I wasn't ready then, emotions too heavy when I was younger i would drink thinking I'd win You over, probably was better sober I told ya I'm sorry as you cried on my shoulder We could've died that night, or got pulled over Full of liquor and soda, you did it for me i know ya Loved me now as i look back because hindsights twenty twenty I'd find flights over little shit, and In my twenties Rarely have you in thought, i should've fought for us Like i fought for my clique, but somewhere i lost trust Unfortunate shit, because that's when i lost you I think of the past, no memories that I crossed you in You say so long after they say there was something in May You say i love you not, i say you all that i got I wanted to make you a queen, regardless of what other's thought He called you a ho, only time me and my brother almost fought Now i just want you back And i can't even act Like we don't go way back Only thing on my mind lately is you I'm 36 and all alone, can't even phone to my boo You married, and I carried this
Self-Introspection (freestyle) I'm blowing steam just from thinking bout my life Since I feel its not progressive I should channel what I like What I like is to write but I barely feel inspired All the pictures I've been painting are like art you won't admire So I'm clearly out space, there's no room for me to thrive Do I need an intervention from my lady to be fine.? Do I seek some recognition from these ladies to be fly.? I decide how they treat me so they'll never see me shy Who am I.? when nobody by my side When they looking from a distance and be planning when to strike With the hopes they catch me slipping, guess they wanna see me cry All these tears have really vanished my emotions love to hide I'm alive, but still a victim to your pride No humility or passion you too crooked to be mine What I know is very vivid you not easy to define Swear that leads to superstition no conclusions have arised🎯
Apologies in advance I know I’m talking out of hand You’d rather ask for favors from God than follow his plan And all them steady working double time to stop me where I stand They try to trip me up because I’m walking where they can’t I know I know I been MIA for the past few years I been outrunning my demons I hit the track new gears Im talking running division 1 and I made it there mama We made that step but how the fuck we gon take it from here Jesus Christ I feel so lost inside my head Without your body with me I feel lost inside my bed It’s not like You was ever here I’m used to sleeping alone But all this darkness in my heart that light I’m keeping it on You know you wrong for shit you said to me You know you wrong for what you did to me I should have done my best to not to let you get the best of me Cuz every time I tried to not to let that shit get to me It always got to me I was Depressed as fuck you ain’t even reach out to me Confessed your love to me the next day you ran out on me ”But look I’ve always loved you” - bitch dont even speak If you wasn’t with me at my lowest don’t you hit me at my peak I could spend a mill but will that bring my cousin back
Apparently the world wasn't ready for a Dr. King Taught me to achieve dreams all my peaceful means From a people's scream, to I can hear my people sing Of hardship making it today while facing evil things And evil dreams because I can't seem to have a good one I could run, I should run, for president and become The evidence we living in a new day and things change God renew our hearts and brains so we could do thangs Could bicker and argue, and slaughter over loose change Or make a way for our sons and daughters in this new age If they hate us, they hate us, if they love us they love us I ain't begging for acceptance I'm gonna fight for my brothers Only enslaved people, that broke free to be the king Without any help? Made it through suffering
Apparently the world wasn't ready for a Rosa parks She taught me to take a stand for what I hold close to heart Yeah we've been going through it sometimes good things fall apart But if the storms come then we pull it together like Noah's ark Tupac said he'd give the spark To that one in the dark So he can create a flame for change, so play your part I'm on the sidelines not living by guidelines Not realizing black lives matter too, at that sign I cried, I don't know why, I guess I felt special I guess all the stress from the past I had to let go Imagine me at fifteen getting beat by the police Then haunting this atmosphere of hatred, there will be no peace Because justice and peace come hand in hand Afghanistan? They here plotting on the black man Since back when they turned our communities to crack land And even got me addicted and depicted me as an ass man
