TW: self h@rm I have a clean hot glue and it’s brand new. It has to glue in it. Nothing at all like there’s no glue or residue on it when I was in fourth grade I would put it on and I would burn myself on the legs and I thought it felt comforting whenever I was yelled at it was the start of an Ice Age for me
"I wish I was you, fat, so ppl wouldn't hit on me so much" Well, Wow, you know I literally have anxiety, mini panic attacks, cry alot, sensitive, childhood trauma, kind to ppl but changed, always has outbursts, literally broke down sm that one time I thought abt killing myself. I can't even vne without ppl thinking I vent cause they think I wanna be cool.... ;( I'm only 9
its not fair that all my friends get to go on cool vacations every year while im stuck in my bed, rotting everyday while my friends are at summer camp or florida. my only comfort is my mom and my grandmother. i hate summer
Hello there, it's really easy to notice that society is full of people going through a really hard time. You may think you're worthless, useless.. ect. You don't deserve to feel that way. You're not alone, ever. Things will get better. You're only human, you should never be looked down/ spoke to hurtfully by others, nobody should expect more than what you can already do. You're perfect in your own way, and anybody could see that. They just choose not to. And despite what you think, there's always somebody out there who cares for you. Loving you just for you and nothing more.
Yesterday(it’s 12 am) was 4th of July and I was really happy but when the fireworks were going everywhere I had a panic attack not exactly a panic attack but I did start breathing hard and I froze but everything else went good but when I was getting ready I went to shower,when I saw my naked body and my stomach I saw my bones and told myself I’m not enough,I’m not eating and that I have eating disorders or maybe that I’m just not doing anything and being lazy,everyone does call me lazy but I’m just mentally tired of everything I get bored at home and just watch RU-vid,that’s all I do,I’m a lazy skinny bitch that doesn’t do anything I’m not enough.
i bought the pills today. i’m tying everything up before i end it tomorrow. im saying goodbye to the people i love and finishing up my notes. ily all tysm for being there for me ❤️
My parents they literally think that all bad things in our family happens because of me.... Im labelled as ill-omen but the only thing i did was distance myself from them.. if this is what causes mishaps then im at fault... it was always me no one else.... i feel like a fucking stranger in my own house... but i dont blame my parents... They were abused and became the abuser to the younger one cause first child holds reputation while second..
I just can’t anymore. Seeing all my friends leaving me for everyone else, the only friend I have is by best friend, she’s the only reason I’m still here, but still I just can’t anymore. I just can’t. There’s no reason to keep going, so what’s the point of living anymore? The only person who would miss me is my best friend, I just can’t. I want it to be over already.
please please please dont kill yourselfs i am watching the worldometer and it is heartbreaking to see how many of you are doing it..if you ever need someone to talk to im here just reply in this comment and i will try and get back to you as soon as i can..but i love you all and please try not to commit... <3
Vent: two su*cied mentions My friend of 5yrs committed 2weeks ago in the bathroom at school. I was the one that found her. She was 14. I keep on wondering if there was anything I could do, and if I had been there 2min earlier she would still be here.
I sent something to my group chat and I thought it was funny and someone said 'I'm sorry what?' so I said sorry I thought it was funny and he said 'why are you apologizing' .....i started crying. I've haven't heard someone ask me that for years.
Have you ever felt so much that you just don’t feel anymore… and it’s all your fault but you don’t know why you can never do anything right nothing is good enough and your the problem it would be easier for everyone else if I wasn’t here
Vent No one cares at all. My mom just gave me a tablet and called it a day since that day I’ve had a porn addiction which I was like 6 idk. I told my cousins about it because I didn’t know what I ment then u made them do stuff like that because I had no idea it was wrong and I didn’t that to one of my friends and I didn’t know it was bad and a has sh and now I have sever depression I don’t even feel anything anymore nothing matters why did this have to happend to me I don’t even know what I want to do in the future nothing even matters anymore none of these vent TikTok’s help me or can I even relate the these none one understands me I hate this I hate everything I just wanna sleep all I do is stay in my room all day nobody notices at all. I am going through the worst period of my life. I JUST WANT SOEMONE TO HELP ME AND UNDERSTAND ME. Maybe this is all a dream nobody cares
I'm going nuts help lol / serious mother keeps telling me that im not focusing at school because i watch " uSeLeSs ViDeOs " even tho im getting good grades and im not able to use the computer usually of the time she says that youtube will destroy my life just like my cousins one but idgaf because im not stupid person and im not doing something bad by posting a one short lovecore edit video wth like what is wrong with expressing my emotions i know i shouldnt complain about my parents but this is getting way too ,much idgaf ok idgaf ill post whatever i want and wherever i want she found out because of my f{[{ing lil bro i hate this like people younger than me can post whatever they want and im not why the f is that i hate everything how am i supposed to share my memes and shtposts how am i supposed to make really amazing colorful videos if they dont allow me to post on youtube alright i have anouther account on youtube ill use it and anouther accounts on other social medias i really hate my life i cant tell others if im strugulling because " hOmE sEcReTs StAy At HoMe "😡💢
OMG literally my moms like, “your 13 now, stop acting like a Child!” And so, I’m try my best and I never have time to clean bc I’m Trying not to get behind on school work, and stuff And my moms like “your just being lazy!” Like- I’m not lazy I just don’t have time and sometimes I spend that time Cutting my ankles into shreds and you never came to the conclusion That I might be hurting myself at that time or I’m doing school? Like…. Maybe ask before you assume I’m just lazy or something…
i wish i wouldn’t say random things that sound funny in my head but really aren’t. i’m so unfunny. i have no personality. i just base it off my friends. i don’t give time to think about my own interests so i can appeal to my friends. when i try to mention things i like, people ignore me. so why should i even try? i wish i was someone else. i’m so sick of myself and im sure others are too.
i hate my nose. i hate the way it curves downward. i wish i had a button nose. i wish my skin wasn’t such an ugly dusty brown. i wish my lips were bigger. i wish my chest was bigger. i wish my face was smaller. i wish i was prettier, but one can only dream
