You, The one I would do anything to reconnect with. The one that once understood me for who I was. The one that stuck with me through ALL ups and downs. The one that got away. R.I.P JJLO 1.16.17 💜 Time heals all wounds, all you need is time. Time.
Glad your wife and future baby were okay, but God certainly isn't great because tons of people die in car crashes every single day, often in brutal ways, which means God did nothing to save them. If God is real and only saves certain people, like your wife, then he's playing favorites and that is immoral and makes him a jackass not worthy of worship. When religion dies out, the world will be a better place for everyone.
To anyone reading this: Your value doesn’t decrease based on someone’s inability to see your worth. Stay awesome! 👑 Leave a heart if this message found you when you needed it. ❤
Hi, the person reading this. I’m a 19 year old girl who grew up with a family of missionaries, both my mother and father introducing me since birth to Christianity. I’ve always considered myself Christian, but I never really understood it, I never fully believed in it, until I turned 16. I started high school and fell into a huge depression, I felt so different from everyone and I desperately wanted to feel wanted by others. I turned to social media, which only deepened my hurt, I comforted myself by listening to really sad music as well. Then the panic attacks started, I would get so anxious, all the time, to the point where I would cry and would never stop. I never opened up to my parents, until one day when my school counsellor called them, and told them I would spend my days in the infirmary bed crying at school. They decided to find me a therapist. I liked her, I could tell her about my problems, and I always felt better after, but it never lasted. I was still miserable and I didn’t know why. Thinking back, those days passes by like a blur. At the time I also started having thoughts where I didn’t appreciate my femininity, I thought I wanted to be a boy, and crushing on women. But one day, I don’t know how or when but I picked up my bible and opened up on a random verse. I don’t remember which one it was, but it changed me. I read it and I just started crying and crying and I couldn’t stop. It was like a huge load was taken off of me. The next day I went to my therapist, and I had nothing to talk about except what happened. The next week, I had nothing to say to her, nothing to complain or cry about, I felt true peace. Now, 2 years later, still a long way to go in my faith journey, but I’ve never felt happier. I love my body, I love that I’m a girl, I met this wonderful boy who loves Jesus as much as me, and yes, I do get ups and downs, I do cry sometimes but every time someone is there to pick me up, and that’s the love of my life Jesus. I sincerely wish that you will one day know this love that I know now. Jesus loves you so so so much and he died and suffered on that cross for you, for YOU!! even though he was sinless, no one will love you as much as he loves you. He saved us from an eternity of hell, and his kindness and generous love shines every single one of my days, every morning I’m grateful to wake up and look to the future with hope. “God will be with you wherever you go” Joshua 1:9. I love you and I pray that whoever read this till the end finds what I found in Jesus. ❤❤❤
Matthew 11 28 Come to me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.
I've really been struggling recently. Been trying to break into the film industry for a couple years, but covid and the strikes have made it almost impossible. On top of that, I find my mind clouded with so much self-doubt when it comes to relationships. I'm in my 20's and have never had a girlfriend, and with every rejection I'm losing self-confidence and the ability to view love and dating as fun. This music is my 30 minutes of peace every day. I'm sad that it cannot be found in the people around me, but I'm glad it's here. For that, I thank you.
I feel u on the relationship thing and when I’m feeling like that I like to think back at all the things I did with love in my heart and a smile on my face feeling like the most happiest person in the world. I like to think that’s what’ll be like with my s/o I may have one day and how I’ll be able to give them that same feeling but even if that day never comes all Ik is that I can continue focusing on myself, building my self confidence, sharing my love learn different things all while being alone and between it all I’ll be happy bc im loving me more and know that I have others who will love me n support me even just as a friend
Help. I don’t know how to go forward from here. There’s a whole world out there, and my life has been so small. Give me the strength to be greater than what I can see. Let me reinvent the size of my own heart and fumble into light. I want to be good, whatever that means. I want to shed the skin of who this upbringing thought I was. Cut my hair to be lighter, walk forward... walk forward and find myself necessary. It’s faraway - this beauty of who we could be if we only united with who we truly are now.
i graduated last year and taken a gapyear, now it has been 1 year of me being undegree. I'm really envy with my friends who can easily get to the university. I always feel unconfident... I know, theres a lot of peoples like me out there. Just wanna tell u that we also a star, we can't be stop dreaming just because we don't get in what we want. Patience and work... Loves❤
students who are listening this right now, I know you are exhausted and feeling frustrated, but keep in mind that the result will be worth it for you and your parents.
This is nice to listen to the morning after I had such a rough fucking time. Mentally and emotionally. I didn't feel like I could ever be myself and it's been this way for years. Always trying to be perfect in everybody else's eyes. Anybody. I think my soul has been trying to get me through an ego death for a long time. It's so exhausting and tiring to be not me. I'm 30 years old, I wanna not give a shit what people think anymore. Grow closer to the friends i have without fear of rejection. Don't want to live in fear. Take everything with a smile and stride. Help others. I need a fucking hug.
How can i be genuinely happy when i can't even fake a smile??😢 It hurts It hurts trying to pretend you're fine It hurts that they think you're a bad person Yes i know ive made mistakes a lot of em but give me a chance and i promise to change PLS 😭
My beautiful mom died in 2015 she was cancer ı grow up with my dad and sis ı love them so much but sometimes ı’m just thinking my mom she was a really good person ı know she is in a really good place right now ı hope one day we wiil see and hug eachother and ı will hold your hand while ı sleep just like when ı was child ı love you mom ❤
I wanted to end it all. Nobody knew. All they know is that I was sad-- i thought i was too but it was more than that. I knew i was sick because I don't enjoy anything anymore. I gave up. I plan to give up and end it all. It's been years and my mental health got worse and worse . Went to see a psychologist but it wasn't helping. 2020 We climbed Lake Holon. It changed me.There's so much more to what I felt, what I went through. Even with such pain, hopelessness, illness, i decided i want to live for moments like it. November 12, 2020 I met Rio. My beautiful feisty Lhasa Apso. My boyfriend gave him to me as a gift. March 2023 We got married June 2023 We became parents. My parents became grandparents for the first time. My brother became an uncle for the first time. Present: I remember how bad it was, but I am feeling better.
this playlist just transported me to the days when we didn't need to worry, didn't need to think about the future. All that existed was us and the green rolling fields we lay on <3
8 months in this custody battle with my 3yo little girl and a 5 mo baby girl. Ive missed so much, every time i see her shes changed so much. Im almost there... but its nights like these, laying here at 3am, walking around my house like a ghost, that kills me. Their rooms are all made up, ready for them, and im just in limbo, waiting for the day when their little feet echo against the walls, and our laughter fills the air. I cant wait.
