I can relate with the part that I rly fucked it up this time for breaking up with my gf, cuz I broke up with her for a stupid reason I shouldn’t have, so I fucked it up that time
I did the same thing, i got rejected for a job that i should of gotten and she was trying to reason about why they would and i wouldn't listen eventually ended the relationship with her on the spot. But what help me through it was that we made that choice for a reason, it wasn't because we were angry with them it was something that lead up to that moment for my case it was she was verbally abusive and physically abusive but she loved me with all her heart. I still think about her and what i lost but we have to accept that we made that call and move on with it. The past is gonna hurt but dwelling on it is gonna make your future just like the past. We learn from our mistakes and the next person you choose will be better for you. you hopefully will cherish them for as long as you can and remember that moment, so your future can benefit from that mistake ❤
Don't wanna live as an untold story Rather go out in a blaze of glory I can't hear you, I don't fear you I'll live now 'cause the bad die last Dodging bullets with your broken past Well, I can't hear you, I don't fear you now Wrapped in your regret What a waste of blood and sweat Oh oh-oh I wanna taste love and pain Wanna feel pride and shame I don't wanna take my time Don't wanna waste one line I wanna live better days Never look back and say It could have been me It could have been me, yeah Don't wanna wake up on a Monday morning The thought of work's gettin' my skin crawlin' I can't fear you, I don't hear you now Wrapped in your regret What a waste of blood and sweat Oh oh-oh I wanna taste love and pain (I wanna taste love) Wanna feel pride and shame I don't wanna take my time (no) Don't wanna waste one line (hey) I wanna live better days (better days) Never look back and say Could have been me (it could have been me) It could have been me (it could have been me) I wanna taste love and pain (I wanna taste love and pain) Wanna feel pride and shame (wanna feel pride and shame) Don't wanna take my time (I don't wanna waste my time) Don't wanna waste one line (don't wanna waste one line) I wanna live better days Never look back and say It could have been me Oh, it could have been me It could have been me
This song is like that one friend, you see them and smile, their simple presence filling the hole in your heart where people you trusted took your happiness and will to live. And along with that happiness you want to cry because you know your personality will drive them away, but they comfort you and tell you that what fake people did to you was not your fault
Once you have ignored me, I've been crying too. You bring me trauma 2, but I still fight for us. If you see this, my feelings for you have never changed all this time @kl
