I am sitting here crying my heart out!! I can't stop crying. I have lost probably 5 dogs in my lifetime, a husband, a sister, mother, and daddy. If it wasn't for Jesus Christ I would be alone . I have 2 wonderful dogs that I would not take anything for. Thank you Jesus for Saving my Soul.😭
I know how you feel I had two Pomeranians my first one had a heart murmur had to put her down broke my heart the second one was sugar pie a little male Pomeranian didn't weigh no more I don't know 7 lbs 8 lbs I've been with all my heart get cancer at front my heart have to put him down they will always be a part of my soul I know when I die and I go to heaven I will see my loved ones and my pants that I love dearly they will be with me I know that thank God ❤️
This is exactly what I had to do with my adored and beloved 14-year-old Clyde yesterday. I have cried rivers since then, and will for a long time, maybe forever. He was my buddy, my baby boy, the best companion I ever had. I mistook his lethargy and loss of appetite for the last 10 days as maybe a bug.He never even winced or gave any sign that he was suffering. But he was in pain all the time, as the doctor told me. It was either put him out of his pain or try to keep him alive with drugs, no quality of life, and more ordeals. I did not want to put him through that. This was the most difficult thing I ever did. I am beyond grief, and have never been so sad . My soul is desolate. When I look up, or go to another room, I hope to see him, but he's not here. His spirit fills my home, but I am inconsolable. My buddy boy is gone. For the rest of my life I will mourn him. I will get through it, for him, but will never get over it. But I know that he wants his daddy to be happy.
Sorry to hear that! I totally understand it’s been rough to lose a life companion who provided unconditional love! I think we will never heal the sore in our hearts. It will always be there but take care of yourself my friend! I didnt feel like doing anything but yesterday i cleaned my small backyard took care of my garden, now i can enjoy it finally!!
The only time a dog will ever break your heart is when theirs stops beating. 💔 RIP Denova 14 years together 12/24/2019. Mama still misses you and loves you. 🐾🐾
I went to 3 vets on that day, two of them were ER visits, two different ER all told me that maybe the best option was to euthanasia because he will not get back to normal with debate DKA plus liver/pancreatitis, etc. I felt like all I did was to give them money I had spent $4000 just within 24 hours. I wish there is a vet told me such thing, so I can take him home and he's still alive right now...But at least, he had a good 15 years with me, he went into a sleep and left me here on the earth suffering 🤕
It's the last kind thing for you to do for your Benny. I've had to put a few pets down now - it's so very hard - but I'll do anything to stop their suffering. Also, I always cuddled my dogs and cats while they were having that injection - I definitely wanted to be there to comfort and support them in their last moments. Well done to you - you didn't allow Benny to continue to suffer ❤
qué tristeza, solo pensar cuando le ocurra a mi perro, he llorado, pero por nada me perdería su último aliento en esta vida, que me ha dado tanto, mi Bowie...
having dealt with the loss of my sweet boy, I’m sorry about your loss, but I certainly don’t want to watch a video about your baby dying. it’s terribly triggering and I won’t go there.💔
Well, today I let my Jack Russell go, 15 years of wonderful companionship, only to succumb to K9 dementia, loss of his eyesight for the most part and tumors! My heart is broken! But my little friend isn't hurting any longer! I'll miss him during my remaining golden years! I'll always remember my little Riley ! Rest easy my friend!
Sorry to hear that! We always wish they can stay with us forever esp when you have a pet that you could bond together! Whenever I go outside walking I always think about my little puppy, now I just walk alone 😓
That was a good age! I thought mine would live around 18 he was super healthy until my family fed him human food, he got diabetic DKA at the end, pancreatitis too :(
Yes, too many carbohydrates causes diabetes in humans AND dogs. I now don't feed my dogs dried kibble with wheat or corn - it has to be mostly dried animal protein.
