Look, people ask me what the future is All I know is I'll be doin' this All I know is things are moving quick That's convenient for me 'cause that's how I live Now they see me out here movin' up You don't like me, that makes two of us Time change, yeah, I can't adjust Yo, it's who you are not who you was, oh my Yeah, just went to Europe, they said the single is working I think I'm learning, I am way more than people might think when they look on the surface What is my purpose? Yeah That is a question that I have been asking myself and it hurts 'Cause it's prolly something I should already know but I don't know it yet I'm tryna grow as a person, woo! I'm sick of people tellin' people I'm here 'cause of marketing dollars, oh You think that everything is gonna blow just 'cause you market it harder? No I got my hands in everything, now they out here tryna get to me Stop tryna lecture me You don't compare to my level of thinking, so why do you think you compare to my energy, huh? Small circle, but the number's growin' Fame called me, I'm like, "How you doin'?" Hung up on him, I ain't ready for it I'll get back to that when I make album four Less talking, I've been workin' more Better me is what I'm workin' towards Y'all judgin', but we not in court, no, we not in court, oh Lord! Last couple years, let's recap I make a livin' off of writin' out my regrets I'm doin' me, I don't care where the scene's at Try to give me feedback, I don't really need that I used to walk on stage in a V-neck I used to wear a lil' tie with a black vest I came a long way, why you lookin' upset? I'm tryna paint a picture, get the vision, you ain't hear it yet, woo! Look, hold up, hold up, wait a minute, please Flow's switchin', I got ADD Brain scatters when you play the beat It don't matter what you say to me I'll be doin' this at 83 I've been doin' this since ABC's In the major leagues doin' major things, don't play with me, woo! I'm livin' life in the fast lane Wake up every morning thinkin' I'ma have a bad day Drive my own car, I don't like the valet Parked, then I go into my mind with an AK Shoot every thought in my head then it rotates Losin' it all, but I think that I'm okay Who is involved? I don't know, but I'm insane Poof! And I'm gone, wanna call me a no name, what!? I'm prolly not what you thought I'm prolly not what you thought I used to judge everybody that wasn't like me 'til I learned it was wrong Girl told me I should get it together and get out the dark I'm tryna give her my heart That's when I sit in my car, writin' for hours until I can barely talk I mean, where do I start? Feels like I'm fallin' apart Act like my image is hard I always put up my guard Even when talkin' to God Sit in my room and I plot Everything that I'm not Comes out in the music I jot I give it all that I got I give it all that I got! I'm tryna think out the box, no! Yeah, I got people standing outside a bus screaming my name I don't come out and take pictures, they tell me I changed I don't smile in VIPs, you get mad like, "You know what I paid?" Guess I don't know what to say Guess I don't know what to say I leave it all on the stage I leave it all on the stage
My name buzzin', ain't no way you could ignore it I did not come this far so they could ignore me I am not the one to say, "I'll do it in the mornin'" I'd rather get it done, don't focus on what's not important They try to talk to me like they been nothin' but supportive Appreciate the love, but do not show up on my doorstep If you ain't about that real, I suggest that you avoid me If we ain't on the same page, that's the end of story, ah! You are not a baller 'cause your closet's full of Jordan's You are not a rich man 'cause you're on the Forbes list First, I dropped a record, then you know I gotta tour it Real's still the slogan, only difference is there's more of us The story of my life feels like it's just beginnin' now I asked you a question, I want answers, not the run-around You the one that brought it up, but I'm the one to shut it down If you ain't got the album yet, I brought you one, I'm at your house Hey! All I see is green lights All I see is green lights All I spit is real life Bet you don't know what that's like (huh?) All I see is green lights (green lights), woo All I see is green lights (green lights), yeah All I spit is real life I bet you don't know what that's like Yeah I know where I'm goin', I don't let no one distract me I don't need directions from nobody in the back seat I don't need these people in my corner tryna gas me I'd rather have people in my corner tryna check me Yeah, I walk off the bus a different city than the last week Let the fans speak, they gon' tell you 'bout the past me If I'm bein' honest, last year I was in a bad place Wouldn't say I'm out of it, but don't feel like I can't be, ah! Who you know droppin' clean records, but they nasty? I was made for this, I could tell when mama had me I hopped right off the table, told my doctor, "I ain't average" He asked me, "What does that mean?" I told him, "Get the pen and pad, please" Who'd a known I'd write something that could change lives? I don't think y'all fully understand the way you changed mine I look at the future that's in front of me with both eyes Three records, three years, I don't like to waste time Oh yeah! All I see is green lights, yeah All I see is green lights, haha All I spit is real life (real life) Bet you don't know what that's like (you don't know!) All I see is green lights (green lights), woo All I see is green lights (green lights), yeah All I spit is real life (oh!) I bet you don't know what that's like (no!) Haha All I see is, green lights! Yeah Oh my!
