Hey, I was talking to a guy from California for a few weeks. He and I are both from San Bernardino county in California but today we agreed an LDR would be too difficult. But I did tell him I’m grateful he gave me the chance and that he is someone I’d love to have as a friend. He agreed and also said we will stay in touch. This past week he told me he was in a weird headspace but I of course in time caught on he was losing interest/having doubts and that was probably amother result as to why he and I didn’t chat as much this past week. He also removed me and unfollowed me on Instagram. We swiped right on each other via Facebook dating. It’s really starting to hit me now. It’s going to be weird not seeing him view my stories and such. Anyways, just thought I’d vent. I definitely will miss him.
I don’t know how I missed this comment!! That sounds hard. Especially when you’re hoping for just any connection with a person. I know what that can be like =/ I hope things are going better now 💛
High school? Nah. College, on the other hand, I think so. Expansive and philosophical discussions are what excite me, and I got to participate in these in college. These days I'm working to assemble a community in which I can again participate in those discussions but now with the wisdom and knowledge I've managed to accumulate along the way.
I'm also a nobody and enjoy it! I do have some ambition to create something that is helpful to a lot of people, but I do value my anonymity. I also wish to be able to travel an remain unrecognized. The freedom of being a nobody is of the highest value!
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Keep posting. Your channel can easily grow, videos with Jesus in the title are steadily growing too. God Bless, you've got a great attitude. I like that you're mature and thorough in your thoughts.
ok cant help it another ruff song draft for you!! (lol) (Verse 1) Woke up on the wrong side of the bed, again Brain's on a loop, a negativity spin Every little thing feels like a huge defeat Inner voice is raging, a self-inflicted heat (Chorus) Negativity bias, playing its song Thoughts spiral down, where they don't belong But wait, hold on a minute, this doesn't define The power I hold, to change this state of mind (Verse 2) Questioning myself, every move I make Is it good enough? Constant doubt I can't shake But dwelling on darkness, won't make the light shine Time to rewrite the story, this negativity resign (Chorus) Negativity bias, playing its song Thoughts spiral down, where they don't belong But wait, hold on a minute, this doesn't define The power I hold, to change this state of mind (Bridge) Be kind to myself, that's where it starts One bad apple doesn't spoil all the tarts Gratitude for the good, the people who care Their love and support, a burden they share (Chorus) Negativity bias, I won't let it win Gonna rewrite the script, let the positivity begin Practice makes perfect, with each and every day Chasing the sunshine, negativity at bay (Outro) Journaling my thoughts, getting them on the page Reframing the narrative, turning a brand new page Negativity bias, you can't control my soul I am strong, resilient, and taking back control
Will we hear your music? EG: (Verse 1) The calendar's flipped, a new season's begun Time to celebrate, for the love that's won Birthdays and holidays, a reason to smile But the best kind of giving goes on for a while (Chorus) It's the gifts from the heart, that truly hold weight Not the price on a tag, but the love you create Planning a surprise, a moment to share With friends and with family, the joy we all wear (Verse 2) A homemade card crafted, with a message inside A poem or a picture, where feelings can't hide A scavenger hunt leading to a hidden delight Turns a regular day into something so bright (Chorus) It's the gifts from the heart, that truly hold weight Not the price on a tag, but the love you create Planning a surprise, a moment to share With friends and with family, the joy we all wear (Bridge) A hand-me-down treasure, passed down through the years Holds memories close, and wipes away tears A batch of warm cookies, a casserole made Simple gestures of love, in a way that's displayed (Chorus) It's the gifts from the heart, that truly hold weight Not the price on a tag, but the love you create Planning a surprise, a moment to share With friends and with family, the joy we all wear (Outro) So let's wrap up our feelings, in a thoughtful embrace For the greatest of gifts, comes straight from this place The heart and the soul, a bond that can't break Giving with love, for goodness sake
I'm sorry for what you experienced. I hope you feel better now. Sometimes I think we're all just bouncing off each other like pin balls. It would be nice if we could all just be a little more patient and kind with each other. When my daughter discovered Michael Jackson she used to play Man in the Mirror on repeat. I think that message is kind of universal.
So true-we'd be a lot better off looking at how we can improve ourselves (showing kindness, being patient, making better life choices) rather than trying to control others. Thank you for your comment!
