Pile 3 itโs confusing because my Dad (who passed when I was really young) had/has a completely different set of beliefs than me. โฆ (I got interrupted in the middle of my comment cuz I started feeling him with me/communicating). I did subconsciously suppress him in my dreams because itโs been a long time and those dreams were nightmares and not sure if it was really even him. But I give him (specifically him, my Dad and my Lola too) permission to enter my dreams ๐it is Samhain soon, after all. Ase. We shall see ๐ Thank you for this reading ๐ช
Pile 2, this is so friggin accurate! ๐ I trigger people constantly, give zero fucks about it mostly. I'm often confused why they get upset over something so obvious. Lone wolf, and being an acquired taste got me...I was listening to pile 1, but for whatever reason I kept listening. Well, we know why i kept listening. ๐
Pile 1. My higher self actually would say...listen! I say that a lot.๐ there's a few things i still think about that i didn't deserve, but were familiar. They had to go, but they still haunt me sometimes. I'm virgo, so movement is typically slooooow. ๐
#2. Amazing. Precise. Thank you so much. It's easier for me to say that I don't know what is it that want than going out and get it...i know it but still need someone else to tell me that. Thanks again โคโคโค
1 ty, your videos are so moving. and often feel like just so comforting. i have been really afraid of living for a long time. i was afraid if i did anything wrong growing up something terrible would happen, so i always try to be really careful about everything. anyways felt like a perfect message for me.
3 ty, sounds right, resonates. have had a big ego wound this year come up as well and i struggle to know to define myself by my soul and not ego things, also have had a lot of addiction things which i am trying to get better from. but just starting to feel it break through some and things feeling a bit more clear.
I was torn between P3 and P4 ๐ขhen when the background noise began I knew it was P4. Trying to distract this โroad side assistanceโ gas up. Grateful to find another similar energy stream ๐๐
Pile 1: I donโt have children yet but the message resonated a lot still Edit: was also drawn to pile 2 and this feels like the stage Iโm at now and pile 1 was past me โฅ๏ธ
Pile 1. I know exactly what I had to let go: my job. Yes, it was familiar, but it was also holding me back and it was not a happy place to be. So I'm glad I'm on my way out. I have far better things to do with my life. Thank you for the clarity!!! โค๐
I do apologize if I was incorrect. I was taught that the Mฤori were indigenous people from Polynesia who settled in New Zealand, I was never taught of individual tribes within the Mฤori culture. Thank you for expanding my awareness and Iโll be building my knowledge moving forward! ๐ค
For some people! ๐ my vacations were always traumatizing and revolved completely around other people who needed to do what they wanted to do at the exact moment they wanted to do it ๐คฃ Instead, I find this feeling the most in reading a book with a hot tea or sitting in the forest!
@celticfairytarot Looving that u came to itโค๏ธ๐๐, that feeling may be the dream vaca is sold as but in reality many of us don't end up coming into that or staying in it IF we do. So I would at least say stories like ur experience proves that it exist outside the vaca-dreams. "Can we stay in it always?"... would be the next thing I'd like to know or/and see the possibility of.
Pile 3, thank you Iโm just finishing school right now and have to go into the adult world. Iโm so tired from all the schoolwork Iโve done in my life and Iโm so afraid of entering into the working- bill paying world after being a kid all my life. Itโs taking a while for the message to get to my head but Iโm trying to be nicer to myself cuz this is the biggest change Ive been through recently. Thanks for the message x very accurate and helpful.
2, love these, you are so good and comforting. um yes i have to be ready to leave frequently cause i can be really over powering or something, so i am always kind of in hermit mode or ready to go. but yes i think i can see into like situations pretty clearly sometimes. (definitely not always, but sometimes.) I actually just did this foot in mouth thing recently and i saw this kind of look in a family member but it i think was still like having a truth to it, and i wonder what is happening since that information kind of got expressed. it really slipped out but it feels right that it did apparently 3 as well. thanks beautiful. <3 i do like to help depressed people at times. as i have been depressed a lot in my life i feel i can go to the dark they are in now. also i could really hear the emotion in your voice talking about that nurse, she does sound like someone who came in at the exact right time for you. which is just amazing when that happens.