All I ever wanted was somebody to hear me And all I ever wanted was somebody to feel me And everybody wanna tell me that I'm out of my head When I'm on the mic that's fine but that don't scare me It's been a long time but I'm back now Rap pow welcome to the rap house Rap pow will live till I pass out blackout blackout Everybody keep on wondering if I still rap now Are you serious, anybody out there hearing this? Yo I came in the game as a lyricist And I'ma leave like that, period You sniff lines, I write lines, you've now entered in my mind And you better get ready cause you might find I'm from a different place and my kind It's a little bit different than yours is Quit snoring hip hop isn't dead It's just been in mourning from the moment I quit recording Quick, record this Listen I'm warming up and you're misinformed if You think that I'm slipping up, this ain't sick enough, then I'll skip the chorus I've been here ain't nobody heard of me? Yeah I'ma turn this beat to a murder scene I don't live for the world I live for the King, I live for the King, focus Wrote this with emotion It's hard to get a break when the door's ain't open It's hard to get a shot when the gun ain't loaded And it's hard to make a living when nobody wanna notice, hold it What am I insane maybe, plain crazy You put me in a room with a mic you will not restrain me You do what you wanted but you can't contain me Lazy is not a character trait of mine, don't wait in line This is the current condition of my state of mind Don't tell me that this isn't real Don't tell me this ain't how I feel This is all I have all I have All I ever wanted was somebody to get this All I ever wanted was somebody to play this Take my song, put it on their playlist and get goosebumps every time they play it, rate us If that's my calling or not Father, maybe I should just not bother Go back to that nine to five but I am not a quitter so quit that I never been a killer but I guarantee I kill tracks Put them in a coffin, lost in, rip that Trying to make an impact in rap, is that insane? Well, I guess so Rap though, better give me that pencil And you ain't ever gonna make it, it's all mental I am in a place where I can't let go ah I still work a job and do this And y'all know what's stupid? I thought all you had to do was get a record deal and yo things start moving But that's not the case because most of the times the artists you hear You keep on thinking that artist is new but that artist has probably been at it for years Yeah, in the back of my mind thinking Am I wasting my time dreaming And I ain't got no money in my wallet but I guarantee there ain't no way that I am gonna leave this I need this I swear to y'all I need this And this hip-hop's in my veins if you cut me I'ma bleed it And yo what you think I write write raps for no reason, no Take my pain and I put 'em in a song ever since them pills they took my mom I've been a different person, don't try to predict my verses What you're hearing now is me whether I'm in front or behind that curtain I stand behind these words I'm a Christian but I'm not perfect Don't tell me to calm down I'm calm now, listen I'm just working Yeah it might take a minute to get it but once you get it everything will be crystal clear I don't think they see my vision here I don't think they see my vision here Don't tell me that this isn't real Don't tell me this ain't how I feel This is all I have, all I have Don't tell me that this isn't real Don't tell me this ain't how I feel This is all I have, all I have Don't tell me that this isn't real Don't tell me this ain't how I feel This is all I have, all I have All I have Don't tell me that this isn't real (this isn't real, this isn't real) This is all that I have, this is all that I have
