The immensity of scope from Mozart can only be matched by the wonders of almighty creation itself. This pairing magnifies each medium and transcends our ability to completely absorb but to relish in what we can fathom of the unfathomable.
In this temporal realm we suffer a disconnect from the Fullness , like a leaf fallen from the Tree of Life . . a leaf decomposing , deconstructing the flawed matter of which we are made . . then we separate into our essential parts , able to Return to Source , up there out there to the always expanding branches of the sacred Tree ~*~
Lacrimosa, lacrimosa, lacrimosa, lacrimosa Lacrimosa, lacrimosa, lacrimosa, lacrimosa Lacrimosa dies illa, Qua resurget ex favilla Iudicandus homo reus Huic ergo parce, Deus. Pie Iesu Domine, Dona eis requiem. Lacrimosa, lacrimosa, lacrimosa, lacrimosa Lacrimosa, lacrimosa, lacrimosa, lacrimosa lacrimosa means weeping or full of tears The rest of it translates roughly to Full of tears will be that day When from the ashes shall arise The guilty man to be judged; Therefore spare him, O God, Merciful Lord Jesus, Grant them eternal rest.
I would dedicate this to my bestfriend that I love so much even when she doesnt. All I want is for her to trust me and talk to me and vent to me, just the way she does to our other besties (we have a group of 4). I've always felt so left out because of the way she treated me, and I do know she tried to make me feel included but I could see it on her face or the way she acts that she doesnt really like me, but I do, I like her a lot (as a friend ofc) but I can just remember the times where we trusted EACHOTHER with our whole hearts. That was until she found out that her crush liked me... and then she started blaming me for it and started acting different as if it was my fault for him liking me, because I never liked him back, because I kept distance, because I helped her to get close to him. And even now when they are togheter she still has that doubt abt me and told this guy to block me and unfriend me on games. But I cant say anything cause I know that if I say smth she would deny it and say that she loves me and I dont even know anymore, she is been nicer to me lately and I could finally start feeling a connection between us but maybe its just my imagination. And I just hope she would start trusting me cause all I want is to have her attention the way she gives it to our other bestfriends because for her (and my other besties) I would give my life..:/
I don't even know how we got here. We don't even speak anymore. We really had it all. Our love was so beautiful. I sent her this song when I knew we were falling apart. She said it made her emotional. I love her. It makes me sad to know just how good it was and just how sour it became
