rewatching this video (it's one of my comfort videos) and very much relating to the never ending school work because the online college program i'm starting is year round, there will truly almost never be a break
Sobriety is a gift from God .never feel ashamed for getting help . I got addicted to weed also . Wow that's my drug choice also smoking everyday many many times per day and alcohol but not every day
I come back to this video every few weeks. It’s so hard to stop, but this really helps. Thanks so much❤️❤️ Any advice for someone who is looking to build up their sober support system?
Getting so much closer to the stages of psychosis in numbness. So much Trauma one after another. I no longer feel good about having human emotions. It feels good to just go bot mode.
I know this is an old video now, but I honestly don't know what else to do. So basically my whole household knows about my anxiety and I've had panic attacks in front of most of them (which sometimes helped sometimes didn't) and my mum contacted my school and I have this card that lets me get out of lessons for a time out. And I feel like she's done so much for me already, as I was also diagnosed with a blood issue at the time too, but I don't feel like anything has really helped. I want to go to a proper doctor and get it properly diagnosed and so I can get help because I can't do it on my own and I don't want to load all of everything onto my family bc honestly it's not theirs to deal with just because I'm messed up. How should I approach my family on wanting more help without feeling like I'm a burden to them?
My mom understands my situation but my dad doesnt always forcing me to attend social gatherings where my relatives also taunt me and make fun of me. I have been avoiding them and I will whenever I can. I want to live my life my way
Having emotions is just useless,i remember when i was 13, emotions really hurted my past self to the point of hurting my own self,and people especially family won't care about it so nothing could change,so i became numb after being abused several times
Bruh Iam so hurt bc Iam crying over a dude I trusted I gave him my life I gave him my trust I gave him my heart and what hurts me the most we never dated he only played me and trick me into thinking somebody actually wanted me that somebody loves me but it all fell apart and what’s worst it to see him everyday and to see how her eyes made him forget all about mine .
The thing is I just can't find any real strong feelings anymore. I am sad. I realize this when I stay awake at night and have this feeling in my chest that I want to break down - but it just doesn't work. I'm so scared to lose this sort of "control" that I just can't let this feeling out anymore.