This is so painful but so beautiful. I said goodbye to my precious girl of 16 years after she had a stroke. I wanted her to die at home in the very place we slept together. I will never forget you my baby angel. I’ll see you again. Blessings to all of you who lost a pet. The mobile vet was so very kind . She passed in October of 2023. She was my world😢😢😢😢
I watched your video of Benny and it broke my heart It was good for me though I lost my Sweet Cali Gurl almost two years ago 💔 it feels like yesterday 😢The circumstances were a big shock and extremely unexpected Cali looked fine but wasn't Her kidneys were failing We had no clue So after three days in the vet hospital we expected she was going to be okay? We were told that she was probably going to be gone in just a few days because there was no dialysis for animals in our area? We made the worst decision right then and there to end her life rather than roll the dice There is not a day that has gone by that I don't feel "would have could have should have" You did the best you could for Benny and yourself YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS ❤
@@BeccaL2016 Thank you and you hit the nail on the head! I never thought of it as such but you're so right!! There are so many triggers on a daily basis that break my heart all over! I pray that one day sooner than later this subsides and I can live by the best memories of my Sweet Cali Gurl ❤️ 🙏
You're processing the loss and retelling your experience is mourning and you will grieve the loss of this beautiful bond you had with Benny, just know the love you both shared together will never die and you did all you could in your power for him and have him a wonderful life with you and your family. My condolences for your loss.
I lost my dog Bella rose it broke my heat we had such a bond -I’m disabled and needed her to be here but she had to go to the vet…she had kidney stone and I was told that my vet dr was gone on vacation and someone other than her would do it…my dog was just 5 pounds and it hurt me so bad when the doctors told me she won’t live …I asked that she be brought to me I had to give her knowledge of knowing I was here and I seen her but could tell she was in total distress she was laid in my lap and I called her name Bella….and sang to her my song I sang for her …she buried her head into me and I told her to go shush shush my signal to go sleep her breathing was so hard Ang then she stopped I held her for as long as I could then she was taken back to hospital to be cremated I have her only this way now..I miss her -guys..I ask God to bless other dog owners with strength to with stand this heart break
Cat person here. I was blessed in several regards: I had great cats, through the years. Also a wonderful vet, Dr. Charles Schaubhut at Downtown Veterinary in NYC, who I have known since the 1970's. He took care of all my cats and we had a strong friendship. Most of my cats lived to great ages - like 16, 17, or 18. Masha was actually 23!!! When I was in the room w/ my cat for that first euthanasia, Dr. Schaubhut told me I could stay in the room if I wished. But to leave did not make me a 'coward' - some people are just not strong enough to watch this, even though it quite a peaceful procedure. I chose to stay. He explained: First the cat would be given a strong sedation, which would 'zonk them out' and make them unconscious. Then the second injection, which would stop their heart. As they would drift off, I always sent up a prayer, "Dear Lord, I now give back to you this animal who has given me such joy. Please take him into your Kingdom..amen.." There is no easy way to do this. But a sensitive, understanding vet with whom you have a good rapport helps enormously....
Yeah I had a vet or vet clinic who did this. I just hoped that I made the right decision as my dog was pretty healthy in his age and then all the sudden he got deadly DKA! I thought he could live past 15. Two ER clinics had suggested euthanasia but still I am wondering sometimes that they made huge deals…
You have my deepest sympathies. I just went thru the same thing 3 weeks ago and it hurts a lot. I know he is in a better place with out the pain he was going thru. He looked a lot like Benny !! I miss him every day and my heart is broken. My little Rocky will always be in my heart !!! Benny and Rocky might become friends in heaven !! I pray the do !!
So very sorry. I lost a beloved cat and am still so sad about it. My son was in denial about what the cat, Binx, was going through and dragged his heels about putting Binx down so he died at home instead. It took a long time and though I hope he didnt suffer alot, his dying was definitely prolonged and i feel so guilty. He was an amazing icat and deserved so much better from us. I hope never to put an animal through rhat again and even though euthanasia is very hard on the person, it's so much kinder for the animal. I love Binx forever and almost cant forgive myself. So sorry for the loss of your beautiful little friend Benny but he is in your heart now, as Binx is in mine.
