i miss how you looked at me and how you used to be i can't forget the shit we had, addicted to a memory you said you never leave and told me pretty lies told me that you love me and looked me in my eyes first time i felt alive is when you stayed the whole night you made me feel better, you was changing my life now i'm here in bed, ripped apart, feeling empty as fuck your love got me high your eyes were like magic that ripped me apart i lost my mind and my heart, i lost a part of me drinking every weekend gonna numb my feels hook: you were the one that i wanted not the one that i needed turn on the mind keep the focus on yourself love makes you blind verse 2: 5am on the rooftop smoking cigarettes i miss the taste of your lips i have no regrets we were skin on skin, i still pulled you closer you left me, it killed me my heart is so cold now i loved her, but not always showed her this track ain't for you girl, i rap cause it's over left from the words she said to me life is life, "lovers turn to enemies"
dead inside in a dead world war is terrible how many deaths till were sure wars inevtiable god aint here on planet earth lets be sensible if he was hed make sure that wed get all of his miracle i dont see em you do you may feel tho but are you sure its not your false truth do you truly know the difference between god and old luce
I dropped several xanax I think I'm going to die tonight I looked at the window I think I'm going to jump but I didn't have enough courage I looked at my present I don't see a future Paranoia told me to kill myself I tried to be better but I can't handle the problems if they end When I'm high, I smoke to ease the pain.