Everybody's got a blank page A story they're writing today A wall that they're climbing You can carry the past on your shoulders Or you could start over Regrets, no matter what you've gone through Jesus, He gave it all to save you He carried the cross on His shoulders So you could start over Don't let your heart be troubled Don't be afraid To the broken-hearted that wished that they'd Never been born, never been torn, never sinned, never disobeyed I know you think there's no hope (no), but that ain't true, Jesus saves! I know you feelin' regret (Like I) brought this all on myself (Like I) messed it up big time, and this time I don't deserve God's help (Thinking) how can God forgive me after knowin' what I did (can He?) After knowin' that I hid from Him, and I stayed away and backslid (listen) Jesus came for the sick (so true) Jesus came for the weak (amen) Jesus came to give good news and have set the captives free (amen) (listen) Jesus came for the poor (amen) Jesus came with the keys (amen) Jesus came to remove the chains so the prisoners are released (amen) Everybody's got a blank page A story they're writing today A wall that they're climbing You can carry the past on your shoulders Or you could start over Regrets, no matter what you've gone through Jesus, He gave it all to save you He carried the cross on His shoulders So you could start over See, His love is deeper than the ocean floor Run to His arms like an open door God the Father sent the Son So men can come and be free and ain't gotta run no more (that's what He said) Come to me, all who are weary; with heavy burdens, I'll give you rest Separated you from your sin, as far as the east is from the west (He said) Thrown in the sea of forgetfulness What sin? What offense? And when them waves come crashing in, I'll calm the winds in your defense (that's what He said) So, whatever it is that you've done He put that punishment on His Son (His Son) You'll never come under His condemnation conquer sin and Satan, and his accusations So, dry your eyes, lift up your head Hallelujah! God is not dead! (amen) Plus He gave us His peace (His peace), and He took our guilt on the cross instead Took our place and now we embrace A clean slate with the eyes of faith We know unfailing love, unfailing love, it's not too late to start over Everybody's got a blank page A story they're writing today A wall that they're climbing You can carry the past on your shoulders Or you could start over Regrets, no matter what you gone through Jesus, He gave it all to save you He carried the cross on His shoulders So you could start over
Yeah, yeah, only time you ever call me is when you feelin' like don't nobody else wanna listen When's the last time you saw me You probably don't remember that 'cause that was back then you were different I don't wanna hear the sorry's I'm tired of all the talkin' to be honest I would rather see a difference Yeah, you pass me in the hallway But you ain't say a word to me Lately all I ever feel is distant You don't care that you lost me What's wrong with ya Had a picture of you sittin' on the dash in the car with me Now it's in my closet with the other ones sittin' in a box I don't wanna open up You took it all from me You told me you would die for me Yeah, all you ever do is lie to me Wish that I could say that this has come as surprise to me Tell me that I never took the time and now you ain't got the time for me, yeah I just wanna know oh, oh, oh, oh When did you get so cold oh, oh, oh What happened to your soul oh oh oh Don't you see me Yeah, we used to talk like best friends I remember that I guess I don't know what happened to us Now you got me questionin' what trust is You told me you would be there for me Yeah, but you ain't really mean it did ya Now you wanna jump ship Leave me here alone Well, I'm used to it Everybody else did Who you havin' fun with Don't tell me I don't wanna know every time I ask I just feel sick You're the one that jumped in Told me you had some feelins Now you tryin' to tell me that is not true I ain't gotta clue Who I'm lookin' at right now, but I know the person that I'm lookin' at is not you Yeah They say that you are who you hang with Maybe that's the reason you been changin' Maybe that's the reason why I'm feelin' like you're dangerous And every time we talk it's like I'm talkin' to a stranger I just wanna know oh, oh, oh, oh When did you get so cold oh, oh, oh What happened to your soul oh oh oh Don't you see me I thought that we were close But now that door is closed When did we lose control Guess you don't need me I just wanna know oh, oh, oh, oh When did you get so cold What happened to your soul Don't you see me I thought that we were close But now that door is closed When did we lose control Guess you don't need me
This song is part of my testimony when I loss my daughter in 2019, I had her as a stillborn. I listen to this song healing from my child's death the Most high sent this to me.
