It doesn't gt better tho ur heart still bleeds an this kinda pain neva heals , neva eases up, neva gts better it lives in u an ur heart everyday . Everyday is a struggle cryin inside so nobody hears or sees ur pain emptiness, an loneliness missin the 1s u love dearly 💔 😢. Perfect Song Lewis is the gr8est I love adore an Cherish him so much . He reasonates 4 me w/ every song he sings grabs my heart I. A special way . LEWIS I THANK U W/ ALL MY HOLY HEART 4 GOD BLESSIN U 2 US AN AN SENDIN US THE BEST THER EVA WAS 2 HELP US BECOME STRONG BUT NEVA 4GETTIN THOSE WE CRY 4 . LOVE U LEWIS, STAY STRONG 💪. HEALTH 2 U CUTIE 💓 😘 💋 😘 💋 🫂 💔💯✅️🤍🧸🤍🌹
There is hope and there is change that can heal the sick and to please all in need of being satisfied it's amazing what faith Can do for all in need ❤️
This is how Jesus felt when he was dragging the fated hour the dragging of that cross he couldn’t believe all he did and die after all his blessings because he said no money well I come again and I say no money will you hang me on the cross again
Hey, Nate, how's life?" I don't know, it's alright I've been dealin' with some things like every human being And really didn't sleep much last night (last night) "I'm sorry", that's fine I just think I need a little me time I just think I need a little free time Little break from the shows and the bus rides (bus rides), yeah Last year I had a breakdown Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost gettin' too loud Had to see a therapist, then I found out Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house Yeah, I started thinkin' maybe I should move out You know, pack my cart, take a new route Clean up my yard, get the noose out Hang up my heart, let it air out (air out) I've been searchin' "What does that mean, Nate?" I've been learning Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin' my burdens Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect Lookin' at the view like, this concerns me Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry And things might hurt me It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey (but hey) It's worth it, though Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats Been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code Pretty vivid, I admit it, I'm in classic mode Don't need pity given to me, but I can't condone Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? (You seen it?) Been makin' a whole lot of changes Wrote a song about that, you should play it I get scared when I walk on these stages I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah That's when I start to get anxious That's when my thoughts can be dangerous That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred Forget what I'm saying, and Where'd the beat go? Oh, ain't that somethin'? Drums came in, you ain't see that comin' Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin' Got a taste of the fame, had to pump my stomach Throw it back up like I don't want it Wipe my face, clean up my vomit OCD, tryna push my buttons I said don't touch it, now y'all done it I can be critical, never typical Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal Intimate, but never political, pretty visual Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it, though You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic, it's beautiful Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos (videos, videos, videos) Yeah, the sales can rise Doesn't mean much though when your health declines See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies Try to hold it underwater but it always survives Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay? Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great You'll never be great, not because you're not, but the hate Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith (woo!) I am developin', take a look at the benefits Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence Pretty evident, dependable can never be tentative I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine Pretty elegant, but not afraid to tell you to get a grip Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah (ah) It's that time again Better grab your balloons and invite your friends Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big On a road right now that I can't predict Tell me, "Tone that down, " but I can't resist Y'all know that sound, better raise your fist The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh
Things are horrible 😞 I really don't want to believe I have bipolar I have a job I truly hate going to I don't know what's going on half the time om my life I have four kids and it like my 20s I was high jacked I went through so much stuff now I'm 33 and I just looking at my life and how much I messed it up having kids I can't see or take care fully the moms that raise them everyday and have them in school 💔 like wtf have I done to my self i used to think I have everything under control
In my mind, I feel the need to bind, My emotions that are hard to find. I search for hope, (a lifeline,) Before I'm left hanging on a rope (a rope's twine.) little do you know, The real emotions within my soul that grow that i never show I want this shit to stop going on in my head before I'm found dead but can death be an escape to the inner pain i feel? will i ever heal? i do feel this way and sadly its fucking real (this is something i wrote as a 14 year old)
My daughter died from an overdose 4 and a half years ago. I'm so Broken! This is such a Beautiful sad song that touches my soul! I think about my baby girl when I listen to it. 😢💔
Hello my love prince Hamad bn faisal babay been angel I want you so much that better my love prince Hamad bn faisal babay been angel Good working today my sweet heart prince Hamad bn faisal babay been angel what you holiday okay I love you so much prince Hamad bn my love king faisal babay been angel May love faisal babay been angel ❤
Hello my love prince Hamad bn faisal babay been angel happy holiday have you nice day I love you so much allah bless banglades my self my love prince Hamad bn faisal babay been angel you happy in okay
Sorry Rica for pulling the rug from under you thank you Jesus for letting me know her he be blessed with health and wealth thanks a lot for letting me know maybe I'll say hi again and give her a small kiss if I see her again who knows only Jesus Christ knows❤
This emotional sulking has is place but this to has come to pass. What your path, what's your purpose, what's your service. Let's go! Your not helping your self or anybody else by staying stuck. That's not your story. You have to participate in your rescue. Let's go!
