A lonely school evening. Exhausted, and not in the mood for anything, you drop your bag to the floor and look up towards the ceiling. Everything should be fine, so why does it feel so heavy on your chest? It's golden in your room, the time of day you like for reminiscing. You've never been one to do things on time now that you're older, not anymore. The orange and yellows shine through, your grey curtains serving as the good color between, whether it be a rainy afternoon, or a time like now. You do naught but stare. Not that it's an issue right? A sigh leaves you. The time of day for reminiscing. Oh well... Better get to it. This is the music that plays in your mind, for memories that never were, days that never did quite count, people you've never met. You are drained, and tired. So very tired. It's hard to believe you still have that sliver of hope to hold on a little longer, thinking one day, you'll see those days and people you imagine so fondly, as much as it isn't really looking back, but on what could've been-- and what could be. If only they were your childhood, you think. Wonder how I'd turn out then. Your eyes are filled with simultaneous wonder and longing. The child in you is still yearning to create and imagine the things and people that could have been there for them, forever stuck in waiting. And now? Well now you're not quite sure. If you're both looking to the past and the future, have you really changed? Perhaps you're just a little more beat down. Maybe you haven't changed at all. And yet still you wait. It's comforting at times, but that squeeze in your chest never really does go away, does it. And so you wait. Maybe, just a little longer. You think.
This is such a beautifully written passage. It really tells a story and captures the exact emotion I was trying to convey with this piece! The feeling of realizing that you're getting older and day by day leaving the part of you that once was behind ever more so slightly. I loved reading this comment and truly appreciate you writing this and listening!
The sadness and sweetness that i feel while listening to this music is insane!! It feels like the music is telling a story. That loneliness does not only taste bitter, but loneliness can sometimes be our companion. A best friend, a shadow that follows us
A shadow that follows us! That's a great way to put it :D The time when you don't have anyone else but your shadow to look at, that's loneliness!! Love this~
Wow it really means so much that you connected so well with my music!! Your words were so perfectly said and I truly appreciate your interpretation! I look very forward to making more stuff like this and I hope to see you around in future uploads friend! Stay safe and thank you again! ~ ✨😁
I am in love, right when the accordion hit, it just took me back to country, kind of like the time when we used to play with our tetris gameboy thingy in vacations when we visited country. I really love your simplistic approach, this music would suit really well as ambient or game music. As I said, i am in love, your music is therapy to me!! Edit : Just read the description and I don't think I can help much, but to give it a try, How about "It was back in the day"? Does it sound good? Since you felt something I wanted to keep it centered around it.
This comment really means so much to me! I appreciate you sharing your story with me and I'm really thrilled it connected so deeply with you! ✨ And I am from believer in simplistic approaches with my music! My dream would be to help produce a soundtrack for a game or media form of some kind. I have the most fun making things of that nature. Also I love the name you chose!! I really can't tell you how much I appreciate your kind words and I hope to make more music that brings you good feelings in the future! Thanks for supporting my work! ~ ✨🖤
It's night time for me I am bored, trying to search something to distract me, I sit in silence doing nothing, I check my notifications on yt, _northy replied to my comment, check their other music. From Silence to mind-blowing beauty. The Chimes I can still hear long after the song ends, and what's the best of all? It's simplicity. It's easy to remember, but hard to think of. This is creative milkshake my guy, Your music is amazing. I am in love.
THIS FUCKING DESERVES VIEWS!! The cord progression is more like minecraft, the first few notes really hit it home, and i guess this is why most people here compare it to it, it has the c418 vibes. The loneliness factor however is a subtle little happiness, like you are not entirely feeling bad for it, just lonely. I am sure you will grow big, the description, i found it helpful. Thank you. Have a beautiful day.
This is really so kind of you!! Thank you so much!! I'm really happy you enjoyed and connected with my music so much! You have such a beautiful interpretation of it! Thanks for listening and I hope to see you around in future uploads! Stay safe friend! ✨😁
@@_northy Thanks! I just have a knack for music, I am no music nerd, just a listener. And I love to describe what I feel! I am Glad I could make you happy with some words :D Have a great day.
@@SIANAsWorld Ohh look who we have here~ It's my love my girlfriend~ and @_northy, she found your music helpful too!! Especially the "her never-ending dream", I made a little poem for her~ thanks to that music (while listening to it), so I am quite thankful to you too. You got 2 new fans!! hehehehe~
Thank you so much for the kind words! The DAW I use is FL Studio and the Plugin for this Celesta specifically is the Celestatone Plugin from vaults! It's totally free and they have a really wonderful suit of high quality free plugins and sounds! Link:thecrowhillcompany.com/vaults-free-plugin/ Thanks again for your kind words! Hope to see you around!
Definitely getting some Minecraft vibes. Like when you're on the survival world late at night with the guys and they all go to bed, and you're left alone mining and building.
Lots of people say they get a Minecraft vibe from my work! I have thought about composing my own pack for use in Minecraft that would be more C418 era Minecraft! We'll see what happens though! Thanks for listening friend! 😁✨
Even though its a bit rough around the edges, it's a really good start of something that could be really cool. The piano especially really fits the vibe. Also, how do you manage to upload daily?? What is this magic
Thank you so much for the kind words! I'm so happy you enjoyed 😁 And my upload schedule is definitely a bit crazy, but it's also been super rewarding and challenging in a great way! Not sure how long I'll be able to sustain it but it's a lot of fun for now!
Thank you so much for the kind words! And used the Celestatone Plugin from here that's free: thecrowhillcompany.com/vaults-free-plugin/ It's an excellent suite of free high quality sounding instruments! ✨
holy crap you are so underrated! this definitely gives me some nostalgia. i seriously can't believe you only have 163 subscribers, it should honestly be 163k. :D
It feels very calming, almost nostalgic, like walking through a cave playing on a lone MC world. It's not entirely bad but you can't help but reminisce when it was a little more fun back then <3
This comment actually really means a lot because c418 is one of my biggest inspirations for music. By no means do I believe I'm as talented as him but I also think that shows a lot in my music. I often times have people tell me it sounds like it's from Minecraft and to me that's a huge compliment! Thank you so much for listening and sharing your thoughts, you're too kind! 🙂✨
Absolutely!! I'm all for people using my music for creative things as long as proper credit is given! And it means a lot that you enjoy my work enough to want to incorporate it into your own projects!
@@BobyTobii Happy to help! Here's a link to the high-quality version: www.mediafire.com/file/zkpvug469d446n5/liminial_high_quality_export.wav/file. Be sure to share updates on your game, it's super exciting stuff and I look forward to seeing it all come together! :)) ✨
Oh wow thanks for the compliment! ✨ I have no problems with people using my music so long as proper credit is given! I'd love to see what you create!! Thanks for listening, I hope to see you around in the future too!
This makes me feel like the feelings I shared with a girl on a school trip are truly real and magical. This beautiful piece of art helps magnify my emotions into something that really could come true. Maybe those fairytale love stories aren't so fake after all. Maybe I can feel that with this girl I care so much about. Thank you, North, so very much.
Wow thank you so much for this comment, it truly means a lot!! I'm so happy you could find my music relatable and Inspiring! I don't believe fairytale love stories are fake at all, and my own experience with my special someone influenced this entire track. I hope your story with your person continues to grow and bring you happiness and joy! Wishing you all the best friend, thanks for listening and commenting! ✨🖤
