I am surrounded by people yet I feel so lonely. Whenever I see a high cliff I imagine myself jumping from there and how painful it would feel or the adrenaline rushing through my veins as the wind hits against my body, knowing exactly that I, soon will leave this body and the joy I feel from such thoughts. I hope I get the bravery to do it or find a reason for me to continue living in a world that doesn't need me at all.
Llegaste cuando menos lo esperaba me abrasaste cuando más lo necesitaba me besaste cuando más me agotaba Eres un esplandecer siento un privilegio al volverte ver
They say counting stars You play the part of a soul missin' home Were you counting stars? 'Cause you packed your bags, had your heart set to roam When you left for Georgia Said your friends didn't want ya But I swear I do, say, "What we are?" Time's not a problem Do you think we were moving too fast? Guess we weren't meant to last I can't move on from that and I don't have the words So I'll keep counting stars inside of my room Inside my room
But we shouldn't see it in that way.. it is what it is, regardless of whatever you can think or feel. The only thing we can do is accept it, be thankful, be there for ourselves and learn we can from every damn situation and love ourselves.. we can do more than that but that's everything I can think rn.. I wish you the best and hope you get the strength to work to produce everything you want <3