Bem que mainha falou: meu filho, aproveite, porque quando você ficar maior você vai sofrer na vida .. :) Sem amigos de antigamente, sem a felicidade q eu tinha antes.. aah, até q sofrer faz parte 🚶🏾♂️🫶🏾💔 kkkk
I miss Innocent and my mum buh I miss him so much I can't believe he is gone it's close to one year and today is one of those sad days for me where I listen to sad music and cry myself to sleep wondering why he left so early . 😭😭😭😭😭
but if the world could understand a Romeo and Romeo could kiss and fall in love, I wouldnt be here howling and crying on my bedroom floor. Straight people you guys are really lucky.
tbh the image hits hard i feel like this is what the person who had a crush on me saw on her screen. i didnt mean for it to hurt her, i just needed to choose who to love between three people because it was hurting me so much that i had to choose one person and i was attached to them all. the only reason that was all happening is because one of them had trauma from being in a poly and i literally couldnt hide the fact that i was in love with multiple people. they wanted me to choose one person and we broke up (i guess that term works) because, i admit i was being kind of toxic. i just can never tell when im hurting someone psychologically. when i told her i had to love someone else she didnt talk to me for a whole month, the last thing she said to me being simply "k". it crushed me and i cried for a couple days, it wasnt as bad when i almost lost the other one. i did s/h for the only time i ever did (and hopefully ever will) because of an argument and they said theyd leave me (i think... it was a long time ago, im struggling to remember). recently (sometime today) i had vented about it without knowing i was just going off on them at the wrong place. they said i shouldnt have vented "without permission", that line really having hurt me. it actually brought me all the way here and now im just unloading... to anyone who read all the way here, thank you and im sorry
Перевод парня с низу: эта песня звучит 24/7, если не в моих наушниках, то в моей голове. Это отражает мои эмоции, мои мысли, мою жизнь. Поймите, что я имею в виду. То, как со мной обращаются, заставляет меня хотеть реагировать так же, как они. "Исправь это сам", "У меня нет времени", "Делай все, что хочешь", "Даже не говори мне", "Я не хочу этого слышать", я хочу кричать на них, чтобы они, блядь, наконец узнали меня. Но вместо этого я просто вздыхаю, точь-в-точь как в песне, натягиваю улыбку и становлюсь веселым, шутливым другом, постепенно осознавая, что меня использовали все эти годы, и что есть вечеринки, но меня просто не приглашают, они выходят каждые выходные, но они не хотят я рядом. Но если они хотят поговорить о своих "проблемах" и "неувязках", я для них достаточно хорош. И теперь я чувствую, что, возможно, я просто недостаточно хорош. Почему кто-то должен хотеть быть со мной? "Во мне нет ничего особенного". Ничего важного. Поэтому я пытаюсь перестать плакать и взять себя в руки. В любом случае, никому не будет до этого дела, даже если моя улыбка постепенно увядает.
This song is playing in my head for so long time. It reminds me so much memories with her and my friends. Months goes by and still secretly depressed. In school im the Class Clown when i come home i just brake down with tears. I dont know whats happening with me. I dont find anything funny. Im playing to be happy. I wish i was still with her. Two girls rejected me, i dont have friends. only 2 real friends which i hope we will make it to the end. Which wont happen. The girl i loved likes my best friend. No one cares about my mental health. Help me please.
Everything fades back into the sea with time, and new things are constantly washing up upon the shore. Pain slips away into the depths, and joy rises, and joy slips away into the depths, and pain rises. Satisfaction. Terror. Compassion. Confusion. Everything keeps changing. But there's something you get to keep, while all the sandcastle world crumbles, while all the sandcastle world is rebuilt. The moments you were happy and the moments you were weeping, they become glass beads, you thread them and they glitter, and bead by bead you build a life. When you're happy how precious and bright it is to be alive is obvious and when you're screaming and writhing nothing could be more worthless, but it isn't about the tide, which will rise and fall forever, it's about you. You are a constant. In the moments of calm, when you aren't clouded by laughter or tears, you will, inevitably, begin to see how precious that thread really is. How good it can be...even through the pain...to live. You won't always feel this way, and when your feelings change that isn't a loss or an abandonment of the things that were precious to you. It's just change. It doesn't destroy anything. These moments will always have happened. You will survive them and keep them, and one day, even sharp-edged, they will glitter for you as part of that thread. None of this matters right now, though, so just keep your head down and your shoulders square, and bull your way through. You'll find the other side of this feeling. Promise.
All my nostalgia put in my head ready to come out i could make a long youtube comment about my whole childhood minecraft Roblox Bloons td battle Plants vs zombies Undertale Fnaf Monster school Dantdm 8 bit ryan Markiplier Jacksepticeye Robertidk Minecraft animations Messyourself Kubz scouts Corykenshin Dashie Super mario maker Happy tree friends Fnaf songs Vikkstar Prestonplayz Mrwoofless Ssundee Popularmmos Theodd1sout Fortnite
Lyrics : A Song That Relates To Me : >>> Could Have Anything You Want. Why would you want to be with me? I'm nothing special.. Could Have Anyone You Want. Why would you want to be with me? I'm nothing special.. Be With Whoever You Want. I Don't Care, I Don't Care. I Don't Wanna Know.. Don't Tell Me About Your Problems. If Your Not Trying To Solve Them. Don't Ask Me For My Help.. Fix it yourself. She tried to call me yesterday. But I didn't pick up. Cause I Don't Got Time. I Don't Have Time. I Don't Have Time. I Don't Have Time. I Don't Have Time. (no) Do Whatever You Want. I Don't Care, I Don't Care. Don't Even Tell Me. I Don't Really Wanna Know. Don't Ask Me How My Day's Been. I JUST WANNA BE ALONE. Stop talking about your past. I Don't Wanna Hear It. Just Leave Me Alone. Just GO. I Don't Care About Myself. Cause Everyone Is Trying To Hurt Me. { Jealous } Just Leave Me Alone. Just Leave Me Alone Just Leave Me Alone I Just Wanna Be Alone. I Hope This Helps <3