First year of college is done. I’m sitting in my apartments living room, the window is open. It’s a cool night, the rain taking away some of the heat. It’s almost midnight. I have my final exam tomorrow, and then I move out. It’s a weird feeling of nostalgia and dare i say wanderlust. Not quite certain what the second emotion is. I think I’m feeling this way because all my life I told myself that I still had college before the real world started. I still had four years of college before I get a job. And now, all of a sudden, one of those four years has flown by. I’m down to three. Real life is approaching quicker than I thought it would, and I’m not certain I’m ready. I’m not certain I’m ready to be an adult. I’m trying to hold on to those memories of childhood, but the more I try to hold onto them, the more I realize they’ve already slipped from my grasp.
cherish them while you can dude. I've realised i forgot more of my childhoods best memories trying to hold on to them. Now that i'm in my last year of my college had to leave all of it behind, honestly i'm sacred of whats coming next but aren't we all 😄
Currently it's the end half of april and we just got another snow fall a few days ago. It's the third of what we call "back winter" meaning it's the third time snow has mostly melted and then rained back again. Yay 😑
Lyrics of the songs ( pt 1 ) Michael sembello - maniac You were with your friends partying When the alcohol kicked in Said you wanted me dead So, you show up at my home, all alone With a shovel and a rose Do you think I'm a joke? 'Cause People like you always want back what they can't have But I'm past that and you know that So you should turn back to your rat pack, tell 'em I'm trash Tell all of your friends that I'm crazy and drive you mad That I'm such a stalker, a watcher, a psychopath And tell them you hate me and dated me just for laughs So, why do you call me and tell me you want me back? You maniac you maniac (Maniac, some may say that I'm) you maniac (Maniac, some may say that I'm) you maniac (Maniac, some may say that I'm) You just went too far Wrecked your car, called me crying in the dark Now you're breaking my heart So, I show up at your place right away Wipe the tears off of your face While you beg me to stay, well People like you always want back what they can't have But I'm past that and you know that So you should turn back to your rat pack, tell 'em I'm trash Tell all of your friends that I'm crazy and drive you mad That I'm such a stalker, a watcher, a psychopath And tell them you hate me and dated me just for laughs So, why do you call me and tell me you want me back? You maniac you maniac (Maniac, some may say that I'm) you maniac (Maniac, some may say that I'm) you maniac (Maniac, some may say that I'm) Psychopathic, don't be so dramatic We had magic, but you made it tragic Now you're manic, honestly I've had it Listen to yourself, think you need to get some help Tell all of your friends that I'm crazy and drive you mad That I'm such a stalker, a watcher, a psychopath And tell them you hate me and dated me just for laughs So, why do you call me and tell me you want me back? You maniac you maniac (Maniac, some may say that I'm) you maniac (Maniac, some may say that I'm) you maniac (Maniac, some may say that I'm)
I like how my mom always says that regarding my music taste that I was born in the wrong Time. I always answer that I am lucky to be able to listen to those old masterpiecesd while also being able to enjoy modernday music and happy to be born in the 2000s growing up in the 10s and becomming an adult in the 20s, after all the 20s are not that bad as people always make them
All these tracks make me remember the good old times when I was filled with energy and I vibed with my friends outside until the late hours of the day! Sadly, nobody will be able to experience this again! It's known that the best moments don't last forever!
It's strange that when I watch My brilliant friend, the summertime they have on the island for vacation, just reminds me of Call me by your name, which further reminds me of my summer of 18 years old in Taiwan. I was in a summer school as an exchange student, we ran into typhoon and the moisture, the blurred vision, the green and grey washed my world in all of a sudden. A boy in the next classroom likes me for quite a long while and tries to ask me out, all I want is flee. That boy now is a father, living in his town as planned, and I am someone in the other semisphere. Somehow all of us are living a boring life.
1 piosenka i legendarna ulica urzędnicza, baobab, magical, małysz, pezet, arsen, jaca, sonia, łukasz, bmw i postacie drugoplanowe, sąsiad, naczelny jajcarz łoboda i plan główny wieczny remont, te czasy już nie wrócą
Have faith and hope. That shit doesn’t happen again. It’s something that doesn’t go linear, your life. My life too. Faith and hope are not linear we cross paths so many times with these. Faith and hope. We all jump together if anything happens this world ok? This roller coaster of a ride riding this life with a sparkle of hope and good faith.
driving on hot summer nights, windows down, palm trees, Florida, not knowing where you're going exactly, just going to meet and party with people you barely know
Time stamps 0:00 Yung Lean - Agony (dj poolboi Remix 3:55 dj poolboi - pretend we're okay 7:37 dj poolboi - like we were the last two people on earth 12:12 Petit biscuit - Night trouble 18:42 Jxn - Spadnie i Zginie
I'd like to imagine driving in a nice 1965 mustang at sunset, listening to these songs on the radio or cassette & having the windows down feeling the cool night breeze.
