I don't wanna share the space I don't wanna force a smile This one girl taps my insecurities Don't know if it's real or if I'm spiraling One voice tells me that they laugh George says I'm just paranoid Says he just don't see it, he's so naive I'm embarrassed to have it, but need the sympathy 'Cause I couldn't even be her if I tried I'm opposite, I'm on the other side I feel all these feelings I can't control Oh no, don't know why All this sympathy is just a knife Why I can't even grit my teeth and lie? I feel all these feelings I can't control Oh no, don't know Why I wanna buy a gun? Why I wanna shoot myself? Volatile at war with my dialogue I'd say that there was a God if they could stop this Wild voice tearing me apart I'm so apprehensive now Don't wanna see her backstage at my boyfriend's show Fingers crossed behind my back I hope they break up quick 'Cause I couldn't even be her if I tried I'm opposite, I'm on the other side I feel all these feelings I can't control Oh no, don't know why All this sympathy is just a knife Why I can't even grit my teeth and lie? I feel all these feelings I can't control (oh no) All this sympathy is just a knife All this sympathy is just a knife All this sympathy is just a knife Yeah, all this sympathy is just a knife Oh no, oh no Why is all this sympathy a fucking knife? Yeah, all this sympathy is just a knife Couldn't even be her if I tried Oh no, oh no
<lyrics> Nothing hurts like you do, like the way you say I love you Leave the room half undressed, I'm saying prayers through a throttled neck Come into the room and make me cry all over again You come in so hard, gore me through the heart Just another day and you'll still tell me you're healing See it on your face, you won't ever change in your ways Shed your knuckle velvet, torn on my teeth When you're torn apart, you'll destroy me again Bleeding out on your sleeve, you kill me any way but softly With all your crying like you did that first night I made you spend on your own You're such a child and you know it Nothing in my heart is hoping you'll come back Too cold to know what I don't have without you, no Without you Every drop of blood is love I don't get back Bated to take the love that I gave away to save you
