Classic target fixation. The only way to combat this is to adopt the, "I'd rather low side than go wide" mindset and full commit to the corner every time and always focus on where you want to go no matter the external factors
After watching your videos, I found your issue. You simply can't ride. Stop before you really hurt yourself. Looks like you're riding scared. Screw the ego and what the rookies say. Stop trying to ride aggressive. You don't have the control you think you do.
You panicked due to lack of experience and that's okay everybody starts somewhere. You should've downshifted and lean into the turn and remember Always keep your eyes ahead and your bike will follow. Stay safe
This isn’t limit pushing its lack of paying attention..glad ur ok but u ALWAYS have to be paying attention especially on curvy roads..wishing a quick recovery 💪