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some thoughts and a thank you 💖💋
7:10
4 месяца назад
how cancer changed my life for the better
24:58
5 месяцев назад
health updates and my thoughts on dying
26:48
5 месяцев назад
loving life with blood cancer ❤️
5:16
5 месяцев назад
"you have cancer"
24:14
6 месяцев назад
did COVID give me cancer?
17:53
6 месяцев назад
rare blood cancer at 25
22:28
6 месяцев назад
Комментарии
@Omiethehomie123
@Omiethehomie123 2 месяца назад
I can’t believe English is your second language 😮I’m really sorry you’re going through this! But you’re strong 💪 you got this My situation is not the same but definitely changed my life. Good luck 🍀 miss you lisa
@DaZugZug
@DaZugZug 3 месяца назад
Looking fabulous. ❤
@chrissaunders4703
@chrissaunders4703 3 месяца назад
Hey. Hope you're OK
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 3 месяца назад
hey yes i am okay, just busy with lots of work and traveling
@chrissaunders4703
@chrissaunders4703 3 месяца назад
@ardormorte I'm happy that you're travelling and enjoying yourself. You deserve happiness
@chrissaunders4703
@chrissaunders4703 3 месяца назад
@ardormorte you are so beautiful, sorry, but I've got to tell you
@chrissaunders4703
@chrissaunders4703 3 месяца назад
@ardormorte if you're ever in Cardiff UK I'd love to take you for a coffee just saying.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 3 месяца назад
@@chrissaunders4703 that's very nice thank you, not sure how I'll end up in Cardiff but I'm open to that haha
@mandybradley3079
@mandybradley3079 3 месяца назад
You’re so beautiful and young. I will put you on my prayer list. Hi from TEXAS.
@williezhang746
@williezhang746 4 месяца назад
Thank you for the update. I'm glad to see improvements in your health and your optimism in this dark times. I will continue to pray for healing.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank you so much ♥️ 💜
@williezhang746
@williezhang746 17 дней назад
@@ardormorte How are you doing with recovery? You haven't post updates for a while.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 17 дней назад
@@williezhang746 hey yes I'm going to post an update soon, I'm doing somewhat okay 💌 thank you for asking!
@patriciamccann8097
@patriciamccann8097 4 месяца назад
I also had cancer in 2015 at 39. I follow a lot of alternative therapies ( look into gerson therapies). But much more important than this and the main reason I stopped on your video was to say that there is no fear in death, if you have Christ. He died on the cross for all of our sins because He truly loves us, all we need to do is receive this individually by repenting of your sins and accepting Jesus into your heart as your Lord and saviour. Randy Kay's podcast on RU-vid is good to watch. God bless you all xxx
@roseVashes
@roseVashes 4 месяца назад
Something is off about you and your story. I think you're a severe hypochondriac.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
bruh what? i have a video about my condition, recently found out i have a rare bone marrow mutation, obviously something is off about me hahaha i literally have cancer
@seanthundercock6770
@seanthundercock6770 3 месяца назад
@@ardormortepeople are ignorant ignore
@oppositeforthewin1032
@oppositeforthewin1032 4 месяца назад
Thanks for the update. You're looking very pretty as usual. Yes, please do a video about your hypochondria when you get the chance. I suffer with this too, especially when you read or hear recent news reports that this could be the first possible time in human history that we are "not living longer" and more younger people are getting diagnoses with dire medical conditions. I know other subscribes always ask about how you learned English so well, so if you could a video about your history of learning English that would be amazing. Anyway, stay beautiful.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
that's a cool idea to make a video of how i learned english hahah but it would be a short vid, so I'll probably just address that in one of my next vids video on hypochondria coming soon, I just need to cope with it a bit myself before I can fully speak on it
@EveryDooDarnDiddlyDay
@EveryDooDarnDiddlyDay 4 месяца назад
Add Ivermectin, Fenbendazole, Arteminisin, soursop tea, graviola, turkey tail mushroom, vitamin C and D, zinc, Turmeric with curcumin, Quercetin, and NAC.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank you 💕🙏 but I'd rather consult my doctor about adding even one new supplement/drug, let alone that many
@EveryDooDarnDiddlyDay
@EveryDooDarnDiddlyDay 4 месяца назад
@@ardormorte Doctors know jack scoot. Suggest you research ALL of those. They may save your life. Remember, there's no money to be made from a cure.
