Great sermon indeed. Not by my works but by the grace of God am Blessed. Such a filthy and dirty person like Tamar, am blessed. Not by works like Esau but by the grace of Jesus.
I'm always so thankful wherever I listen to the true word of God from this true servant of God. It is from him I learnt how all my sins were washed away.
My heart is very difficult, Im feeling shy to share my heart to our pastor too. Im dealing with myself which led me to more and more destruction to myself. Im lost trying to figure out what to do, whether to focus on my career or live for the gospel or my family . As a person, who comes from a very poor family, I just can't abandon my family. Sometimes I just wanna end my live too.
