Even if don't want to reply to other comment you should look into getting into methadone clinic. I've been going for over 5 years, is still use occasionally but I'm not constantly sick like I was before. If don't have a job you should be able to get medicaid and get paid for. Feel free to delete this comment since had to go into detail, just trying to help. Hope all works out.
Appreciate the advice. I've been going through the cycle for the past month or two about where I've been just too absolutely broke to stay high so I've been going 1-2 days using followed by 2-4 days sober. This past month I probably didn't use for than 2 days in a row so this mo th has been pretty rough almost constantly sick it seems but I'm slowly starting to get to a point of near normality on my sober days. I'm hoping to continue like this and hopefully get to the point of being fully sober. My tolerance has definitely dropped significantly for the first time in probably 3-4 years. I've considered methadone. It would definitely help keep me from being sick but at the same time without it it's still going to cause horrible withdraws that I'm just getting sick of dealing with. The cycle of using then being unabke to for days at a time. A friend I know who developed an H addiction years before me has basically been off H for years now but nevertheless he's still on suboxonw treatment and if he doesn't have suboxones it's like he's basically withdrawing from H still anyway. He definitely has turned his life arpund in many good ways tho. He can hold down a job and stuff so there's certainly some merit to it. If I keep failing and can't find myself sober though it may be the option I'm left with. I have a friend who was using the methadone clinic for a while himself and it definitely seems to work. If I can't get sober here soon on my own I may have to try it.
@@cjcoleman3893 with methadone there's a way to slowly lower your dose over time so you never get sick. (I've never personally done it) Like say you get to 80mg (in my state you start at 30mg and slowly move up) and are "stable", you can choose to lower your dose 1mg every week or every other week (some clinics even do .5mg) so you don't even notice anything. So after 80 weeks or so your down to 1mg and stop completely. I have heard some people have trouble dropping that 1mg, but also some people are fine. I tried subs first before methadone but took em too early and went into precipitated withdrawal (look it up) which is terrible and you can't do anything about it. Methadone isn't like that so thats why I stuck with that. But also methadone has a longer half life (12 hours I think) which means it last longer, so the withdrawal is longer, which makes it worse then anything else. So going cold turkey is best done when using something with a short half life, like fent (I think half life is like 3 hours). But Methadone is best used as a "maintenance" since it can last all day (its supposed to anyway) And I'm not 100% certain, but I think if you stick with the cycle the withdrawl will never go away. You can have a have a tiny tolerance but will still get sick. The only way it'll stop is to go through it completely. But I'm not 100% sure like a said.
Saw your comment about your current situation on the video of Kevin James on JRE about fasting. As I said in a reply, I was in the exact same situation myself. I also see you stopped streaming games 5 years ago, do you still game at all? That's all I used to do was play games until I started doing other stuff when I was about 15/16 10 years ago. I'm curios how old you are and where you're from? I'm 25 from Cincinnati Ohio. Not trying to be weird or nosey, just curios cause you seem to have had similar experiences as me.
I don't exactly recall what I said about fasting in a JRE comment section. I'm 31 from Syracuse new york. I only randomly streamed a few games on here back in the day when I learned I could go live on ps4 and automatically stream them to RU-vid. I played fortnite for a while after never streaming again but I largely stopped playing as my addiction developed and got deeper into it. I used to play BF4 as a sniper all the time. Had like ~24,000 headshots with the Srr-61 was top 20 at one point in kills with both the Srr-61 and the Compact .45. If I recall correctly had like a .34 bullet/headshot ratio. Also had dozens of 1500m+ headhsots. Think my longest headshot was like 1650m. After BF4 I played Battlefield 1 quite a bit but then I didn't play a ton of video games until fortnite exploded. I joined in late 2nd season and got heavy into it for a year or two. Then I started down the path odlf addiction tbh. For whatever reason it's hard for me to get into video games heavy anymore. I was waiting for a new modern battlefield to release but Bf2042 didn't seem impressive and had bad reviews. Sometimes I see clips and wish I was playing. My PS4 might be done for though. Just recently it started over heating again and will only turn on for a few minutes. I'm hoping I can fix it by cleaning it like I had to before but kinda worried it's broken forever.
Lmao I was messaging you in another video. And I wanted to see if we could talk farther on the sleeping stuff with lucid and astral. Wasn’t sure how else to message you where I can just talk to u.
Hey! Sorry I never saw this message! I've commented talking about astral projection and lucid dreaming on many videos in the past. Im down to share as much as I can and know with you now if you still want. Teach you what it is and how to do it and stuff. Reply if you see this and ask whatever you want I'll try to answer.