@chrissaunders4703
@chrissaunders4703 4 месяца назад
It's great to see you looking so happy and healthy. Keep positive
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
hii, thank you 😊 people on here in the comments be saying that I look weird and soulless hahaha but I'm thriving
@chrissaunders4703
@chrissaunders4703 4 месяца назад
@ardormorte anyone who says that you look weird or soulless is stupid. You're looking fantastic, so don't worry about silly comments.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank you 💕 🙏
@chrissaunders4703
@chrissaunders4703 4 месяца назад
@ardormorte I think you're absolutely beautiful, so I thought I would just let you know.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank you so much, I really appreciate your kind words, you make me smile
@DCLearningtoLive
@DCLearningtoLive 4 месяца назад
Good luck Lilith, I have been stage 4 blood cancer twice, but remission now 9yrs. you can do it, you can thrive still.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
I'm so sorry that happened, you're a real warrior! unfortunately, my type of blood cancer is incurable as of right now, but I'm hopeful they'll find a cure soon 🙏 😌
@DCLearningtoLive
@DCLearningtoLive 4 месяца назад
@@ardormorte Thank you, yes mine is also incurable, no cure, and recurring. (Follicular Lymphoma) but the right food has kept me going. I wish you luck.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
@@DCLearningtoLive thank you for the kind words! and for inspiring me with your example 💌
@DCLearningtoLive
@DCLearningtoLive 4 месяца назад
@@ardormorte truly hope it helps. wish you all the best, and hope you do not have to go through the treatments I did.
@BireliLangerhans
@BireliLangerhans 4 месяца назад
Never would have guessed you speak russian if you didnt mention it. You have almost no accent
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank you, yes, russian is my native language, but I have been fluent in english for years now as well 🫶😊
@ASCENDED9
@ASCENDED9 4 месяца назад
👽 Get better and better...
@dr.drakeramoray789
@dr.drakeramoray789 4 месяца назад
theres something very off about your eyes. how long have you been on antidepressants? edit: and i dont mean in it the health sense, i mean your look is weird and kinda soulless despite your expressiveness
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
i have been off antidepressants for months, hahaha your comment is so strange
@dr.drakeramoray789
@dr.drakeramoray789 4 месяца назад
@@ardormorte maybe, maybe not. doesnt matter really. algorithm recommended this channel to me after watching older christina aguilera videos, i assume due to physical resemblance. anyway best of luck in your endeavors
@denisepaulsenful
@denisepaulsenful 4 месяца назад
Love your hair ❤ you’re so adorbs 🥰
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank you 💋💌
@yngmanLJ
@yngmanLJ 4 месяца назад
Thanks for the update(s), I was thinking about ya & how you were doing now I know, glad to hear ur doing good! That cute outfit looks good on ya and ur beautiful hair looks so nice w/pink highlights. You’re very pretty & amazing don’t ever let anyone tell you any different! What I am saying in short term is you’re absolutely beautiful inside and out!!! Take care and stay awesome❣️🤗
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank you so much! I'm doing good health-wise and that makes me super happy! take care 🙂 💕
@quaintshelter100
@quaintshelter100 4 месяца назад
Beautiful girl❤❤❤❤wishing you much comfort and healing❤❤❤❤ Your english is fantastic!!!❤
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank you! ❤🫶
@Thebiglerowski
@Thebiglerowski 4 месяца назад
You're so gorgeous 💖
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank yu love ❤️
@juliabeaudett1083
@juliabeaudett1083 4 месяца назад
Our cancer queen ❤️
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
in my cancer palace 🤟
@Pinkdiamond12
@Pinkdiamond12 4 месяца назад
Your hair is so cute.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
aww thanks! i do it myself ❤
@ben-hurray
@ben-hurray 4 месяца назад
your mood uplifts me, glad to see you doing well :)
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank yuuu 💌 it's been a great day and a good doctor visit
@pig5267
@pig5267 4 месяца назад
You look gorgeous!
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank you, i try my best ❤
@pig5267
@pig5267 4 месяца назад
Take care and wishing you the best!
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank you, take care 🌸
@anikarey8182
@anikarey8182 4 месяца назад
Love your look gorgeous 😫❤️so glad your results are good and your health is improving otherwise and you can eat things you want!!