Pile 2 here. People go one of two ways about me: either they think Iโm cool or canโt stand me. Iโm unafraid of authenticity in a world that at this point in time seems to fear it. Iโve seen a lot of anger and jealousy directed toward me as a result. I feel like Iโm holding up a mirror; and some folks hate their reflection and hold me responsible. Not my life, not my problem. Thatโs their healing work to do. I have my own.
This is and was so helpful to me ๐โ๏ธ๐ง๐พโโ๏ธThank you so much to you & for you ๐ซ๐๐๏ธour higher selves & universal love and wisdom for reframing something life long and toxic โ๏ธ๐โจAbsolutely beautiful, life changing & ๐ฏ true ๐ง๐พโโ๏ธโค Iโm finally free๐ค
Pile 3! Thanks. Quite spot on actually. Been in Survival mode & Hell for a Decade, feel ready for change. I have ADHD so canโt focus. Thatโs the problem ๐ I donโt know what I want to accomplish. Not relationships, I can drive. Maybe going back to school but no idea what to do. I drive myself crazy. ๐
โค๏ธโจWow, Iโm ADHD too & itโs rlly hard just to concentrate on doing just 1 simple task, when your mind is thinking of another 5 youโve still gotta do. I procrastinate way too much, and sometimes end up doing nothing, bc my own heat just drives me around in circles. So yeah, taking action is good in theory, but easier says that done when youโve got ADHD, CPTSD & OCD.. I SOMETIMES FEEL LK A CRAZY PERSON..๐๐ But then I know rlly Iโm not, Iโm just focusing on the right things. Like when she says โare u watching too much social media rather than tutorials, or self help vids..โ (yeah obv she didnโt say self help vids, but u surely know what I mean. Then Iโll beat myself up in my head bc Iโve not done what Iโd thought yesterday Iโm gonna do this, this & that tomorrow, but end up being in bed half the day.๐๐ So def having depression & anxiety issues ontop of my other probs.. My mum always tells me, if u think negative, youโll bring negative. If u think positive u bring positive.. but itโs that lack of FOCUS. Rather than being negative!! ๐๐ผ Donโt be so hard on yourself.. ADHD is still very much misunderstood & underestimated.. so I get exactly where youโre coming fromโฃ๏ธ๐ Take care..Love, Light & Hugs from Scotlandโจโค๏ธ
Pile 2, I literally am. But my ex took advantage of me, and used this energy for his own ego, making millions of my money energy/& energy and leaving me with nothing๐ซถ๐ผ but a broken heart ofcourse. I was so kind, putting him next to that hear after he ยซwasยป in the cold. so I quite being an earth angel, and stoped giving away my love and energy cause its truly just that strong and powerful. I regret even meeting him, he did not deserve that energy. Total manipulator๐คHe didnt need shit, he just took it
Lovely โค My partner said that she wanted to learn to crochet out of the blue a few days ago & asked me to order the stuff online. I just did today & when I opened my phone, I saw you knitting ๐ฅฐ
Pile 3: okay I admit itโs hard for me to think I will ever have good people in life and feel happy and not like somethings missing. I donโt want to feel this way but Iโm mad and donโt feel like putting up this act anymore
I think yesterday I saw the thumbnail and chose the 2nd one, and today saw it in my recommendations again and chose the 1st this time. Both resonated especially the second one. Like the first one, I resonated with the duality and perspectives, being deep and complicated, seemingly a different person for every person that meets and knows me. I can see the Dory in me ๐ and 'I talk good'. I can't seem to express or explain what I know in my mind. The second one, especially, I'm a good reader and so I can see beyond the words people speak. I seem to understand them deeper and their motivations behind their words and actions, where it might come from. I can be very blunt. Right now, I'm not a person who will be held back just because my opinion is unpopular or that I'm going to piss off someone. And I can also choose to not share. It was very lonely but the most sad thing was not being able to accept myself enough to express who I am, and I'm still learning. Thank you for this. I enjoyed it.
