tthere was this song, poison tree, friend who supported me. ive gone through semi psychosis which led to depersonalisation, depression and anxiety. i hope everyone who are now under illusion of depression will get better.
POV: Its the first day of summer break, 9:30 pm, with the fan and AC on to beat the heat. Sitting and reflecting on memories you've made over the years and whats to come. Knowing you wont be a kid ever again, but hopeful for the next chapter.
Im at the corner in an invisible chamber. Everyone is looking at me trying to reach to me but i dont know how to reach to them. Now Everyone thinks im bad and selfish bc of this invisible chamber of my feelings. I want to get out but dont know how to, Everyone cant see that. ~belo
This song reminds me of my ex who I’m still living with atm while she figures things out. I remember listening to the OG unedited version months ago. It hit me so hard when I realized that she was absolutely infatuated and obsessed with me. I cried so hard for her, because I knew I couldn’t be what her mind is telling her I am. We’re okay now. Just distance , space, trust, and grace. I love you K. You’re the best thing to ever happen to me.
Hopefully I will get with her, Cole back in 3 months and tell me how will it go and use this as a timeframe as today was the firstl time you properly met her and went out with her
My power to relive the imaginary world i made for myself that was soon ruined by some people, which made me become extremely emotional and a people pleaser is slowly coming back because of the better times
This long makes me so sad but happy at the same time because it reminds me of my now pet bird that was being mistreated by my science teacher, it seemed like I was the only one who cared about how the bird felt because whenever I tried to tell people he’s boarder-line abusing his bird, they would just laugh at me or just tell me “it’s not that serious its just a bird..” but I’m glad I didn’t listen to the people that were telling me animal abuse wasn’t serious. He has a big cage, many people that love him, and his own lover now. He’s been happier than ever before :)
Thank you so dearly for this film. I play this exact video on loop so many times, I listen to it after months of having it in my playlist, the video on screen and the version of this music is such a good combination and I love to bathe in the energy and lightness of it. I truly thank you for creating this and existing. ❤️ Edit, 4-4-2024; that was so corny, but I came back to this exact video after hearing this song on tiktok, it's so nostalgic man, it gives me so many memories and always brings a smile to my face. I just have to pause and sigh adoringly, because this song means so much to me. Its so loving. Hehehehe <3
FINALLY A VERSIOU WITH OUT THAT ANNOYING GIRL WHO SOUNDS LIKE EVERYONE'S INSECURE EX WHO ALWAYS ASSUMES UR CHEATING WHEN SHE THE REAL CHEATER ALL ALONG. MY EX SOUNDED LIKE THAT GIRL AND I HATED THIS SONG, UNTIL I HEARD THIS EDIT. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING THIS SONG FEEL SAFE FOR ME AGAIN IT IS MY GO TO TRAUMA CORE SONG
this version sounds like the first week of college. the first night in your freezing dorm realizing that you’re on your own now. the first time you leave for class, feeling like you’re forgetting something or doing something wrong because your parents aren’t there to tell you, “see you this afternoon.” it feels like rushing into a new experience while being terrified, but excited for what the future holds. this sped up version unlocks those memories.
change is hard to adapt to and understand. but i hope you've adjusted- be hopeful for the future my friend, because of the things it has planned for you
I‘m 14 now I live in Switzerland and here isn’t something like a high school here you have to go to work with 15 in 8 months I have to go to work and I’m not ready for it yet
listening to this on my lonely new years. so many parties happening from my school but i wasnt invited to any, im over here crying in my bedroom because no one took me out to celebrate the new years. not even my closest friend decided to text me happy new years.
i feel so sorry for you. i've been through almost the same stuff as you i know it's hard . that is not your friend . find yourself brother/sister . i wish you a great life <3. you only have one so make the best of it.
I made a song called way back that sampled this produced by sachy and ever since I found the og song I can’t ever get the melody out my head it’s so beautiful
This version gives me so different emotions than the normal one. Like when you started another chapter of your life where you discover more & more things and seeing everything from a more optimistic perspective.
Thanking Yves everyday for making this song 🙏✝️ it's a blessing and makes me think of My Nan and Grandad 🕊️❤️✨ I'll forever miss them, hopefully see them again soon
There is nothing you "did" to "deserve" whatever is going on with you, you are one alongside countless creatures across the universe experiencing pain, this pain is temporary and you're not alone
