Documenting my 30’s 🫶 ✨embracing slow living as working,first-time mama, bilingual parenting in Nashville 🌿Sharing heartwarming moments and personal reflections
so you’re telling me.. i used to be a Christian and i respect your opinion im just seriously trying to understand. me getting sa’d at 12 and being told to kms multiple times is part of his plan?
@@Mmvampires I was shooting more at how there were things I wanted to so badly and it just didn’t go my way. I also knew deep in my intuition and spiritual discernment that some paths I chose were just not what God wanted. When he would say “No” I later realized why. When he said “Go” when I didn’t want to, I later realized why, when he would say “wait” and I didn’t want to wait , I later realized why. When he would say “get up” and I didn’t want to get up” I later realized why. When I lost a job randomly, when I lost baby when I really wanted it to make it, when I was undocumented and couldn’t get any help, and countless things that just were what I had planned, I later realized why, and how it was all part of the plan to grow me, to strengthen me, to make meaning and purpose out of it. To have story and testimony to tell others. There have been things like people taking advantage of me, not having a dad, having men in my life that did ungodly things to me, I never knew why these circumstances were granted to me. God never wanted me to be in pain. He never made these things happen, but we live in a world that isn’t governed by God, even though he created it. And when things are thrown our way, God always provided a way out. Feelings have always been fleeting. Many times I chose to be sad, I didn’t want to get better, I didn’t want to do what I knew I should, but once I got fed up feeling sorry for myself, I finally decided that with the power of the Holy Spirit, I can overcome feelings and not let them control me. I’m human and I still feel a lot! But I’m more experienced now, and have seen God at the end of each tunnel, in everything he has been the light. He is always there. So now when things happen or I feel things, I just tell myself, “dude I know how this story ends” 🤭 I’ll be ok. Idk if any of that resonates with you.
Girl Ik how it feels you should keep doing this RU-vid channel! I promise you I will be with you as you soon hit 1 mil! Keep up the GREAT work and don’t give up! 😊
I really needed this though. I constantly need to remind myself to slow down. I feel the need to always be busy just to feel like I am contributing into something. Thank you for this 🫶🏼
The reason your G7x Mark II is filming like this is 1. the lens is dirty (the blotch on the mid right side of the screen) which is causing that blooming effect with the light. 2. You should look into focusing the camera before filming the scene as I noticed a lot of the time when the video is lower quality despite being 1080p is because the camera is unfocused. Hope this helps with the problems you mentioned in a previous comment 😁
@@brandoats if only knew how to focus 🤭🤭🤭 dude I know nothing. But thanks for these comments. It’s a great start. I’ll def look into cleaning the lens and focusing too. I think I have auto so it auto focuses as I move
@@alliestarkweather Auto focus on these cameras aren't known to be great, I'd recommend switching to manual focus after getting a shot down. As long as you stay a consistent distance from the camera it'll always be in focus 👍
needed this… sometimes i get so busy with wanting to create quotes and fulfill orders but then i get so overwhelmed with chores and overstimulated with malcolm wanting me just to sit with him.i try to get out of the house to bond with my baby. ♥️
this is so real. so many things demanding our attention. Im choosing to tune into whats more important. i know that's hard when a clean house helps our sanity, but sometimes its just gotta wait lol its gunna be messy anyway in the next hour lol you know
@@stassi224 it’s always been one of my favorite things to do. I did it with my baby sister. And now she loves just sitting on the porch with me with a big bowl of cut up fresh fruit
