I'm Nick Bunyun. Originally from Romania, now residing in USA. I make funny commentaries, or at least attempt to. I LOVE BROWNIES! But I love Jesus more! :)
Holy shit, nick really feel off. Atleast he had some kind of gamesense and movement a few years ago. Now it feels like watching a silver that is in his prime.
11:10 who is he? A streamer with 20 viewers... i mean i love to watch Nick ,watched for years,but its been 5-7 years since his viewerrs decresed from 2-300 on twitch
Note for everyone who wants to place high in premiere, get a rating, then wait a week and lose it, then play again and do very well and win then you'll place several thousand higher. I started at 7k and basically stop playing because I was LEM in CSGO and didnt want to spend the time ranking up, then several months later played again and got 12k which was better but still not where i wanted. I then queued with friends who were 18k, which gave me a loss of -100 and a win of +600. Got to 16 doing that, stopped playing premiere again, played one more game weeks later and I'm now almost 20k. Games doo doo, love the vids nick, I'd love to play with you sometime :)
I had the same experience. Played premier after not touching csgo for months, got placed 10k, then I lost my rank, played with friends and got 17k. I was Supreme in CSGO
These kinds of teammates are exactly why I no longer play any ranked/comp fps games, too old 4 that shiz. Swift in Valorant once in a while is all I can handle and still from time to time I get some angry kid being average at best blaming everyone else for loosing.
Nick have you had your hormone levels checked? Just watched your video from the other day. Low testosterone can sometimes cause some anxiety and stuff. Worth a shot🤷♂️
Take care Nick - this too shall pass. I would suggest, come to a Third Would country filled with Poor and Hungry people. You might feel better after realizing how fortunate you are... BTW, you gained weight, loosing it should be a priority for you...
The only way of happiness is to be a muslim and to submit to your creator, you will feel the happiness when you prey and god will reward you now and after life
Hey old viewers! 2024 guy here to tell you that we got a completely new Counter Strike! You guys in the past don’t know what you’re missing! So far it’s been out for over a year and we’ve have no new content! The cheating problem that’s questionable in this video?? QUESTION NO MORE!! CS2 have VACnet 3.0 to ensure we still have cheaters in pretty much every game! What’s that? How’s CS2 different? What a dumb question! Here’s a simple answer for your small brains to comprehend! It’s no different! Aside from some new graphics and smokes, the games worse than anything you can imagine! So enjoy CSGO while it lasts, cuz it won’t last long…….im losing my fuckin mind.
Kratom got me out of my comfort Zone, i know its an Drug but its better than taking useless Antidepressants that shakes up all your Nervous System and fuck up your Libido, Mood and gives you Brain Zaps.
Hi Nick, I'm writing this from the perspective of someone who had frequent panic attacks, anxiety and severe DPDR and who is now cured. The only thing that worked was self-induced exposure therapy. From the Jungian psychological perspective, fear can only be transcended by boldness, it is the fear of fear itself which oftentimes manifests itself into your symptoms. Firstly, death lays at the heart of these biological responses. When we fear death, we fear life and when we fear life, we cease to live. You cannot live in this safe zone avoidance. Comfort and avoidance will make you get worse. What you must do is to face your fear head on. When you feel your symptoms, they must be embraced so strongly that you are practically bored of them. You must learn to love feeling anxiety and panic and in some way, be okay with the worst possible outcome unfolding as only then will your body, through pain, lessen the severity of these symptoms. You need to find a way to gradually expose yourself to these things you fear in a way that is manageable, ideally with a professional in a safe environment. With every anxiety inducing situation you willingly enter you will gradually adapt more and more. This is not an issue of your biology, you were built like this in order to survive. This is a learned behaviour, which probably was caused by a heavily anxiety inducing event at some point in your life. You must love and accept how you feel and in the face of this nightmare actively enter the unknown. Good luck to you sir. I believe wholeheartedly that you can and will overcome this and that one day you will be free.
Brother, we are together in this. Keep beleaving you can get out of this over time. Please do something about your body health too. I'm really curious about if you gave a chance to any physical activity over the past years? Don't tell me runinning on a treadmill gives you panic attacks too 😂 although I would believe it cuz panic is a bitch that transforms to a different forms and situations. I believe just running can heal you a bit over time. Move. Physycal effort releases all the goodies in the brain (dopamine, endorphine, seratonine etc.). It can make you more resilient over time. Start slow. Small steps. First walk fast,then incorporate it bit by bit. Realisation that you maneged to improve your health and your looks can perhaps boost your self-confidence and consequently imrpove how you feeI "in your own skin". I can understand your struggle as I experience similar situations, but to lesser extent. The overwhelming thoughts of feeling unfunctional and realisation of low life quality are a daily struggle I understand it. Don't give up! Ever. You deserve to be better!
Exercise! Right now Take small steps by exploring the house, exploring the garden and afterwards, nature. Do it first with your wife, than on facetime and after alone. Try reducing the meds coming weeks. And remember exercise!
Hey Nick, Im not a regular, but i i wanna say i used to be a good 9 - 10 years ago. I myself struggle with alot of mental problems currently, and am starting my own way of Therapy in about a month. Personally, ive watched a BUNCH of Dr. K (Healthygamer). and it already gave me a little more insight to what i COULD potentially have, or some techniques of working on myself already. I can only recommend his entire works, they are good stuff. A viewer
Hey Nick, I also deal with extremely severe anxiety and panic attacks. I had a period of time where I was lucky to go a day without one. Sadly I ended up in various mental health treatment facilities trying to get to the bottom of the debilitating anxiety. The reason I developed this anxiety was due to my chronic use of cannabis, which had rewired my brain. What had helped me was of course medication, which it sounds like you're one of the few people who had tried more than me. The medicine that really helped me was Buspar (buspirone). That is what I can attribute all of my help toward, and now I have about 85% less anxiety. Still trying other meds to get that last 15% with other meds, but keeping the Buspar there. I also tried Ketamine infusions, and Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS). For me the ketamine didn't work, and I did the TMS at the same time I was increasing my Buspar dose so I don't know how much of my progress was due to any TMS. (But I started Buspar well before TMS so I know the Buspar is a major factor in the help). Best of luck man, from one birthday buddy to another. I'm rooting for you <3
Seeing this name and hearing this voice had me kinda nostalgic, ngl. don't know why you're suddenly showing up on my feed again, but good to see you're still going!
I waited for your video for too long man.... don't let me wait again please... I absolutely love your content! I need to make a confession - during that co co era, I gained like a million kg, I felt like a worst worm in the world, but I SWEAR ON GOD, your videos kept telling me that a good person can go far in life, and I was jealous of you... I admit it... I was a good person as well but I had it all bad... Please man, keep it up, you don't even have a remote idea how many people are waiting for your videos... you are so far away from being unproductive... much love my friend! Greetings from the Balkans <3 one more thing, let's make this video THE NADE THAT SAVED YOUR LIFE <3
Hey Nick I've been watching you for years and wanted to say you've made it this far and done so many great things you are capable of whatever you put your mind to, I am really proud of you for voicing how you feel it takes a lot of strength.