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank yuuuu love
@shoshi-w3o
@shoshi-w3o 4 месяца назад
how are you dear <3
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
doing good! life's been overwhelming but I'm trying to be happy every day
@shoshi-w3o
@shoshi-w3o 4 месяца назад
@@ardormorte try dear to delete the past the yesterday dont let it affect your present and the future will be better dear <3 i love u so much <3
@seanthundercock6770
@seanthundercock6770 3 месяца назад
@@ardormortehi can you plse remind me what your condition is called think you I do so saw my heamotolgist this month and I'm stable .
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 3 месяца назад
@@seanthundercock6770 hi my condition is unclassified myeloproliferative neoplasm
@pig5267
@pig5267 4 месяца назад
You’re so pretty and a beautiful soul. Greetings from the Philippines.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank you so much!
@tonytagliaferri1254
@tonytagliaferri1254 4 месяца назад
Interesting the video:"Burzynski Movie".
@murtazaarif6507
@murtazaarif6507 4 месяца назад
It's interesting that you say you saw your grandma at 7:13. At first i thought you meant her soul visited you. I do believe that people in the afterlife visit their loved ones. I also had such visits from people. They were not relatives but i had a strong emotional attachment with them. This also includes my cat. I also thought i was dying because of my symptons for an undiagnosed underative thyroid which i wasn't of course. It is now under control. On the postive side i think death is a beautiful experience not including the initial stages of the body breaking down for a few years which to keep on the positive side we should take as a blessing in my opinion.
@talex1625
@talex1625 4 месяца назад
Here from the Bearded Gameboy, nice to meet you, Lilith 😀
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
hello there! so glad to have you here 💜🙏
@yankorusev
@yankorusev 4 месяца назад
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💔
@JimMorrisonsboots
@JimMorrisonsboots 4 месяца назад
I am 57 and in my life I have had several experiences that I cannot explain. I am certain that there are things out there we can not explain.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
i agree 👍 💯
@chrissaunders4703
@chrissaunders4703 4 месяца назад
I'm looking forward to your next video ❤
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
hello, thank you so much for that! I've been going through a lot of things simultaneously, so making a video has been a bit difficult but i will do my best to film and post soon
@chrissaunders4703
@chrissaunders4703 4 месяца назад
@ardormorte I hope things are not too bad for you and your back posting videos soon. Look after yourself. You are the most important thing. Keep smiling, beautiful lady
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
@@chrissaunders4703 thank you! nothing too bad is going on, just overwhelmed by the amount of things happening at the same time haha
@chrissaunders4703
@chrissaunders4703 4 месяца назад
@@ardormorte more about you in the next video would be good. The music you like, food you like, drink you like. That kind of thing
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
@@chrissaunders4703 I'll make a short video today or tomorrow with some health updates and will answer your questions as well so if you have more: write them here 💜
@eduardoandresariasletelier7687
@eduardoandresariasletelier7687 4 месяца назад
hi i from Chile, also i have cancer, and i send you love, resilence and the force be with you!!!
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
I'm sorry to hear that! I also wish you health, love and resilience 💘 we will get through this
@trayhits
@trayhits 4 месяца назад
Death, no worries, I know Jesus as Lord And Savior. I look forward to it. Know Jesus know peace, no Jesus no peace.
@rajmathew6220
@rajmathew6220 4 месяца назад
Thank goodness it's curable. Hope you live a very long and fulfilling life.
@JohnQPublic345
@JohnQPublic345 4 месяца назад
You need minerals, and red meat with lots of fat. Youll be ok
@sparkdrive2900
@sparkdrive2900 4 месяца назад
Any new updates on the diagnosis?
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
hello not yet, my next doctor visit is end of may ❤️
@MagicMerlin688
@MagicMerlin688 4 месяца назад
I feel bad for you. I'm sorry you're going through that at your age. Im a male 29 years old, and i got early stage paradontitist at age 25. so sorry and I think the last thing you should be doing is working an on the clock job it's bad for mental health
@joshuarogers2162
@joshuarogers2162 4 месяца назад
comfort from the scriptures no resident will say I’m sick
@susanbruce8974
@susanbruce8974 4 месяца назад
How refreshing, thank you..Peace
@duaneharington1436
@duaneharington1436 4 месяца назад
Hi there, I hope you are doing well. It can be very scary to hear bad health scares. I will recomend the following book. The power of God can be limitless if you believe. Avenues of Healing: Reaching for the Healing Power of God Book by Thomas E. Renfro
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
hello thank you so much for your comment and recommendation 😊
@duaneharington1436
@duaneharington1436 4 месяца назад
@@ardormorte you are very welcome and thank you for responding. 🙏 keep faith.
