Ik she likes me back but she won’t respond to me and im getting worried bc she’s suicidal and it might be my fault she talked about being suicidal to me I’m just scared she killed herself and it’s my fault
Love is a puerile and maddening gestation that I will never receive. I am evil and corrupted, sick and despondent. If love is real, then I will stamp it out. It is easier to be hopeless than just hopelessly romantic.
15/6/2024, almost 2am i cant sleep at all even tho im really tired this playlist show up on my pages and it make me super deppressed cuz i used to listen this kind of stuff like 1/2 years ago cuz of my crush, used to be so madly inlove with her that i cant even sleep at all amd was too bz thinking and making up scenes abt her in my head 24/7...well short story she rejected me and that shit make me like madly deppressed for months and fyi i still crushing on her even tho she clearly doesnt likes me back and likes someone else rn.....
Chat what If instead of sitting around feeling sad for my self and being in love with the idea with love and daydreaming about love I go better my self and go looking for someone that gets me and like me for who i am
