Taking inventory of his life Seeing snapshots chronologically in line Something told him he should look around and tidy up He collected many things but never quite enough Tried looking at it from a new perspective Flat on his back but he still heard the directive Orders from that corner where that shadow always lived Never asked permissions he just hopes that they forgive I don't want to go like this At least let me clean my room I don't want to leave like this 'Cause the last thing I want to do is Make my people make decisions Wondering what to do, oh Should they keep it on display Or redecorate? Blankets over mirrors, she tends to like it She's not afraid of her reflection But of what she might see behind it She had plans to change her name Just not the traditional way Haunted by a couple big mistakes She covers all the dents with the way she decorates Then one night she got cold with no blankets on her bed So she ripped them off the mirror, stepped back and she said I don't want to go like this At least let me clean my room I don't want to leave like this 'Cause the last thing I want to do is Make my people make decisions Wondering what to do, oh Should they keep it on display Or redecorate? With the bells and the whistles scaled back Like an isolated track And he feels trapped when he's not inebriated Fair to say he's fairly sedated most days of the week He might have made it if he lived on a different street I repeat, scaled back and isolated He says he likes an open schedule but he mostly hates it If you're running to his room, take a breath before you break-in Put your ear up to the door, tell me can you hear him saying? I don't want to go like this At least let me clean my room I don't want to leave like this 'Cause the last thing I want to do is Make my people make decisions Wondering what to do, oh Should they keep it on display Or redecorate? I don't want to go like this (go like this) At least let me clean my room (clean my room) I don't want to leave like this (leave like this) 'Cause the last thing I want to do is (to do is) Make my people make decisions Wondering what to do, oh Should they keep it on display (on display) Or redecorate? Or redecorate? Or redecorate?
I can't seem to focus And you don't seem to notice I'm not here I'm just a mirror You check your complexion To find your reflection's all alone I had to go Can't you hear me? I'm not comin' home Do you understand? I've changed my plans 'Cause I, I'm in love With my future Can't wait to meet her And I, I'm in love But not with anybody else Just wanna get to know myself I know supposedly I'm lonely now (lonely now) Know I'm supposed to be unhappy Without someone (someone) But aren't I someone? (Aren't I someone? Yeah) I'd (I'd) like to be your answer (be your answer) 'Cause you're so handsome (you're so handsome) But I know better Than to drive you home 'Cause you'd invite me in And I'd be yours again But I, I'm in love (love, love, love, love) With my future And you don't know her And I, I'm in love (love, love) But not with anybody here I'll see you in a couple years
I was offered to go to this concert by my sibling but i couldnt because i had to do my dissertation to graduate this year but now knowing they played songs from self titled im regretting my choice :') I Hope you had fun
I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy I need somebody to heal Somebody to know Somebody to have Somebody to hold It's easy to say But it's never the same I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain Now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you Now, I need somebody to know Somebody to heal Somebody to have Just to know how it feels It's easy to say but it's never the same I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape Now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes I fall into your arms I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around For now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved But now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
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