It was sweet watching your face light up with the wisdom Ren was dropping in Money Ties. I'm also heartened to hear you talk about your connection with your family and real friends🩵
Get well soon! Great reaction & pointing out the similarities to The Raid. The Raid 1 & 2 are some of my fave movies. Def gonna check this out now after your review. Thanks Tyler.
Excellent reaction. Our respect for you only grows. Your breakdowns and advice after the track are excellent too I'm sorry a lot of us are broke too, but we will keep supporting, caring & trying to help you further. It's really good to see you doing a bit better. Keep talking to us and explaining your problems. It'll help you feel better in yourself the more you keep connecting with us. And more people will come! I'm sorry, I'm only just paying the bills & food costs, but if I ever get some spare cash, I'll send it your way. Keep your head up & the great work
dont give up dude there are thousands of us rooting for you and sending love, you are a wonderful person even if you cant see it at the moment, you are not weak you are not ugly we all get a overwhelmed but hang on in there and read the comments it will help lift you up, sending lots of love and vitual hugs from the UK YOU ARE NOT ALONE ANYMORE
Simpsons: Hit & Run is what I'm playing through this month for Halloween, want to finally try to 100% complete all of the 7 levels after all these years. Last time I beat it, I was missing a lot of the completion percentage.
Hi friend,first let me say that i would be very surprised and frankly disappointed if you got hateful comments from this community. That is not what we are about. If you do,rest assured they are not RENegades. True RENegades only bring love, positivity and strength to build you up not kick you down. I really felt your pain and i honestly hope that things improve for you soon xx
@littlechicks3520 nah he's talking bout haters from way before the Renegades found out about Tyler & what he's going through. Nothing but love and support since the Renegades arrived as you'd expect & I hope everyone keeps supporting this wonderful, kind person. ❤️
Hi Tyler, just know that there are no humans who can beat this on their own. I struggled to snap myself out of a dark place, and pride stopped me reaching out for help. When I finally did reach out, it was there in spades and counselling and medication brought me out of that place. Please reach out, this Is so common, affecting millions, there are specialists who are there for us. Much love brother, stay strong ❤
I just saw your Hi Ren reaction, and put this journal entry of Ren's as my comment to that reaction. ~~~~~~jAN 01, 202~~rEN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Up until I was 9 years old, I would intermittently hear a voice in my head that was not my own. The voice was distinctly different to mine, and always negative. It would self criticize or urge me to do things I knew to be morally wrong. The most peculiar thing about the voice was that it took no effort on my behalf to produce. My own thoughts always felt like there was a process that required effort to bring them to the forefront of my mind, this voice appeared as though it was spoken by another. The sentences felt predetermined like they had already been constructed. I remember very vividly at 9 years old, becoming very frustrated with the voice. I stood in my back yard, internally screaming at the voice to be silent again and again, and it did. In a flash there was silence, to the point where my head felt like an empty room. I wasn't used to the quiet and that voice never returned. It almost felt lonely in my head. When I got older I had intermittent bouts with auditory hallucinations where I would hear perfect symphonies, usually at night when drifting off to sleep. They were so clear that they sounded like they were emanating from a radio in the corner of my room. I knew they weren't there, but for some reason they never came with the feeling of fear. I also recall sitting on a bus at the age of 15, and hearing the sound of a crowded room, with about 100 voices chattering away, I was the only person apart from the driver on the bus. These experiences were always very brief, and few and far between. My last hallucination was during an intense bout of psychosis in 2015, and was my first visual hallucination. I was walking down a pavement after jumping out my mums car in a crossroads in a moment of frustration and distress with my condition. I was trying to run from myself. What appeared to be a homeless man with a dark complexion approached me, and asked me what was wrong. I explained that I had been sick most my life, and I wasn't sure I had the strength to continue. He looked at me, and smiled and told me 'everything is going to be okay in the end Ren.' I had not told him my name. There was something so overpoweringly sincere about this very simple message, which brought with it an overwhelming feeling of inner peace, and in a flash, he vanished. My rational brain always linked these experiences to what the doctors have told me, that there are parts of my brain compromised by the autoimmunity in my body. That the myelin sheaths surrounding the complex electrical system that conduct my thoughts were damaged and compromised, causing these lucid experiences that I knew did not exist inside the physical world. The part of me that edges away from logical and rational thought always attributed these thoughts to some kind of otherworldly intervention, that made my thoughts the battleground of some spiritual tug of war. For a long time I never really acknowledged this part of myself, for with it brought the danger and stigma of sounding like a crazy person. I decided with my latest release, to the best of my ability, to capture and express this chess match of thought. Hi Ren comes out in just over 24 hours. I can't wait for you all to hear it.
Your empathy shines through. Amazing you kept kindness going through so much. Keep pushing. I can relate to feeling alone but please remember pple are about you. I recommend power next!
The light will shine for you too Tyler. It'll take time but you will beat your demons, and we'll be here to support you in any way we can. Keep fighting and know that you're actually an amazing person. The reason Renegades are showing up is because we can see that you're a great person and we want you to see that about yourself too. Forget trolls. They have pathetic lives if they like to make you feel bad. Stay strong bro. You are loved and so much better than you think of yourself.
