I cannot get over his bright smile! I get pissed thinking he loved life but felt his life was at the dead end. Helplessness, hopelessness, and thinking the darkness is never ending is the most devastating state of the mind. I hope when you think giving up is the only way out, just remember there are people who love you and your absence will devaste their wellbeing and happiness; know that by departing, you miss on a lot of good times, happy memories, and everything you are meant to bring to you, those around you, and the world. You are needed and wanted despite the darkness you feel right now. Rotting away 6 feet under is not the purpose of you being born in the first place.☮☮💞💞🤞🤞
