Here I sit in sorrow, waitin' for tomorrow to end, At my wits' end, wonderin' if I should descend, Into darkness, pain risen, happiness distant, This little bundle of joy ain't the same, so resistant. Life's burden relentless, surrender's not a choice, Deep within my spirit clings to hope’s faint voice, Fearin' I might release this frayin' rope, Shattered and defeated, how can I cope? The world presses on my weary shoulders, so heavy, Life triggered my demons, wonder why I'm edgy, Spewin' my insanity for all y'all to see, Listen to the entities, they feed hate to me. All I see is tranquility in this sea of hostility, Yearnin' for an oasis, seekin' peace and stability, Want you to see the brighter me, but dark clouds hover, True self hidden in turmoil, makes my blood boil, I shudder. Life's trials and tribulations toss and turn, Lost and burnt out, cruel lessons we learn, Misery’s all it is, leaves the mind in a frenzy, Seen angels leave me, demons play intensely. Lose valuable time in the prison of your mind, It's a sign, fake a smile, take what you find, God doesn’t favor me, so better savor, Every moment, every endeavor, no leverage, just labor.
The story of regret, For the gun left unsaid, A tragedy that held breaths, Brother was dead, Silence grips the atmosphere, Smiles quickly disappear, Laughs turn into tears, Spirit hides in fear.
Осень, лето и весна, Снова ты, снова одна, Дай мне знать и я приду, Взяв тебя за руку, Осень, лето и весна, По щекам твоим слеза, И я больше за тебя, Нас спасет зима. Зимой, всем назло, Повстречаюсь я с тобой Я больше не уйду никуда, В мыслях больше нет огня, И того, что может доказать, Всю свою любовь к тебе, Я так скучаю по плотку на голове И я больше не смогу все держать в себе, От боли больше ни слова о судьбе
My heart thump not from being nervous Sometimes I'm thinking God made me special here on purpose So all the while 'til I'm gone make my words important, so If I slip away, if I die today The last thing you remember won't Be about some Apple Bottom jeans with the boots with the fur Maybe how I dream of being free since my birth Cursed, but the demons I confronted would disperse (disperse) Have you ever heard of some shit so real? (Real, real, real, real) Beyond from the heart, from the soul you can feel (feel, feel, feel) And if I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take But please don't cry Just know that I have made these songs for you And if I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take 'Cause I'm ready for the funeral (uh-oh, uh-oh, uh-oh) My mind runs, I can never catch it even if I got a head start God please help me, I am feeling so alone, wait I don't need to worry 'cause I know the world'll feel this nigga Blessing in disguise but I am not hiding who I am Open your eyes, bruh, if I ever met you I appreciate the love, yo Girls that I dated, it's okay I am not mad, yo Unless you stabbed me in the heart, no love, ho This shit is so ill (ill, ill, ill, ill) Play it back from the top if you recognize real (real, real, real) And if I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take But please don't cry Just know that I have made these songs for you And if I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take 'Cause I'm ready for the funeral And if I die (and if I die) before I wake (before I wake) I pray the Lord (pray the Lord) my soul to take (my soul to take) But please don't cry (please don't cry) Just know that I (know that I) have made these songs for you And if I die (and if I die) before I wake (before I wake) I pray the Lord (pray the Lord) my soul to take (my soul to take) 'Cause I'm ready ('cause I'm ready) for the funeral (yeah) I'm ready for that (for that) Ready for the funeral, ayy, ayy I'm ready for the funeral, ayy I'm ready for the funeral Ayy I'm ready for the I'm ready for it I'm ready for the funeral
