I am begging you not to trust God 😢 all you sad and broken hearts. God enjoys your suffering. He is a fraud and a liar. A sinmer after his own definition. I am allowed to say this because this is exactly what I experienced, like so many others. I am currently writing a book about dissolving just to warn people. People come to Christ because they are in pain, but this is the beginning of the end. He will give most of them the missing part to complete heartbrake. Whenever a positive testimony comes up, everyone praises the Lord, but totally forgets about those who really got left behind. Gods word in the Bible is manipulative and lying. It is just a thing to keep the dream alive the dream of God helping you when you need it like your Bible says. It is such a joy to read the Bible, but it is not the reality. I had a lot of things when I believed that this was a sign from God or now I have to Holy Spirit or whatever but believe me it is just in your mind. Mostly. Don’t want to judge those to experienced different. But He watched my little heart, trusting him like a good father, and he carefully listen to everything I asked him just to spit in his hands and think yeah I will give you the biggest pain you can . at the end of my trust I was suicidal homeless and full of loss. And notice this was not a test or something. It never turned better. Apart from that a few things cannot wait, just because I got no one has ever seen claims that he has the perfect plan and the perfect timing. “Seek me with all your heart….will find me“ means nothing else but interpretations of „signs“ as such from God, i had a lot such encounters but NOTHING EVER CHANGED, it is all in humans mind, lies to keep the dream and wish alive a loving being takes care of you. WRONG. Jesus absolutely doesn’t love everyone. If you don’t want to take it from me, take it from those who also comment under all the positive Jesus testimonies and more. I brought more effort up than anyone else I know to meet him, but I was not even able to one single little blessing or even an answer when I asked for the truth. After ALL THIS WHAT SO MANY BELIVERS GAVE GOD THEY COULD AT LEAST BE WORTH SOMETHING, A little little mini Blessing. I will not be under his sadism any longer, just death. Thats what i want. Praying 100times a day only made me insane. I got mad trying 100% to speak perfect and feel if God really hears me. Sometimes i think i have hallucinations, asking myself if he is really existing-I wanted to turn away from this world, but I had so many questions and there are 1000 reasons not to believe in his “love”. But no, he is pure sadism he enjoys it people who could have a positive impact in this evil word suffer from Loveness, depression, and loneliness. That gives him comfort. so many people commit suicide every day and he looks away they all do deserve love and warmth. At some point, I asked the devil to show me his kingdom, even if I don’t wanna have something to do with him .but yeah, I’m slowly beginning to think that all this is just existing between my ears. How to avoid hell if you don’t understand? I asked God multiple times what is right in his eyes, but there was an NOTHING. The Bible is manipulative, I had goosebumps every time I read this book because it gave me so much positive hope. But that’s the thing it’s just hope and not reality. Whenever something positive happened in my life, which is not often the case I immediately thanked God. That is who loyal I WAS. Me, but not him. I don’t know why he enjoys to tell us fairytales about his love, but look around and see. One person who got saved by God there come many many more who received nothing. So many believers have everything and get more every day without doing muchfor God. The perfect plan God claims to have, is also one of a lot of excuses, so is also the thing with “test of faith”. In 95% this test rests until you die. I am not a childish guy who is just disappointed in God because he didn’t receive what he prayed for- God lost me because he didn’t even keep the smallest thing. What is the god if he doesn’t want to answer me? I want to learn about him and love him, and he rejects me? Please don’t give me quotes from the Bible. I have read it, and I know what it says. Everyone who reads this comment deserves a home, loving hugs, and mental peace. if you ask spiritual enough, what you should be the other things like money or arguments and forgiveness doesn’t have big impact on you. Thats God. The quiet one. People in Holocaust prayed- not worth saving (?). Someone has a broken heart- God does nothing. At least could give those souls something (like he claims, delivering the heavy loaden what their souls need). Again, wrong. I have the free will but God only helps me if i play his will ? If he doesn’t want to give me the smallest gift in my heart, and i pray him to k*ll me- not even then he responds. Like, it is ok if I don’t get because you willshall be done- but the paint is too big like this so please kill me. Jesus is like “nope, suffer on earth or take your life your own”. Thats so sad. And evil. The devil is not in charge for god ignoring prayers.The “test of faith” is just a lie to keep the dream alive. The dream of what is not real: An answer of God, the knowledge that he IS REALLY THERE and love. He could say yes, you will be happy cause you believe in me. I reward you finally. But he doesn’t. I slowly stop praying. Waste of time and hope. He likes our pain. Anyways- take care and i wish you all the LOVE OF THIS EARTH ❤
You are so 'Patient' I Love it, and I Sorrow about your Loss of hair on this video, yet We Learn from you still. *LOVE 'THEMSELVES*💜' { The FAMILY Up in the HEAVENS) will bless your Concerns that you put in details for others to be Patient as well. / Signed: LOVE💚 Herself*D*( Darlene)
Been praying to God to provide the money I need to relocate and go to school, and you were blessed with the EXACT amount I need. If He’s done it before, I have even more faith to believe that He will do it again! And He will do it for me! ❤️🙌🏽😭
Please pray for me brother Dragan him for good healing, good a job, good financial blessing, he does hard men's physical work, men's construction work ...thanks, God bless you
I am going through the same as we speak right now being in this homeless shelter it sucks so much but God is bigger and more powerful I hope youre okay God help your people find safety and a house for both of them in Jesus name
1. She had $ to begin with. 2. Had enough money and credit to BUY A HOUSE . 3. Had $ to hv a House BUILT 4. WASNT homeless unemployed or broke. 5. Had her sister's $ and her employment and help. 6. Had a bank account and loan officer 7. Had plenty of $ to HIRE A MOVER and ship her cars. 8. Had $20,000 extra Sounds like a full on Miracle for sure 😅
GOD cares for some people BUT NOT EVERYONE OF US. GET IT RIGHT. youd be stupud to think that at a Sky Daddy is just gonna magically give you a good life or a home. He may love and care for YOU BUT HE DOES NOT LOVE AND CARE FOR EVERYONE. SMH
I hv trusted in God for 64years. I pray every night and morning and thru the day. I ask I beg and plead for God to give me a home a job an opportunity moneg something and overtime things get worse.i will be homeless in 14 days Being asked to leave the only house that I have that.I'm sharing with the alcoholic porn addicted owner bc Gocd really DOES NOT CAREat least about me or my life would not be sitting in a pile of shit right now if he did care. So I've prayed and prayed and nothing ever gets better.
