zit eruit. Wees blij met jezelf,denk aan positieve dingen,haal nare gedachten uit je hoofd. En het laatste...houd van jezelf en blijf vooral jezelf.Je hoeft voor niemand te veranderen,verander alleen VOOR JEZELF.
I mourn daily my father was killed, i barely coped with that- I lost all hope when I made the mistake of also leaving the only man I truly loved, I remember all the good times we had, I just don't want to keep breathing I died so long ago. if only I could undo my mistakes. Now the only thing I hope for look forward to is the day, i finally take my last breathe. What a glorious day that will be, I wake still hoping today will be my last
When I Was A Kid I Thought My Life Is Easy But When I Grow up My Life Change i turnd to be sad till i got depression but i keep my depression as a secret our side i'm fake smile and inside i'm crying when it's morning fake smile when it's night crying alot till i can cry anymore
