It doesnt really bother me but it kinda does and i think about it a lot but it only happened once and it feels like it doesnt count but it feels like it does. Is this normal?
Listen, I know it might feel like it’s not important or not as important or as bad as something someone else has gone through. Trust me it is. Just because someone has gone though something worse doesn’t mean yours isn’t important anymore. Doesn’t matter how long ago or how many times it’s still important and still counts. Don’t feel ashamed for being bothered, it can look differently for everyone. Never compare yourself to someone else.
Honestly if he one of would have went through better stuff in his life he might have not been such a bad person if you think about this people want to do bad things and pretend to be bad people because of their life trauma