cannot dress how i want cannot talk how i want cannot see how i want cannot be who i want easily done without you all like a rock just let me fall liberty spikes ill poke you all walking around an emptymall i feel like a dirty animal you make me lose all of my hope lost in my feelings i cannot cope
yeah bitch im a bully and i really fucking shouldn’t pull the drawstrings on my hoodie cigarette not no woody i’m insane i’m not a rookie vampire fang inside your juggy skateboard rolling without a body i got no gun but i somehow shot him i got no love but i somehow found it got some drugs sold it to tommy sometimes miss my dear old mommy but its life i cannot stop it gun to my brain forgot to cock it no bullet in my noggin i’ll maybe try again tomorrow pull up in my car and park it throw away the car keys in the lake is where they find me thats me i’m lucid im he
bet it when i fold the lust better when i sold the tuss love it when i feel the rush vampire i can’t see the sun i hate myself i dont like love fucked up from all the drugs standin on a balcony i’m lookin down up from above thinkin if its a good idea and maybe should i jump i’m not in a good place i’m feeling like a dunce i have no talents i can’t do any stunts castle peaking on my journey and my hunt crosshair on my head i see myself from above
bet it when i fold the lust better when i sold the tuss love it when i feel the rush vampire i can’t see the sun i hate myself i dont like love fucked up from all the drugs if im getting bloody atleast i wear a glove standin on a balcony i’m lookin down up from above thinkin if its a good idea and maybe should i jump i’m not in a good place i’m feeling like a dunce i have no talents i can’t do any stunts castle peaking on my journey and my hunt crosshair on my head i see myself from above
i’m reversed with my thoughts and i can’t let it cross my soul i went right back to the times that i spent thinkin bout a hoe all those nights i spent cryin i couldn’t take shit no mo, wanted to pull a trigger and let that shotgun blow film my death and i cant click post theres no fingers on a ghost once its done theres no way to come back home i wish i could try and save my soul but it vanished long ago all my blood is turnin cold from the nautical emotions i could stand with till i froze i’ve fallen over and dug a hole deep into the snow i like the temperature low leopards on the rocks nothing inside my skull
you put me through misery and i can’t tell if i wanted it i kept on trying to figure out if i needed this all the stress turned into bliss when i found out you proceeded with the feelings that were trapped inside bursted out when i first saw your eyes cauterized my wound within the pain slowly faded the heat from the burn turned innocent the flame turned back and looked at him left him looking at the ceiling fan wondering if it was real no one to snap him in his place his skin started turning ill see the white in his skin the warmth from her made him okay again the time has slowly dated if only he knew she would die for him.
barefoot on the traintracks hopin to myself i wont make it back thinkin why did i say that i guess time will tell the end is vacant so i will take that i guess i’ll steer from hell i know we tried it it never worked out but i am gone today i can not take it back hopin i will float away in my basement the pain wont go away i keep on thinkin why was i made this way
Welcome I never loved you Help me I wish I could trust you God please I need some love too Lonely Hearts Ripped apart Fallen from grace and we’re so parched But we are just sinners In a world so large Cruelty will only take us so far But you are the sheep who let it all happen (the world must action) No common sense Their heads are too dense So caught in their lavishes I only see savages Cold hearts No end Let’s part Dear friend What have we got to lose An offer you couldn’t refuse Hey I’m just spreading the news I say we got 50 years tops maybe just 2 since nuclear war will surely be given a shot
i establish new institutes i’m trying to get rid of you the times i have spent i need help i need help hoping insults will insulate society i cant find the energy inside of me unstated that i know that it hurts but i still wanna bleed baby i know that you’re all i need through the toxicity i will fight and i might collapse on the road to insanity i’m finding more anxiety highway to senilty searching for serenity im uncertain of the certainty required to be with me in love with the trinity my peace im surrendering
feelin under the weather recently i’m under stress i guess thats reasonably i’m finding my way through the different frequencies i reach into a hand thats holding out sunshine hoping when i die i will get an ascension praying to God can i get an extension? hoping i wont fall under extinction i establish new institutes i’m trying to get rid of you the times i have spent i need help i need help i establish new institutes i’m trying to get rid of you the times i have spent i need help i need help hoping insults will insulate society i cant find the energy inside of me unstated that i wanna bleed i wanna see i establish new institutes i’m trying to get rid of you the times i have spent i need help i need help