Haha, not late-just a throwback. I’m going through my blog posts chronologically. When I refer to God, I usually mean Jesus Christ =) sometimes I mean Heavenly Father. This website explains what members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints generally believe about whom God is: newsroom.churchofjesuschrist.org/article/what-mormons-believe-about-jesus-christ#:~:text=We%20believe%20Jesus%20is%20the%20Son%20of%20God%20the%20Father,the%20capacity%20to%20live%20forever.
@@mandyraeclark Well, i would love to know your understanding. I mean, i could very well take different understanding from that article than your understanding. But, how about holy spirit? Do you guys worship holy spirit too?
The hurting won’t stop. We simply learn to grow through the things we can control, and do surrender peacefully to the things we can’t. Your time is too valuable to contemplate the motives of others.
Hope this advice helps, Your future is bright , you are an ambitious person, focus on the positive, focus on what makes you smile, focus on what makes you happy and focus on your ambitious, continue to motivate yourself.
Angel, make sure your cup is full, then you can give to others form the over flow of blessings. Learn to say NO some times. And like Noha, when people think you are crazy and put you down, still build your Arch. As the story goes the Arch could not save every one! (If you listen to me its just ramberlings of a mad man) Do the few things you can do them well, so that when the floods come the Arch will float!
एक लाइन में घाट की होगी क्रॉस यानी प्लस सीने पर एक दम है सफेद रूई की तरह फूल शबनम तलाश करते हैं चले हम मरियम तलाश करते हैं जब कोई आसार नहीं मिलता हम तेरा हम तलाश करते हैं पहले आंख है जिस पर वहां कोई टूर निकला समझते हैं एक दिल पर एक कौन सा एक चरखा है दिल पर दबाकर जो देखा तो वहां एक ही सूर्य निकल हां यही दूर निकल ना वही दूर निकल निकालना है तो एक आलम में मशहूर ही निकला एक मंसूर निकला बाइबल वचन सही था 85 एक तरफ से घटा उठा देता है दूसरी तरफ से बिजलियां उठा देता है
बचकानी पर के बच्चों का कोई गुनाह नहीं होता है मुझसे प्यार करती है इतना तू समझ ले अच्छा लगूं आजा नहीं तो बच के तू निकल ले बाइबल वचन सही था 47 जैसे एक शेर झाड़ी के अंदर बैठा रहता है और घात लगाए रहता है वैसे वह भी बैठा रहता है और अपने जाल में सही से झगड़ कर घटित लाता है और पकड़ लेता है
Here from the algorithm. Loved the part about leaning into whatever you can enjoy about the weather and I think you can apply that to life more broadly as well. It's nice to hear someone talk about mental health in a casual format like this. Keep it up! Ps: I will go make my bed now and genuinely do appreciate the reminder
When I joined the job market I had a hard time with sarcasm. I was 18 and I worked with guys in their late 20s and early 30s. They were rough and talked rough. They would prank me mercilessly and not in a fun way. I had a hard time with it. One guy in particular was incredibly cruel to the younger guys. I won't go into the physical aspect. He later went ballistic on another employee and was fired. During that time I watched him spiral out of control and it looked like he was losing his mind. I say all this because I noticed that the people with the deepest insecurities would use others as a straw man; to act out their aggression upon. It's as Carl Jung says about the shadow. What we detest the most in others are the things we are the most ashamed of in ourselves. I have since learned that it's best to wait before responding to sarcasm and malicious humor. As the Confucius saying goes, if you wait in the river long enough you will see the bodies if your enemies pass you by. Loved your video, by the way. Thanks for sharing your thoughts.
Thank you for what you shared. That story and those thoughts are deep and meaningful, and I'm honored that you were willing to comment them. Thank you again 💛
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Thanks for making this!! I recently moved across the country from my college town for a job and have been really struggling to deal with long-distance. I met my college friend group in my junior year and we would see each other close to every day and now that we’re graduated, we’re lucky if we can talk once a week. It can feel so isolating having to start over all your social circles when moving to a completely new place. Luckily, like you said, your true friends will always be there for you no matter how distant they might be. We all still make it a priority to jump on a call and catch up often. It makes me feel a lot better knowing other people go through these similar experiences! Thanks again Mandy!
That sounds hard, Reid. Moving away from friends sucks, but hopefully it just means we're getting more people on our side/in our life. More support...eventually haha. Glad my video helped =)
