Perfect theme for contemplating one’s place in life, especially when you desire nothingness, or feel hopeless. Thank you Miura for this hero’s journey and Susumu for this composition, and thank for this edit means a lot more than you’d think
I need to stop drinking. I need to stop smoking. I need to stop watching pornography. I need to stop comparing myself to others. I need to stop being insecure. I need to stop trying to change things that cannot he changed. I need to stop spending my hard earned money on things of little importance. I need to stop acting on impulse. I need to stop letting anxiety ruin me. I need to stop hoping to die. I need to forgive myself. And forgive those who have wronged me. I just can’t.
hey my friend, i'm so sorry for the delay irl is a bit busy right now but i did it but i think it still a bit dull rn because i'm still trying to understand and try to convey the real tune-feel of the song. i hope i could upload it soon. again, i'm so sorry to kept you waiting
behold, my magnum opus from my old channel but to be honest, I'm really really fond of this music especially how it fits with Rei Ayanami's struggle and life. It's just so captivating and melancholic enough to make you somehow wonder like Rei's do "what am i?" "who am i" "What is the purpose of my life?" etc etc. The existensial crisis and craving of self love with the help of others really portrayed very well in this music I'm a nobody, but if you're struggling, please keep in mind that no matter how hard it gets, peace will come. you are loved, whether by someone else, by ants that you avoid stepping by, or by plants that you decide not to pluck their flowers, or even by yourself. life, is harsh. but that's what makes it beautiful, doesn't it?
@@uggabanee so agree with your statement. we couldn't comprehend, heck, wouldn't even know what is light, if there is no dark to begin with. all things come without being heavier on one-side all things must balance no pain, no gain no dark, no light no rain, no rainbow and yes, no struggle, there will be no success thanks for reminding me, hope you have a wonderful days out there ....
I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain.
Indeed, My friend. But it's those fleeting moments that make life beautiful and worth cherishing. Because sometimes, the most precious memories are the ones we're least expecting. Anyway I'm glad you found something resonates with you. It's always nice to connect with others.
at the very last, i decided to make slowed and reverb song again and i tell you... it's pretty good to be back what a non-chalant feeling i have right now
@@moxybunny my guy you sounds so eager for me to make more! XD Anyway, did you want me to make something for you? i kinda bumped and like confused, because i haven't decided what music I'm gonna edit yet
I read through 376 chapters of the berserk manga with this music as the background and it made reading the manga 10x better (Highly recommend reading the manga, it changed me as a person)
Today a girl in my College class tried to be with me. I told her we could not. First of all because she would never be mine it would only be my turn. Furthermore, it would be really awkward because we study in the same class and even if I did not develop any feelings for her it would be weird. Told her I could not be with her , she agreed and then I backed away. Now her friends seem pissed with me and she seems too. Fuck all this. I know I made the right choice. She wasn't even good for me to begin with. Sometimes being like guts is doing what you think is right no matter how difficult it might be. Good night my brothers. Stay safe.
good night for you too, brother well, things can go wrong even if we did right or vice versa. but what's the matter most is, we are doing for the best for us everyone around us. stay safe, you too
I'm really glad the series gives you strength, my man. Remember, you're not alone... keep fighting and moving forward, just like Guts. We're all in this together.
fellow skyrim player here, too and without a doubt I'm agreeing with you 🤣 it's perfect for rainy days on a walk outside the city or in the bright night at a random camp
Some of my favorite parts of Berserk is in the first three volumes where we see Guts getting emotional for a second, even after killing apostles. Each time he kills one he gets more and more sad about it, until eventually when he kills the big slug man, Theresia’s father, and cries after. Goes to show that Guts isn’t just a “badass guy with big sword”, he’s so much more human.