⚠️vent⚠️ I don’t have the will to live anymore…everyday i go to school and sit there dreading to go back home. All my classmates have their own friend groups or at least a best friend but I sit there alone- not really “alone” cuz i sit with another girl but it just drains the life out of me whenever i talk to her- im not telling she is a bad person she is really sweet and kind but she is really insecure and i am constantly put in the postion to cheer her up and i just cant anymore…. i dont see the point of all this anymore- I do have friends that too 4 of them but i cant completly be myself with them. I have to wear a facade of someone who got everything together every. single. day. I have no passion, no interests- no aspirations. I was never someone’s “first choice”. Ever. And i dont think i will ever be. I want to talk to ppl- get to know them- talk abt myself- let down my walls- but i cant- cuz the ppl around me are just toxic af- I dont know anymore. I lost my bestfriend. We fell apart. And tbh i dont think she ever considered me her bestfriend. I dont know anymore. I dont want to attempt- and im not gonna anytime soon- But i just dont wanna exist anymore - i dont want to kms- i just dont want to be.
I don't have friends...no matter what I do, I can't make good and lasting friendships...and here I am once again alone...do you advise me to get to know friends or stay alone💔
every time i listen to the fourth of july song i get remindet of the memories of me and my grandpa wich are very little. He died 1 year and 1 month after i was born he loved me more than anyone else . My other grandpa doesnt hear so he alsow isnt part of my life a lot so i kind of grew up without a grandpa when i would see my friends with their grandpas i would get jelous and sad thinking how my life would have been if my grandpa had not gotten sick
Hi, I'm Seden I always feel that my heart hurts. I cry for long hours at night, but it is impossible for me to cry in front of my family or anyone else. I wish I could get away from people and be in a completely isolated place for a long time. I imagine myself as if I am on an island that no one knows about, completely isolated from the city and people. I want to sit with myself. I want to give myself time. I really hate people I am only 18 years old and I have seen the worst traits you can see in people Sometimes I can't believe it and I say to myself is this real? I want to ask you, do you think life is beautiful?
The time now is 3:54 in the morning. I am very tired because my parents differentiate between me and my sister. My father cares about my twin sister more than me, and my mother loves my twin brother more than anyone else. I have a brother and a twin sister. We are three twins, so it is natural for me to feel sad.My father is more interested in my sister’s studies than me and he is planning and establishing her future, but no one is interested in me. I am very sad. I really want to care. I want my father to care for me like my sister, I want my mother to care for me like my brother, my father always stands by my sister when she and I fight, I don’t want division, I want justice, I don’t deny that my father and mother love me and they love me very much But they don't treat me like my sister and brother. My father sometimes hits me, but he doesn't hit my sister. They make fun of my future. I know it's a joke, but I get upset. I'm really tired.
Ur loved And I personally don’t know you But it really doesn’t matter If you’re parents Or some ppl don’t care about your studies cuz end If the day Ur learning for your self for your own Future Ik It’s sad that ur own parents make you feel that way Ur important 💕
I thank you very much and thank you for your interest in me. I took a step. I will build my future by myself, and I wish you happiness in your life. You are a wonderful person. ❤@@Justahuman128lol
It's not your fault Your not a problem You are perfect You aren't fat You aren't skinny You aren't the problem You aren't a bad person You are wonderful You aren't a crybaby Your don't deserve them You love yourself You are clean You are kind Your are the person that everyone wants Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it Your size isn't a book... don't judge it Your life isn't a movie... don't end it Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do. The past of you suffering will end Your suffering will end Don't c^t your body your hair Don't kill your self yet. If you have a pet it will make your problem go away They get mad at you for being soo perfect They blame you because they want you are so pretty/handsome/stunning You are brighting the world.. you are a true star Keep going.. it will past. We love you don't stop being kind to everyone The kindness will spread and the kindness will also pay you back. They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous Give everyone a second chance not too many tho your eyes is perfect your nose is perfect your height is perfect your skin is perfect your mouth is perfect your hair is perfect your face is perfect your body is perfect your hands is perfect your fingers is perfect your teeth is perfect your waist is perfect Your torso is perfect your legs are perfect your thighs are perfect your tongue and everything is perfect YOU are perfect love your body and everything You are so greatful for what you have. Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you And leave your fake friends You deserve better. Don't give up Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person. We are proud to see you alive. We are so proud We love your smile We love your laugh We love your personality So don't give up We love you. We love you so much Don't end it too fast. Don't commit Don't get controled Don't make them control you like a puppet Do your own way Do everthing you like Ignore the rude people Ignore the hate Ignore getting yelled There's people by your side and always be. We love you no matter what you do to yourself. They don't know what your been through They ain't been in your shoes Don't belive them they are liars Love youself. We are proud of you existing here We love you so much.. NEVER GIVE UP You're precious You made it this far. And it's so amazing that you are still here <3 Don't let them Hate you Fight back It's alright Alot of people or your animals that are alive or dead Doesn't want you to die So don't give up alright Hang on there You will be better soon Don't look at the ones that left you backstabbed you broke up with you moved on without you You deserve better and you better know that... Look at the brightside not the darkside. You need to love yourself more... like i do or we. Never give up You are lucky you are still alive You are the most luckiest person. i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself
Look at the clouds, let them make you feel life. Let the world remind you that you are trying to live. Look at the trees, they will make you feel the places where you hide while running away from the world. Let it remind you that you need to rest in that chaos. Look at the soil, let it make you feel that it performs miracles. Let him remind you that he wants you in return for what he gives you. Look at the sky, let it make you feel that you have a heart. The place where all your feelings pass throughout your life. Look at people, let them make you feel that you are a miracle. Then look again at those things you thought were miracles. You will see that it reveals to you all the abominations of this life you are trying to live. Don't trust anyone. Then look at the people again. Let them make you feel that the only thing you have is yourself. Tired of it? Turn your head. I know it may not be a solution, but forget about them for a while. Get away from there. Go for a little walk. Examine your surroundings. Look at the cats. Watch them get pushed around. Approach slowly and caress his head. Give your love to a little one who needs what was not given to you. Don't worry, he deserves it even if others don't. Then raise your head again and look at the sky. Smile slowly. Take a deep breath. You will feel better. Don't forget to thank the cat when you get up. Because it saves you from the hustle and bustle of the world for a while. Thank yourself for knowing how to make yourself feel good despite all this.
Только что узнала о смерти моего дедушки😢 первая песня прям добила пусть ему земля будет пухом, он провёл хорошую жизнь, надеюсь ему хорошо сейчас на облачке дедуль, я скучаю
i wish i could go back to my younger self and stay there forever, as i grow older and older i just realized i have more and more problems and i don't think that i can handle it anymore. i used to be so innocent and happy all the time.
That can be weird.. I have people around me... But i feel so lovely.. We can talk and smile, but im so empty and no one can fill this hole in my soul. I must be happy, but I cant enjoy that i survived. Sorry
I don't feel realy sad but I listen to those songs when I feel that something is missing in my life or I just missing the point of life. But after all I'm only 16 😅. Take care of yourself guys and I wish yall the life you deserve. ❤