You ran to the midwest to escape what you called hell Trying to understand why you wasted two years time On a man who never loved you, never cared to treat you well All the trust in you is gone and the hole’s where you reside The signal isn’t very clear Static has clouded your mind since you were a kid You’re locked inside yourself as you drown in your own tears Hopeful eyes turned black reflections of what is hid within You ran to the midwest to escape what you called hell Trying to understand why you wasted two years time On a man who never loved you, never cared to treat you well All the trust in you is gone and the hole’s where you reside You ran to the midwest to escape what you called hell Trying to understand why you wasted two years time On a man who never loved you, never cared to treat you well All the trust in you is gone and the hole’s where you reside
Block me out, pretend you're perfect Beat myself down so all your words hurt less Saved your life while mine worsened In your eyes all I find’s a serpent Block me out, pretend you’re perfect Beat myself down so all your words hurt less Saved your life while mine worsened In your eyes all I find’s a serpent It’s crawled inside my head Slowly poisoning all I see In all this life I’ve lead I haven’t found what I’d call my dream It makes me feel like a worthless son So I satisfy the hurt with drugs Why do I feel I’m not deservin’ love? It breaks my heart and burns it up Block me out, pretend you're perfect Beat myself down so all your words hurt less Saved your life while mine worsened In your eyes all I find’s a serpent Block me out, pretend you’re perfect Beat myself down so all your words hurt less Saved your life while mine worsened In your eyes all I find’s a serpent I once was a man with my own purpose That was long ago when I was a whole person Everyone says I should do some soul searchin’ But every time I try (haha) it’s just not worth it Block me out, pretend you're perfect Beat myself down so all your words hurt less Saved your life while mine worsened In your eyes all I find’s a serpent
One more reason to give up on yourself Slowly drowning in your hell Living trapped inside a cell One more reason to give up on your goals Focus on your withered soul Warmth turned to a bitter cold One more reason to give up on yourself Slowly drowning in your hell Living trapped inside a cell One more reason to give up on your goals Focus on your withered soul Warmth turned to a bitter cold You don’t see how there could be an answer to Memories hounding you so you go and plan your doom And walk around the streets alone Fall sound asleep to those Thoughts of your hardships Living life as the target Even though you’re the victim Fell through cracks in the system All you want is assistance To help cope with remission From ungodly addictions Pains the cost of your vision Being clear enough to see what is and what isn’t One more reason to give up on yourself Slowly drowning in your hell Living trapped inside a cell One more reason to give up on your goals Focus on your withered soul Warmth turned to a bitter cold One more reason to give up on yourself Slowly drowning in your hell Living trapped inside a cell One more reason to give up on your goals Focus on your withered soul Warmth turned to a
Numb to people who still love you Confused, you’re still blind to what’s true Hide behind the mask you wear When it’s off, tell me who’s there? Is it you? Is it not? Is it you? Is it? Every day you’re out doing your best To find joy, need some new sources Hard to know when to give more or less Need a course correct soon before you’re left An empty shell void of a heart But you made the wrong choice from the start And feel now that you might fall apart But don’t lose hope for the light stalls the dark Numb to people who still love you Confused, you’re still blind to what’s true Hide behind the mask you wear When it’s off, tell me who’s there? Is it you? Is it not? Is it you? Is it? Numb to people who still love you Confused, you’re still blind to what’s true Hide behind the mask you wear When it’s off, tell me who’s there? Is it you? Is it not? Is it you? Is it?
Another cold beer drowning your imperfections ‘Nother whole year at war with the lessons Learned, recollectin’ hurt Misdirected, swerve Towards the edge of the earth Towards the ledge tempting you to jump Will it bring the restitution of a better you above All the things that we do in love Shatters truth into many pieces In a search to find out where the key is To healing yourself and repair the damage In plain sight but no one really cares to see it To find out where to begin and where we’re landin’ Become a slave to the cage we stand in To the rage and sadness, take away the passion Overplay our actions then betray our conscious And obey the toxins ‘til the day we’re coffins We’re the brides to our minds To the time we have life in this reality But many don’t see the joy just it’s lethality We’re the brides to our minds To the time we have life in this reality But many don’t see the joy just it’s lethality
