Where all this Internet crap what can I say but whatever I was younger, I used to hide of course my family was there always hiding me because I was devious. I used to go away for weeks and then come back. That’s why is my best friend today mine is still jealous mine I love her dearly. He’s the person that I lost my three children from and when I told him he said, I told him I said I saw them in heaven because I had you know I had to sign for abortion, he said why are you doing that and then my mother said I don’t want my daughter to die he signed the papers and I said oh my God, but with that being sent, I saw them in heaven I have two boys and her daughter I saw them in heaven. It took a lot of years for God to give me that want to say that it was a dream it wasn’t a dream, it was a dream I saw my mother. I didn’t even recognize her. She was like 20 something years old and I said I was talking to her but then with my mind and she said this is your family a whole bunch of people there like 200 and whatever, she said and I said who are those over there for me and she said they said your children I didn’t know she was my mother and I started to run over there. Haven’t seen you in 10 years I walk with you and I said why and then I already know this was not a dream. I saw the cloud, but then I cannot just fix it and then I saw the grass perfection like diamonds and then she took my hand and that’s what I recognize her hands and she said you have to go back. God gave you this because you’ve been asking for it to see your children and then I said when she took my my hand, I know it’s my mother. My name recognize her. She was like 20 something years old and she said you gotta go back. It’s not your time. Tell the people we are here and then I said I wanna stay here. She said you gotta go back you’re not ready yet, I said what are you talking about? What do you mean I’m not ready yet at this point we were not talking our mouth we’re talking with the mind. I hear her like she was talking through her mouth, but I can’t explain it and I said OK and then I woke up in my bedand I told my husband about a dream and everything was so vivid so surreal and I told him that oh wow it was so real and he mock me 32 days after that he died
This article dated 2020, which I came across in the New York Times archives, and a quote from this article caught my attention. Although it has a very different demographic structure today, the reason why I have always found Izmir, the pearl of the Aegean, and its surroundings very cool with its history and nature, is perhaps because of the articles I come across by chance. " At 18, Streisand heard about a talent contest at the Lion, a club in Greenwich Village. She had recently been fired from her job as a clerk and phone operator for a printing company and was being repeatedly rejected for acting gigs. The prize was $50 and a free dinner of London broil, and she needed both. Along with auditioning and interviewing, she also was reinventing herself: She said she was from Smyrna, Turkey, using the ancient Greek name for the city a vaguely plausible claim given her features. “I didn’t want to be labeled as some girl from Brooklyn,” she says. After she sang Harold Arlen and Truman Capote’s 1954 song “A Sleepin’ Bee,” there was a stunned silence - and then, thunderous applause. She followed with the 1952 jazz hit “Lullaby of Birdland,” walking through the small, packed room with her microphone. She won. Ref. www.nytimes.com/2020/11/30/t-magazine/barbra-streisand.html
"In death, there is purity. In destruction, there is a chance for rebirth, free from the chains of our failures. I am not a villain by my own accord, but a necessary force to cleanse this world. Remember my name, not as a harbinger of doom, but as the one who gave humanity a chance to start anew."
