The more I stare at your dancing or acting videos, the more I discover new things, like if you open me to subliminal containts. And when you give me videos with only lyrics and a photo I have each time a new understanding of the song. Some time it sound horrible, but even those after reflexion give to me cherished new perspectives. Rell me it look to me as Melkor is writing the song lyrics, but you are the main compositor of all the music, and interpret. Am I wrong?
I think the name of my rose is Aéricia, comme décrite dans le monde de Thorgal Aégirson. She is gone on earth but her star will always find a way to blow light. C'est bien les histoires du petit prince qu'il faut suivre.
My novel always begins with a dream. At first with: "Céhenka1" the main female character was Avril, but I needed to make a violent separation. I was blocked for 20 years in this situation because I needed Lyn to be linked with his soul sister in a vessel. the sister soul can go out of the vessel with the leading of Lyn or totally alone with perfect autonomy, even if Lyn is still represented in the gemel brain (perfectly male/perfectly female). When Céhenka learns that Wednesday can be present independently of Lyn and can have a relationship with him when the two of them get out of the boxes she becomes furious and humiliates Wednesday and through her Lyn. And that is the beginning of a long separation of the two initial lovers. When I saw the first season of Wednesday I found her irresistible, specialy her out square quick answers. But searching for news from her I learned she was pregnant and I had to admit it could be the product of something yet to come, a reap from my side. And when the final came out I had to recognize I was a Jeckil and Mister Hide, a hideous monster that degraded even the beautiful side of him. So I couldn't use Wednesday in my novel, and that's a shame cause I wrote 10 pages of cursive letters that defy white pages. Of course, I also be mad to have done that to her using my most hideous incarnation when I can be the most gentle of all. And I understand she wants her revenge in real time. So I was back with my problem that occurs every morning, the moment I can create and I don't. And then you appear the perfect blond chick with profound things to say and I'm up to use your skills and shape, even the name. If you refuse to be part of my experience I will create another self close to you. I will be a savage pirate. And I will use what I can save from the broken chapter dedicated initially to Wednesday. I hope I can use you as a second arrow and that you will not be, offended to be my inspiration, my muse. I never asked permission from Avril Lavigne even if she was the central element: Céhenka, and will still be a close character, but a bad one, angry and jealous and confused (just like me perhaps), but I will never close her story chapters cause she was my muse and as I wander in the youtube video I can't push the blame so far. All came in this break from my own incomprehension and my nervous reaction when she abused my true belief. I found no lies in your songs, even if often I need three to four listening to understand each of them with a kind of clarity.
I'm afraid of your bad dreams They are so hard it seems Cause who knows what will happen for real. Will we even go for a deal? You can be like Cassandre And worry for all ends For me, there is no way we can fight Cause before dark you expose the light
