Imagine you lost it all and are rebuilding from the ground up and you are just sitting, pondering, what's next, sitting outside admiring how far you have come, will I be ok? Hopefully we all are, but until then, I'm fine
You can always write the name of your favorite track in the comments so that I can make a slow version of it. Просто напиши название любимого трека и я сделаю его замедленную версию для тебя бро
You can always write the name of your favorite track in the comments so that I can make a slow version of it. Просто напиши название любимого трека и я сделаю его замедленную версию для тебя бро
I kinda grown used to pain, as it is constantly there. I always get set back by things out of my control when I'm finally on the up. I'm constantly in this state of dull-pain which, doesn't seem to go away. I've spent all my life living up to each other's expectations, and now I lost sight of what I want to achieve. I was blessed with a lot of things, like a family, middle class household, a good education, yet I still feel pain and hollow. I trooper through the pain alone because I don't wanna make myself a burden to others; And I also believe I don't deserve help for some of the things I have done and how lucky I am to have what I have...
I once pondered my existence by asking myself: "Even with all the money in the world would I be happy would my existence along with the money I have make me anymore positive of this life" the answer was no
You need to understand that you are the holder of your fate. No one will save you, it’s not that they won’t it’s that no one can. This is a really sickening reality. But with that said, you can crawl out of the depths of hell and only you can. Might sound like bullshit but if your emotionally intelligent it will make sense. If it frustrates you, then you know it’s you that’s keeping you there. I mean sure there’s mental illness, but it’s ultimately in your hands, no matter the circumstances. Suffering is never in vain.
POV: ur sitting in your room crying with a knife in ur hand and then u see a light you think its God but its the devil he came to make u a deal: ur soul for everything u wanted in ur life: there's a catch: if you do it everyone you know will die IN front of you in pain and agony and will never forgive ur actions and NEVER EVER leave u alone as they haunt you forever. you accept the deal: you hear screaming downstairs as you hear the devils blade scratch the ground down stairs and hear blade through bone and flesh. your family is dead everyone you know is dead but you got everything you ever asked for in life and never regretted it but you made a mistake you are the devils slave now and will never be missed as your dragged into the under world. moral of this story? dont make deals with the devil unlike X did [you will be missed]
this song shatters my soul every single damn time and i wish i could die i aint joking about this because i have 100s of thoughts and im scared for my life but i also wanna die but i dont wanna leave my girlfriend behind because she needs me i need her she saved me from a life i would regret. if any of u see this comment the year is 2023 October 5th and the time is 11:47 AM canada if u never see this comment edited then i am dead please look after everyone i know you will understand one day please...save my soul i dont wanna lose it early. [rest in peace X] a little bit of a story to tell POV: ur sitting in your room crying with a knife in ur hand and then u see a light you think its God but its the devil he came to make u a deal: ur soul for everything u wanted in ur life: there's a catch: if you do it everyone you know will die IN front of you in pain and agony and will never forgive ur actions and NEVER EVER leave u alone as they haunt you forever. you accept the deal: you hear screaming downstairs as you hear the devils blade scratch the ground down stairs and hear blade through bone and flesh. your family is dead everyone you know is dead but you got everything you ever asked for in life and never regretted it but you made a mistake you are the devils slave now and will never be missed as your dragged into the under world. moral of this story? dont make deals with the devil unlike X did [you will be missed]
Please do me a favor. Get a headset with a good sound quality, close your eyes, listen to that song and just remind you back in your childhood where you had no problems in school and where everything was good. God bless every single one of you guys. Have a great Day ❤️
I want to share my experience. Turn on this melody (10 hour version, available on the channel, link in the comments)) on your phone, set the minimum brightness on the phone, turn on airplane mode and put the phone with the music on under the pillow. If possible, if you have, use Ear Plugs (1 or 2) for your ears, then the sound from the pillow will patronize your head and go "right to the head". This is a very amazing feeling while sleeping, just try it
My life is going all downhill , i envy teens at my age , i envy them because of how stupid and happy they are and how a good life they have with their parents money, how a good intelligence they have, while i have to read for a fucking math exam that i k ow im shitty at , they all talk about bullshits like matrix, but the matrix is a matrix , the teens world is a matrix , real world is so obvious to adults and so hidden to us , and now when they see how bad of a life you have they blame you , mostly men , and thank god im a man living in middle east , in a country that has shittiest technology , corrupt government , shitty money and having parents that complain so much about what you are doing , and you can't talk to anyone , no one really gets it , and i've reached a point that i think talking about my life even on internet is attention grabbing , just waiting for better days
My life is a fucking joke I’m not in school or work I have no friends all I do is sit in my garage all day and do nothing I can’t do anything right it feels like everyone else is better than me at everything and I’m not good enough for anyone I’ll always be at the bottom as a person because no one will give me a chance all I would want is a chance out of someone nothing ever seems to get better
real bro, keep going, life will never be easy, it will always have good times and bad times, get what you want, do what you want, give your best and strive