@Vilzuplayer_1_just_do_it
@Vilzuplayer_1_just_do_it 4 месяца назад
What do u think about us finns (im from finland btw) as a russian??? Asking this just out of curiosity. Another question: What do u think about the western countries in general? Judging by ur wise words and fluent english u r definitely intelligent enough to not believe the propaganda Kreml brews 24/7. Im not russophobic by any means and i think most of the people in russia r just as good as others on this planet, many of them r just ”victims of the environment” even many of those who support the ongoing war… i won’t ask ur opinion on war cuz it doesn’t seem appropriate/safe. I know this next thing is gonna sound weird but im gonna say it anyway… Not sure if u r open to this video suggestion but when GTA 6 comes out in 2025 or 26 could u make a playthrough on it? Im ashamed of this suggestion already😂😂😂. If u r not a gamer thats fine😅 Praying for ur recovery/remission ❤❤❤
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
hii, love Finland! Been to Kotka, Lappeenranta and Helsinki :) Never really had a chance to talk to many finns though I of course don't have any animosity towards any specific country, I'm more worried that foreigners will think I'm a crazy evil russian b#tch, which is why I was initially hesitant to share where I'm from... as for the gaming question, I would love to play GTA 6(for the first time in my life, never played gta ever) but I have an old and weak laptop and that's pretty much it haha so I don't think I'll become a gamer any time soon unless I magically aquire a decent computer 😅
@rajmathew6220
@rajmathew6220 4 месяца назад
Honestly, therapy in general is good for everyone
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
I agree 100%
@rajmathew6220
@rajmathew6220 4 месяца назад
You're so beautiful, and love your earrings. Congrats on 1k. Would be interesting if you talk directly to med students or medical professionals in a panel. There's a lot of value in what you're sharing/your perspective.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
hi thank you soo much! I wanna film my medical experiences video this week so it should be interesting
@rajmathew6220
@rajmathew6220 4 месяца назад
@@ardormorte I look forward to it! Curious about what you like and what you don't like.
@JoachimLongIsland
@JoachimLongIsland 4 месяца назад
I hope with all my heart there’s some chance to recovery for you. So beautiful and intelligent ❤️ I’ll pray for you today.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
thank you so much 💜 I'm not dying anytime soon, don't worry but thank you for your kind words and prayers
@allhopeabandon7831
@allhopeabandon7831 4 месяца назад
Dying is the only scary thing about death...if we could just walk through a door and be in our afterlives, it would be looked upon so much differently. I have no fear of death, just of the dying part, but if I can overcome that, I think I would be excited for the adventure to come. I think that we all get a personal afterlife after we die, and we must be here to become that person.
@YawnGod
@YawnGod 4 месяца назад
Well, in the words of Lana del Rey: "We were born to die." Is it a paradox? Hmm.
@sparkdrive2900
@sparkdrive2900 4 месяца назад
The end is near. Accept it.
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
maybe for you, I plan on living for another couple of decades ☺️
@sparkdrive2900
@sparkdrive2900 4 месяца назад
@@ardormorte peewee toms, Brian barczyck, Apple family, all channels like this. Hopeful at the start. Now all gone... It is a sad existence. Cancer should have not been made to exist. But we live in a cruel world with a cruel god. You don't seem to be a bad person and yet this happened..
@ardormorte
@ardormorte 4 месяца назад
@@sparkdrive2900 jeez, i literally said in the video that my doc gives me at least 10-15 years before the cancer even starts progressing and causing any minor issues, my general lifetime might slightly be affected but saying "the end is near, accept it" to anyone with any type of cancer is absolutely insane
@sparkdrive2900
@sparkdrive2900 4 месяца назад
@@ardormorte life is but a blink of an eye. You nor me can escape it. It is a fleeting moment that is deeply designed by the cruel creator. As we breathe now, we are approaching the end of our lives. Spend each day as if it were your last.