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My Dad is just being diagnosed with BPD in his 70s. Luckily I've had 20 years of therapy so have come a long way with myself. Knowing his diagnosis kind of accelerated my growth for a little while. I could fully forgive him which I'd never been able to do before. There was a lot of guilt born from resentment between us. I haven't really had a relationship with him for many years. I just wish we'd known his diagnosis when he was younger. Amazing video!
This was very helpful, an eye opening for me....I can see ,that some of my behaviour patterns, are linked to my earlier traumatic experiences from childhood ( my father died when I was 3 yrs old) ... Constantly trying to keep my mother happy... I became the clown in our little family... Now, I can see how it effected me, in my relationship with my husband ( soon to be ex...) Quite interesting...🤔 Thank you Tara 🙏🙏💫🩷
Ok.... you spoke of 9 and 4 not having the best relationship... 9 + 4 = 13 It's a karmic number.... the weight of this 4 personal year may feel very heavy for the Lp#9
That's a good point. I don't usually add them together but it's valid! In general terms, the 4 represents a no-nonsense, practical, and rather fixed trait, whereas the 9 thrives on more depth and expasion of opportunities, wisdom, and exploration. In general, they are quite polorized, yet can be beneficial if one can be open to harmonizing the opportunities presented.
Hi Kara ... this really found me as a complete confirmation of the past 5 years on a very specific Journey. I would love share, but it may be long and I was wondering if you have an email addy and if you would be open to that kind of comm. Thank you Rhonda
I've stayed in a toxic environment my whole life. It is vastly less toxic now than when I was younger but I can't stand for still being here with the ghosts of all the bad memories haunting me. So I withdrew my life savings and bought a Mercedes van to convert into a camper and to a new way of life! My initial plan was to take a pilgrimage 2000 kms to a place I felt most happy as a kid. It's in Queensland, Australia (Cape Hillsborough). It's a place where all the kangaroos, possums and wildlife were tame! I doubt they would still allow it but it was like a utopia for me as a 9 year old! The body keeps the score so I try to keep it healthy these days.
Exciting! I went through something very similar. And congratulations for investing into yourself and traveling back to a place with fond memories (beautiful!). It will be very healing and transformative 💛
Thanks! Please do a ♑️ vid. Hey, I can’t pay too much or else woman will really want to have it. But here’s a 5! Your ruler takes .4. So here’s a 3. 😊 No need to be afraid and look sad. It makes me a coward. 🙏
After you mentioned Jung, I decided to give you 30 minutes. You both love, and you hate. You aren’t positive, and you aren’t negative. And you allow the universe to exist.
You look young enough. Thousands of monetizable viewers? You know what to do. I’ll buy the starter ring. Now that I’ve decided, maybe I’ll also watch your vid.
Sounds a lot like a book I'm just finishing. 'The myth of normal' by Gabor mate, (trauma, illness and healing in a toxic culture.) It goes into a lot of depth of the manifestation of physical ailments from emotional pain. It has a lot of knowledge of healing in general.
I haven't heard of that book, but love gabor mate. This book is more medical and instructional. A dictionary with detailed analysis and expression of every body part, illness, ache, and pain, but I'm sure will correlate with similar studies and causation as the book you mentioned. Facinating stuff! Another good book is Body keeps the score by bessel van Der kolk . Excellent read
As per your understanding, which is the most powerful number 1 or 8. I mean which pinnacle is better for success, 1 pinnacle cycle or 8 pinnacle cycle ?
It all depends on how the person consciously works with either of these numbers. 1 and 8 are the most powerful but it doesn't guarantee success - one has to understand the strengths and challenges of both to fully align with the potential. For 1, a personal will need to work on their confidence, masculine archetype, and ability to follow through. For the 8, one will have to be balanced and align with their highest good and be cautious of fears or unconscious conditioning that can sabotage success.
Tara Kabatoff you seem gorgeous to me yes claver I could not concentrate on your video, YES we do have free well we have Democracy and Communism and other ways of living, Democracy is like wild life in the sense you are free to do what you like in any form, we have the power to learn and from that we are free to do, go, have and pursue anything even accidents, Communism is Democracy and into seems to do the same as Democracy because you wanted it and pursued it on your own due to your learning, we can not help to be free and do what we like in the universe which seems to have no end we have now prof, it is a twisted, frightening luck, destiny means you have one road only, yes, this universe has one road and that destiny looks like it is free to be endless in the sense of what ever, yes it is a not perfect maybe, and with our limited abilities like psychic powers, and creativity, psychic powers allows us to just feel and normal creativity allows you to go bound anything including feelings, a grand piano has only a certain number of key, people say piano music will come to a repetitive end one day NO with creative there is a endlessly deferent ways to play on note and tune or tunes, can feeling feel anything, can feelings feel magnetism? If psychic powers feel and see what is there it would produce and feel invisibility and express that and feel the non solidness there when something is there, I do not now what happens there, I also do not know if there is confusing turmoil with dangerous psychic powers, but I seem to see everyone understanding and liking the scary, famous painting with turmoil cold The Scream.