Stop confirming that "nothing ever gets better' because that's what will repeat. Trust God is leading you out of a bad situation and to a new one. But you must maintain a positive attitude. For God to improve our lives, he will transform you through challenges to make you the person that can handle and appreciate and maintain his blessings.
@@SallySueMartin thank you Sally Sue. I know you are right. My Pastor today said God made the whole world in 6 days. I hv six days to move . So... Maybe...
@GraceDaughter still stuck here in this room. No gaswgat gas I hv I need to save for church. Unemployed. Lonely and unproductive . Still praying for a clean organized happy home. Not what I hv where I am. Not ungrateful. Just tired of the demeaning insults and name calling by a porn addicted alcoholic Ina filthy house I can't clean or organize. Just need my own home again.
Thank you Lord Jesus 🙌🏼 hallelujah ❤🎉 our minds are definitely different then God's because He may have a place for you out of the price you want to pay but He may have plans to give you more streams of income while your in your home. Congratulations 🎊 👏🏼 💐 🥳
Have you asked Him why it's taking so long? I'd reccomend being honest with God. He is our heavenly Father, as well as the almighty that sits on His throne.
@@SmileyFace90 yes I have I've expressed my frustration in so many ways and I honestly just feel like he's not pleased with me I always feel like I'm not good enough because I've tried so hard and the environment I live in has been so toxic and to see others get blessed with the very things I've toiled and had to war for is so discouraging 😔💔 feel like I'm losing my faith in God because why does it take so much
@softlifeera23 I just prayed for you and I'd reccommend reading the book of Job if you haven't already. I've come to understand that NO ONE will ever know what God is fully doing. Im never going to fully understand why God does what He does. You just got to continue having faith. I currently am separating from my spouse who has my child, only have my car, no longer my home as of today, and no job. So when I say I can relate, sincerely I can! But I don't question or blame God. He is all knowing, so everything has to be for a reason that is greater than us that we can't see from our limited perspectives.
@@SmileyFace90 interesting because my car was repoed 2 years ago and I was fired from my job so trust me it's not just about moving it's about not having a car no job and being isolated I feel burned out and don't even want to pray another prayer because we don't blame God but we have to remember he allows things just like he did Job I hope ur situation gets better and thanks for the encouragement
Please say a prayer for me I’m in the process of buying a home. I’m single so a little scared but I also trust GOD. Praying I find a home that I love that I can afford.
I just ran across this video and i am going to buy some tomorrow. Only question is how do i wrap my hair at night? Can i sleep with a sattin bonnet on or what?
A couple years ago me and my husband lost our homes. We had no family in the area, my husband lost his job and we became homeless sleeping in a 2 man pop up tent in the pouring rain behind the back of a carpark... despite all of this the government wouldn't help us to get back on our feet in the city we lived in. Our faith in God was strong but being on the streets we were scared so we began to reach out to people to ask them to pray for us. My husband and I sought God with everything that was inside of us and began fasting and prayer. We were in a local church whilst we were homeless attending Sunday without fail. For two years we remained homeless. The church helped us to gather up some funds. We saved all we could and we gathered up a few hundred pounds and travelled across the country. We found a house share that was safe and warm in the countryside. We lived there for 6 months and had no tenancy agreement (We were legally still homeless) but we paid our rent on time. One day the Lord told me in my spirit to apply for a house. I had no references, no credit history and no stable income. Within 1 week I got a call back from the letting agency telling me to come for a viewing. It was a 3 bedroom large house with a big garden. The landlord had 7 other people enquiring about this property all working professionals. We weren't working so I thought there is no chance just forget about it and look elsewhere. I was praying one night and the Lord said in my spirit "The house is yours" .. I said, what? (I thought I was hearing things again) but I heard "The house is yours" Two days later the letting agent calls "The landlord says he is happy for you to go ahead with referencing" We were so shocked... My friend and her husband from the church offered to be our guarantors and our deposit was paid for us in full. We got the house! A few days later I got a text message from our previous houseshare landlord who told us he was evicting all tennants in the 9 bedroom house as he was renovating the property. (Gods timing and wisdom literally is perfect) I couldn't contain the testimony, I knew I had to share it. Thank you Lord!
Thank you for this testimony. I keep having people try to tell me what is good for me and the things they say don't feel like what God wants me to do. I suppose it is distraction to keep me from God's blessing. I feel like the past weeks or two God has been my best friend pointing out things that I should be aware of. Ultimately God is who I am going to listen to. I've been given a direction and I am going.❤😇🙏
