One thing I can say is I feel someone else should be living my soul instead of ME. Have you all ever been called lone ranger? I mean I just don't know how to make people understand.
Im still in love with the girl whom I never had the guts to confess my feelings to. Even now when she's happily married with 2 kids, I'm still clinging to that feeling. What a loser huh 😢
Yeat that big bang theory one is pretty much me. A girl has never hit or flirted with me in my lifetime. Iv tried to flirt and hit on girls but every single one has rejected me. Im also ugly as f**k so thats probs why. Anyone who says looks dont matter is a attractive hottie that has everything in life so they say that to make themself look good and they know everyone wants to hear it. I cut myself on a daily basis bc its the only thing I feel rn. Im going to die alone and there wont be a single person that will miss me when I do. I just hope that day comes soon.
I'm always the problem, my family doesn't give two farts whether I'm here or not. I'm done fuck all this crap fuck broken I'm in a million pieces and there is no putting me back together
I feel in love with someone as a little kid, some would say they were my first real crush. However I am gay and he was a very straight acting person who I met thru a very straight youth group and just assumed he was straight as well. When I was 18 he (16) confessed he had feelings for me and altho the age gap would have been legal the youth group has a very bad rep with adults and children having relationships. So I turned him down and have regretted it ever sence. That was almost a year ago and I thought about telling him how it has been eating away at me as I have tried but never really got the chance to. I went to his instagram to find out he is now dating a girl and it has absolutely shattered my heart and I have no idea what to do. Should I tell him and make everything awkward in his relationship or is it too late and I should just let go of it?
I believe that women get hurt physically harder than men because men endure more physical pain than women. Men get hurt emotionally more because women get hurt emotionally often
i always ask myself the same question every day. Why me? nothing works for me i give 💯 percent to people, but i get zero percent back, and all my relationships were based on lies they pretend to love me just to break my heart in the end
People who truly don’t love themselves truly. Are the one who need someone to say I’m here. And I’m not going anywhere. Idk what we lost during the way. But myself included. This won’t prevail us.
Why why why does the problems come back. How do you get rid of the pain cuz I cry every time I see wanna these and I can’t stop crying. I relate to these videos so much 😢
She didn't chose me she said she avoided talking to me she said she given hints that don't love me but it was me that didn't listen but I don't know why I am still aligned I With her I can't move on
They're all in relationships in love in their own relationships I'm not messing with that. I had a feeling the person was playing with me playing me just to be hurtful and hateful and then make me feel like a crazy person online on having to prove every f**king town or where I live at of haven't been with anybody else for 18 damn years so that was a little upsetting. I'm not going to have somebody saying they've been with me and I'm not going to have somebody say they were going to be with me offline when they were with somebody else I'm not doing that. I'm sorry I'm not trying to be mean but that is just unreal to do to someone in contact on RU-vid is not is just contact I'm not misleading anybody on or any of that I don't know where that's coming from nobody else communicates with me offline in any other way I'm tired of the constant unknown phone calls from random numbers I don't need spam phone calls etc. especially when I've asked multiple times who is the person who do I not know in that way never been with communicating what impersonating to do with other content creators or or what influencers or what you see what I'm saying it makes no sense it was just the constant cyber fucking head games I got tired of. If I ever did have gotten a message through any message or text or whatever off RU-vid and if I try to reply I didn't get nothing back so I'm tired of it or if I went somewhere to make sure someone was okay and I got stood up lied to so I don't believe much of anything anymore on that. That's not being mean that's messed up. Or does somebody else want to say I'm fat and ugly or this or that to put me down constantly. I wouldn't even be putting this on here but stay away from me the person that had fun playing with me when I didn't even know to do with anybody else like that other than it was just content I was liking. It just made no sense whatsoever when I think I've had a immense amount of proof of who I have never been with offline who have never dated offline not for 18 years not sexually not none of that can't blame me for not trusting or believing. Especially not doing long distance. So to the person that wanted to play with me like that on cry me a River stay away from me and stay out of my account. And I'm not pretending to have a relationship with the fake celebrity or whatever or that's the whole thing I made clear that I'm not making a fictitious fabricated relationship with someone that didn't even exist offline. And I'm not sure who's screwing with my account right now. I do not keep track of other people's relationships I do not keep track of where people live I don't know we're very many people live I've been isolated for way too long anyways. This wouldn't even apply to me anyways because but needing to know who is who whether that be professionally or not that made no sense as to why somebody had a problem with that.
I can't keep on living this life anymore... No one cares about me... They pretend to care but in reality they doesn't... I crave for love but I can't find it anywhere.... I'm so alone and lonely and I can't keep on pretending that I'm okay... I'm not okay.... And I don't think I will ever be.
