3rd Mirror Affect I seen myself as the life guard I must save myself from drowning I feel anti social right now please dont bring nobody around me I needed someone when i was lost called out for a search team still aint nobody found mr
I'm one of the rare need me here bitch I'm there when I need you I'm by myself fucking up and I'm drowning I need some help emotionless to myself why I keep ruining my own health Abusing my self to get rid of whatever I felt
Catch me thuggin with the gang Yeah we out here in field If you play them stupid games Man that shit a get you killed Buss down Rollie Spent a bag on my wrist Gotta go hard Like this shit is hit or miss
I’ve been suppressing my emotions, Wanna give you love and devotion, Tides flowing make her wetter than the ocean, Cali trees they got me zoning is this forever or is it just a moment, Verse 1: I can’t lie need some love these days I’m feeling numb, She keeps me going yeah she really lifts me up, Wants us to be together that’s why she kicking up a fuss, Been stabbed in back so many times I can never trust, But it’s a lonely place when you’re pursuing what you love, Ever been snaked by the ones that love, That feeling leave crushed like hit by bus, And you can give them all your love but it’s never enough, Kept you sheltered whilst I was sleeping rough, You did me wrong but I let go I don’t hold grudge, She slipping away I’m moving on I know we done, Crushed heart I’m picking up pieces,
I know all the pain different Still fuck wit dem lame niggas Never had the same feelings Notice how my brain healin Shi would js be crazy if you switch up on the gang nigga Heart beating on loud think I might js pop a painkilla
If this my last breath I say I’m thankful for the good .. I say im thankful for the bad .. them just some lessons I had to learn … grab them tools mend them bridges … man on a mission …. That revolver ticking … clock is ticking .. my hand fidgeting…. …..How can I go on ….. if this my last breath… I done seen a lot of shit… I done a lot shit ..if this karma this a bih .. I guess I gotta play the hand I was dealt ….be a man in this world .. but ..weight to heavy …. how can I go on …
