I know what you are talking about Rev i have been there kubuhlungu nyani ukubekelwa bucala ngenxa yomithisa ube unento kaThixo kodwa kubalulekile usidanele isono sako ungasuki kuThixo noba sekunjalo. i really appreciate your testimony tatam.
I hear him saying on one of his video...! That Alph Lukau performing fake miracles and sometimes performing really miracle...! As a Man of God if you perform fake miracle, there's no way the Holy spirit can make you to perform really miracle....!!
You must have been in a situation first , felt lonely or a void in your heart to understand that nothing can fill that but GOD . he gives peace , seek after him and all things shall be added to you . for what good does it do to a man to gain the world but lose himself.