Welcome my lovelies to my RU-vid! Here you will find all things from fashion, beauty to vlogs sharing raw mum life, living with a chronic illness and my struggles with mental health
I have depression and anxiety i have almost ended my life but i had a change of mind because i though about my family and my friends if i did it but i stoped i asked for help i am still alive to this day
I feel your pain..first shock but after realizing he is not here anymore the pain surrounds your soul deeply..Feeling guilty with sorrow is the hardest one..I wish I could have saved him..I couldn't...that's unbearable..It's been 4 months for me and struggle to live..Even i have a daughter and parents,it's so hard..I wish our brothers are in heaven waiting for us to hug them..i pray every day to meet him...I pray every day heaven for him..I cry out every day..I believe God will help us...Pray is my therapy but it's still hard..very hard..
I feel your pain I lost my brother on 01/01/2021 he struggled with his mental health he got refused help because it wasn’t Covid related so many unanswered questions
It’s funny how even when you know someone is going through something and tell that person, they don’t actually care until they take their life and even if they say they do, they don’t convey it
Hi. So Sorry about your brother. This is so long after you posted this video. But i have attemted suicide many times from a loaded gun to standing near 60mph traffic just waiting for a truck to rush by and jump in front of. I hope you are finding ways to cure your pain and move on with your son and family
mine just came 10 mins ago. got the primer and the plump and gloss.. no lipsticks because I don't wear any but ,trying soon 👌 it has worked on you . can see it very clearly 👌👌👌
I won't stay here again,I booked a signature caravan it was infested with flies it was so unbelievable,we couldn't cook any food we couldn't eat in the caravan,we went to the reception all we got was the caravan had be cleaned as we was there we over heard another couple complaining about the same issue,we spoke to a neighbour an they had the same issue,we spent 4 days just living in the bedroom luckily it had an on suite.if I had have brought my grandchildren I would have left straight away.i won't be going back 26:42
Please your child should still be in a 3 point harness in his car seat. That belt will do absolutely nothing if your in a car crash, this isnt hate i just couldnt continue this video without letting you know
I lost my brother on the 19 at the age of 23 I always told him I would be there to protect when he was home not away from me I can’t stand the pain I’ve been reaching my breaking point
I'm sorry for your loss I actually lost my brother 2 months ago just less than a week before christmas it was harder on his girlfriend and son tho I still miss him
You can't force anyone to see a therapist. The hospital can only do so much, especially for someone who is a legal adult. The hospital can't release medical information without the patient's permission. The staff at a hospital can delay the release of someone so others have a chance to talk to them and/or the patient changes their mind. Over the years there have been so many lawsuits against hospitals for holding patients against their will. Even if it's to keep them from trying to kill themselves because it's their body and they gave a right to do whatever they want so long as they don't hurt others. Due to these lawsuits...hospitals have no legal right to keep someone unless they think they aren't sane. It is so sad. I can't imagine what you are going through as a family. Just remember what you were saying throughout, talk to one another. Especially now. They have family therapy, which you can do in person, on the phone, or virtually. I am so grateful for my mother. She made me go to therapy. I assumed that if I saw a therapist that meant I was crazy. I knew I wasn't, so I didn't want to. But after all these years and seeing the warning signs for someone who is suicidal, which I fit into, I will do whatever it takes to get better and not be another statistic. It is scary seeing how similar my thoughts are... I guess I ramble too
Im sorry for your loss😔😔💔💔 it should not be a thing to feel like you can take your own life because of depression i wish everyone had good healthy and happy lifes....😔
I lost my brother to suicide 8 years ago. As u said, it truly was the worst day of my life. My brother loved life. He was very into his religion and he was the last person we thought would ever do this. He loved his daughters and loved to help whoever he could. He loved to sing, dance and just hang out with everyone. I guess u really do not know what is going on in someone's head. He was my best friend, and now I just feel alone. I truly feel that when he died, a part of me died. A part of my family died. I keep going over that day all the time. There are times I think of ways I could have saved him. When the anniversary comes, I start to panic. I feel like I have to go over there and stop him. It's an ongoing nightmare. My mom cries almost every day, my dad has been quiet since then, his 2 daughters miss him so much and I find myself crying just knowing he is gone forever. My family will never been the same since that day. The pain never goes away. Personally, I feel guilty that I was not there for him, that I could not help him. That I cannot hug him and tell him I love him one last time. He sometimes shows up in my dreams. Not for long, but just stops by just to say hi. I am so happy to see him. But when I wake up, the realization hits me. And I just cry. I am so sorry for your loss. Like u said, if anyone is thinking about doing this, PLEASE SEEK HELP. Your life is so precious. U only get one, and u have come so far. U do not realize how much pain u leave behind. Talk to your parents, talk to anyone. Please. My brother is gone forever, please talk to someone. It's not worth it. Things may seem bad now, but u have an amazing future ahead of u.
You are stunning! I don't think most of the choices really did you justice. I liked the white body suit. (With at least one button unbuttoned.) The white dress.... it would be georgous as a sweater, but I wasn't a fan for it as a dress. I'll have to check out more of your videos.
