I feel a hole inside of me not longing for attention but for some guidance. Doing everything alone is difficult, and I have huge plans I'll have to achieve all on my own. I'm always anxious for words of guidance, but yeah, some attention is nice too, nobody gives me space to build real connections, even when I try to show some vulnerability in order to try to create some connection, no one is emotionally available these days and it's frustrating... I just want to share experiences and exchange ideas, etc. But people are never available...
I never understood what I represent to you: am I just a piece of inspiration? Am I someone who you have to try to save because you know how losing someone is hard? Or maybe I'm just a burden... Or am I someone who fills some gap in your soul (even only a little bit)? Why are you still here?? I miss having someone in my life, I know I'm old but I've never had anyone who was wise, clever and also patient enough to give me some guidance, someone who saw me so to take Into account what my motives and aspirations are... I don't have that person in my life. you, this (whatever this is) fills the gap, even for a little bit... But on the other hand, it's frustrating because that was never the way I wanted things to happen... I wanted someone to sit down and take a coffee, to go for a walk and talk about life, to watch a play... Human connection, which I know I'll never have with you.
This is so pretty and comfortable. I love this playlist, this type of songs make my heart wanna dance Can be a strange way to describe this feeling, but is the better I found I always return here to study, read and write
Restless" has torn me to pieces. I'm writing a horror book, but it's also "a love story" - that's the title of the last chapter: "A Love Story" - because it's a tragedy. This is a very brutal criminal story, but it's also a tragedy, a love story.
"The music flows through the heart and to the soul.. Unfortunately, the soul that hears it is broken and faded. Only the darkness of songs can bring on light into the faded soul... There may only be a twinge of hope or light, but it's there... Calling through the darkness of the bodies and calling through the faded mind of those who listen... Shall anybody hear the calls of the light or will is go out like a ember from a raging fire on a stormy and unpleasant day...? No one shall ever know or see..."
You are a truly wonderful musician, and I found this piece sitting on the throne of my feelings and entering my heart without permission, as if my heart left the door open for it to receive it. Please continue in this manner, always publishing these elegant pieces with success.🙏👌👍
Hi! Could you please email me at invadableharmony@gmail.com with more details about how you’d like to use the music? I’ll get back to you once I have a better idea :)
I just learned this song for my favorite holiday aka Halloween Yes it's only September but its the spooky season for me 😂 This song is so pretty as always!
The part of you which eternally dwells in the past, yet defines your every waking moment in the present. The part of you which is always far away, yet lives at your center. That's what I hear in this piece.
A soul is the possession of The Spirit living in a dirt body. It is of 3 parts: The Mind, The Will, The Emotions. The Thinker. The Chooser. The Feeler. I suppose it’s pieces of any size - as long as it’s smaller than the whole- of The Mind, The Will, The Emotions. To me, it implies decay or death of some kind. As an artist, as a human, I find beauty in decay often as well as what “breaks” away or even what is left of something. But as a Christ- tian, I have no agreement with Death. However, God Loves The Remnant- He’s COUNTING on Them. 💜✋🏻🥄👑
