"I don't really care for somebody else. Your the only one I like." I'm so hurt I'm so fucking hurt that she left. I've been hurt I've been in love before this is new. This pain won't go away. I been feeling pain for so long. Why does nobody love me? Why did my family stop loving me? Why did I grow up in foster care and why was my dad gone for all those years. Why did my mom hit me that day? why does my stepmom only text once every few months to act like she cares before it turns into an interrogation about my blood parents? Why did I relapse? The love of my life hit me why did I react like that? What happened the last few days I can't remember? What happened to my friends I though that those where my BEST friends. Oh your life sucks. Fuc.. you. Why do I not care? Why can't I show any sympathy fr? Homeless guy ask for a dollar it's no my bad, I gotta card bro. even if I got a rak in my pocket. What TF is wrong with me tho? Why my little brother gotta see me like this? I get so fucked up sometimes weeks go missing. I been homeless more than a few years of my life even as a kid. I caught charges at 14 years old went on the run got put on house arrest 3 times and spent 8 months in a level 2 GRAM. (ifykyk Floridians) Who thinks that their life is fucked up? Last time I slept in a real bed was 4 years ago in a hotel. They say oh just get a job, just do it for yourself, blah blah fuc.. blah. I'm supposed to be on meds for over a year and I don't know how to even make a doctor's appointment. Nobody cares. Dentist appointment? Nope. Theirpist?; I do drugs and talk to myself for hours, or I talk to other homeless dudes and that's my therapy. I just wish I could remember the days that go missing. I have too many bad thoughts to let my brain just take over and become a fuc.in animal. Whoever cares to read this welp sorry if you have new mental challenges but if you think your life's bad go sleep in a dumpster fr.
i wish i had a friend like this but im alone and ice lived that way and i will die the same way so why not speed up the process this comment will get lost in the 1000s of comments so even if it will be surrounded it will always be alone just like me
I'll talk to you about anxiety sometimes the burden feels lighter if you have a exit plan somewhere to go a plan b misery loves company so depression usually follows we see the world is damaged and hurt people always give attention to the bad the news the media but there is good out there real people stick around for a while
W for thems who ha’s a stewie in their life for me it’s my little brother sometimes I feel like really down and just had this though aloud about killing my self to be in piece r some thing and he went like and them what would I do ur the only one who I really love ur my basketball partner u can’t leave me alone and I just couldn’t think of that anymore even as a joke love that little guy with my life he’s my only reason I’m still standing to be honest
Lately i been feeling really down like i have my days where i wanna be happy but something in me just dont let me be happy im on the egde again idk what to do i know i hae people who loves me but i feel like no one understands me fully like i just wanna go to sleep forever and never wake back up i really do try to find purpose in my life i really dont see one 🥺😢😢😢💯💯💯💯💯 guys its getting hard again idk wha to do this timee around
I didn't buy my first gun until after my best friend committed suicide. Before it seemed like it would be too easy , but now I know I can't do that. Id rather live in misery than put my family through that .
Good luck people I might lose this battle but you got this. Love yall and remember if you have friends they will save you. Don't give yourself to one person have friends
I find it touching that stewie means what he said. In an episode, Brian dies and Stewie is the only one who couldn't move on. So much so that he rewinded time to save him, despite letting go of the new dog his family got.