We, the Renegades are here for you now❤ I have been thru a massive mental breakdown for past month. Thanks to Ren and his music and his Renegades and their thoughs and comments I came trough it this time😊 So will you❤❤❤ You have now thousands that love you❤❤❤
The most important thing you can learn from Ren, his music, and the people that love him is you are not alone. Yes, some have it worse than others, but most of us are broken people. I find Ren has helped many of us get past it or accept our situation. You are not alone, my man. There are people that love you❤❤❤I have found comfort in prayer and will do so for you🙏🙏🙏
You are a great reactor and you're not alone. RENegades and others are here for you. Showing true emotions and doing the RU-vid reaction thing is the definition of being brave. I really hope you reach your goals and that your dreams do come true.
I see a strong and beautiful soul in you. It can be so difficult when you're lonely but, what others think or even say about you, is none of your business. There's not a single human that will ever be "good enough" for everyone. I know how it feels to struggle to feel grateful for anything. When you've had to scratch claw and fight for every morsel you receive, how can you be grateful? But we must find something. For me, I have my legs and I am grateful for that. What is one thing like that you have Tyler? Build off of that. I love you brother, I really mean it. You are a beautiful human who is absolutely lovable 💜💜💜 Check out Ren's Love music 1,2,3 and 4 you can't help but feel uplifted while listening to those!
Hope Rens music and us RENegades are behind you dear. Welcome to the family. IGNORE THE TROLLS dude. They are full of hate for everyone & everything. Just let their vitriol slide off you like it was never there and feel sorry for them - must be miserable being miserable to everyone. You are doing good. Looking forward to more videos.
Hold on dear. Watching your vids. I subbed and want to see a lot more reactions from you. Please reach out for help if you get overwhelmed. We are all the same - you are enough. If some said you were not it was just them lashing out from their own inadequacies.
❤❤❤ subbed. Sending hugs from an old Mom in BC Canada. Other peoples hate is not worth your time - they are just lashing out from their own pain to deflect. You are worthy and things will get better dear. My daughter has clinical depression & BPD - there is light out of the darkness dear. Hold on. Time for some more positive Ren. He understands the dark. His 1 million Subscriber video talks about it and maybe will let you get to know him better. Maybe Losing It, Power, or the Hunger next. And Rens band The Big Push is a lot of fun. Check out the I Shot The Sherriff/Road to zion/Hip Hop one with the RED suspenders, and a fun one I go to for a happy song is their Bongo Bong cover. Really great.
Tyler, you've already survived 100% of your bad days so please don't doubt your own strength! I very much enjoy watching your reactions and I thank you! I hope this song gave you as much light as it did for me while I was stuck in the dark. Big hugs and lots of shining light ❤
I know how you feel bro. I can relate, but just remember that the negative thoughts you have about yourself isn't the truth, it's only your depression speaking and messing with you. I've been watching several of your videos the last couple of weeks or so, and they made my Halloween (the whole of October is Halloween to me) a lot better. You're a good dude and you do matter.
I understand what you are going through, and I really hope listening to Ren’s music helps you like it does me. Please don’t blame yourself for feeling like you do, as Ren says, we are human and very susceptible to these health issues. Hating yourself and feeling like others hate you are symptoms of depression - that is exactly how I felt. Yes, some people can be shitty, but that is about them, not us. When we are well we can deal with it, but when we are like this it feels impossible. Lot’s of love from the UK xx
Tyler, I’ve watched all your Ren videos and you know what I noticed you say in each one… you say “I fight”. That’s a good thing, never stop fighting those bad feelings. You’re a fighter Tyler and you’ve got all of the Renegades in your corner.❤
There are some nasty cowards on the internet! Their cruel comments are only showing their ugliness . You are not alone, believe that those dark thoughts and feelings won't last forever. Take little steps each day, doing things that feel good. Join groups that lift you up not beat you down. The Renegades are there to support you. Sending love. ♥️
Brother, you are not alone! You say everyone hates you, but that's the first thought you have to fight back on, because everyone here is proof that it's not true. Whatever demons you're battling, you're not alone, I promise you. Please find someone to talk to about this. In the meantime, join a meetup group in your area, whether it's hiking or bowling or anything really -- just get out. Join a local church or find a Unitarian Universalist fellowship and do some work in the community. I know you can do this, brother!
RENegade here, take a breath mate. The only opinion that is important for you is yours, fuck what haters may think, they aren't important. You are not a waste of space, you are a human being just existing like the rest of us. Please, don't torture and beat yourself up, you don't deserve that. You may not feel it but I guarantee you are loved and cared about by people in your life. Please reach out for help from your doctor/family/friends. Sending virtual hugs 🫂
Great reaction! Keep fighting brother. Some days all we can do is put one foot in front of the other and keep marching. And that's okay. Take it one day at a time and go easy on yourself. When it gets to be too much, reach out. We got your back. You're one of us now. We'll support you if we can. Maybe check out Ren's One Million Subscriber video. Keep fighting brother, you got this.
