Girl, you can't make a tutorial while you say that half of this song you can play whenever we want. It's not how you learn something! I'm sorry, but this is one of the worst tutorials I've seen and I don't feel like checking your others video afted watching this one, so I hope they are much better
I'm so sorry that this sh*ty things still happening in 2022. Every woman has this kind of experience at least once. I also have it. We shouldn't keep it to ourselves and speak out as much as we can because we all deserve respect. I hope that things are better now for you.