It more than sucks if you are doing things like this. Is am sure you are now on the FBI's list of those to watch. You are lucky to have not been criminally charged. I do not like comedians. I like them even less when they do not do what is says on the packet. It gives yes men a bad name. All the men if they were is jail would be returned to sender as undelivered.
Yeah, you know what doesn’t make your life suck less? Watching as much SNL as it must have taken to make this clip. Case in point: the only way to make the show at all funny and watchable is do what you have done here - maximum 5-second long clips of random episodes and seasons. I feel for you. My life has sucked before too. And I’m moved that you’re still trying. But this is not the way to improve your situation. Put this same amount of energy into literally anything else and I guarantee it will turn around. Good luck. You’re braver and stronger than you think.
Stay tuned for my perfect comp: HR Pikins, Stefon, Pedro Pascal, David S Pumpkins, and What’s Wrong with Tanya?! I need to learn editing first but like I gotta throw my hat in the ring.