I wrote my own music for helping me 'wake up', change, see things inside myself etc. I've done almost 30 albums now. Here is a small sample... "One day you find the strength to make your will your own. No guilt, no crime, don't you cry, no shame to be who you are. One fool who cast his soul away." Rather than hide it away since its so personal I uploaded it all for the world to see. I don't have many fans but people do listen sometimes, it's a rollercoaster of a journey! (I release music under my name Brendan Hoffmann).
Was shot at gun point in the neck and bullets were stopped literally from killing me. It is a very aggressive stone!! I just took mine off today bc it will shift everything in your life and you will lose the people in your life that’s not suppose to be there. Not for everyone for sure 12:24
I originally commented on this with my summation on the topic before watching the video. I'm just so used to people being off on these things. But you're spot on. I think the final layer came to me this year. I have made a choice to change my life but it will take time to make it happen. The task to prepare for a new lifestyle is an industrious endeavor though. Just have to keep holding onto that original decision (to leave the nest after 43 years).
@brendanhoffmann8402 thank you 🙏 its quite a process, and I'm excited for you and have no doubt it will all fall into place as you're in a heightened place of awareness. Don't lose sight of that North star.
Some people have more free will than others. Some have mastered their will to power. Others are scientists who think being a good scientist makes them good philosophers (it doesn't).
Tara, what do you suggest about a 22 personal year in a 3rd cycle with a pinnacle number of 9, along with a 9 life path and 9 destiny number? Thank you for the video, just found your channel, I enjoyed the video. P.E.A.C.E.
I love your depth of knowledge with numerology! With a 22 personal year - some numerologists don't look at master numbers for personal years, rather the root number to gain specifics, which I also tend to learn towards. If you want, you could look at a 22 year as a master building year, a year to hone in on your intuition and emotional self while being diligent and hard working (also, not letting your emotions get in the way and facing every detail no matter how challenging or not with a keen eye and dedication). I would focus more on a personal year 4 to gain the most information but take into consideration what the 22 master number means and apply it accordingly. Next, with all these 9's (I'm also a LP 9), your greatest task at hand, especially in your 3rd cycle is going to be mastering the art of letting go - meaning, removing detachments to painful stories, anger, fear, the past, also the material world. You must master unconditional love and how to elevate beyond the material realm. You must master love vs suffering and the power of service, to help the evolution of humanity. I'm going to run a course soon, a little workshop on "AWAKENING THE 9" for this upcoming year 9 and for those with 9 in their chart as this is the most complex number of all. Keep an eye open for it, if you'd like to join!
How does chronic pain and suffering work with this? I've had chronic health issues since the age of three that has derailed so many plans and choices over the past 54 years. I've learned so much from that pain, but I am exhausted and ready to move on from this life. I feel that I am becoming a burden to my family.
@LauranceDraves great question. It does play into this and the unfortunate part of - we can't see what we don't know. Which is a byproduct of society and conditioning. I'm terribly sorry for your experience. I'll be going live tomorrow which I'll post a notification but you can also watch the replay , where I'll be discussing how we can truly heal ourselves through the unconscious beliefs and stored memories. Its an unfortunate part of society - we haven't been taught that our body is trying to work with us and it's a matter of seeing and releasing what our unconacous has been holding onto without our awareness. I am dedicating my time now to speak openly about this more often to help others , hopefully can help you too 🙏🙏 and never feel that you are a burden.
4:44 when I started watching this.😁 So yes, very mindful of health and healing, very pulling in my direction from spirit and Divinity, and best of all... Totally want cat. Because cat. ✨️🐈✨️♐️♈️♓️ Nothing but love, you✨️💜🙏💜✨️
Thank you as always for this sum up of the awakening process,conciousness process Tara. After all difficult times, still not out, still swimming through triggers...one thing I am sure that I accept my self as I am with room for higher vibes and my upcing lifechoice , whatever maybe, is from a place of consciousness and self love. Determinizm can be a collaborator not against us, if we trust in ourselves and the Universe and surrender,accept, embrace and not reject whatever we feel. This is my belief. Absolutely there is free choice,but when amd only we reach full consciousness. Cosmic order?Oh yes there is 100% Unfortunately thwre are many societies,countries not even free let aside being consciouss.... All this process of reaching full awareness, awakenign is easier said than done😂.❤ Sending hugs
Awakening is easier said than done! But so worth it. And remember, there's nothing wrong or bad with the difficult times. I feel we put a lot of pressure when facing the downtimes. Be gentle, it's a contrast to what will soon show :)
Appreciate this reading so much♈ thank you Tara 🙏 I do'nt know how to leave my comfort zone, more than I've already have...🤔 trying to see things from a higher perspectiv. You spoke about bottleneck, and that is exactly what I am feeling 😅 its like: " Come on! Bring it on!"💪...as if something big is about to happen.... Crazy feeling.. 🩷✨🤗
