I wish I was someone else and this relates this to me and I’ve been crying all day…….I feel bad and guilty about my life…I’m a middle child Ik how it feels and how people act I wonder what would happen to me if no one knew how I actully felt….I’m mentally insane I have a dark humor what’s wrong with me am I disturbing people why am I here what do I do if I don’t talk anymore please tell me why don’t people like me what did u do… what’s wrong with me Edit:please I just want friends to talk to…
Someone called me skinny bones today. My freinds made me feel left out today. My friend hates me today. My freind doesn't want to hang out with me today. What's next?
0:47 if I told my mom I did it (I kinda do it) she would be like why your life is so good and stuff like that but what she doesn’t know I’m being bullied
My mom always saying I love you to my older brother when she drops him off. But never says I love you to me I wonder when the next time I’ll hear those words.
Im late here but the first one isso relatble when i dont smile in school my friends ask “are you ok?“ so i reply im fine because i dont want to make them worry. I dont want them to try to understand because idont understand whats wrong with me. And i should be the first to understand that but i dont. And i feel like a burden and i need to vent but im scared bc i dont want to burden them more than i already do.
I only have one friend that truly tries to protect me There’s this one guy and she has suspicions bc she thinks he’s faking liking me back bc he likes attention And then I had been quiet the whole time and she asked me what was wrong and I say I feel fat and literally the best response came “Idk who told u that but whoever did lied bc u might think ur fat but no one else does” I almost started crying bc she kept asking and I said my dad bc he called me a cow but naturally I laughed about it but she just stood and stared at me until she said “I’m sorry”
Did anyone ever think that people that aren't always smiling, are the ones who are actually being themselves, Compared to people that are always smiling ?
I just feel like I'm not needed. I fake my happiness for all my friends, but they ignore me. I've been having suicidal thoughts and been think to off myself. All my friends are fake and they don't care. They don't know I have problems of my own cuz I'm the "group therapist" or whatever.
1:09 I’ll never be able to say this again but I’m a bi Demi girl who loves therians and quads I cuss a lot I sh and I’m miserable but now back to being a Christian straight girl who has the best life and is super happy….
Vent #1: “You’re so lucky to be blonde. I wish I was blonde.” no, no you don’t. We’re called dumb, we’re called brats, we’re sexualized all for our hair color, it fucking sucks, I wish I didn’t have blonde hair, having blonde hair sucks, I would do anything for brown hair, I just want a different hair color, I hate being blonde… Vent #2: If you’re always there for me or whatever, then why do you say “cool” or compare my life to yours every time I vent? Why? You’ve fucked me up, you’ve treated me like shit, I’ve given you hundreds of chances, and you just keep treating me like shit. Now you expect ME to apologize? All I did was stand up for myself, now I have to apologize?..
It’s ok just wait to move on and you won’t have to deal with people who don’t want to deal with you I hope you know though that there will always be at least one person who truly loves you you’ll never be alone 🫶
I had always put on a fake smile I had always pretend to be happy I had always fake being good I had always hold in my tears I had always been lying about me I had always have fake friends.. MY ONLY REAL FRIEND IS MY COUSIN.i only tell her stuff.why?she keeps my secrets she listens
One day I ran away not looking back not knowing were I was going I went straight forward I hated everything even my self but then there was one person who texted who cared where I was how I was and they weren’t even my parents I was only 9 and they didn’t try to find because that’s how much they cared.I wonder to this day what would had happened if I hadn’t stole my mums phone or that girl would not had texted me.