Hey, don't feel too down about the lack of love in your life. I'm 19 and have never gone on a date, had anything romantic happen ever, nothing at all. It's more than okay to stay single. Just keep being awesome
I used some tutorials and some sample packs I found full of 808's, Kicks, and snares, if it is a bit difficult to make amens then there's no hard feelings to use one that's programmed already :3